white.

2009-08-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

Why do you need me as your neighbour if we can be bed buddies !! hee hee hee hee hee.

2009-07-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

The date is set, the tickets are in the race is on !! MOTO GP here we come baby. The LEGEND.

2009-07-16T09:35:00.002+08:00

IM SUPER SEXY, thats why ZAR LOVES ME !!

ZAR finally got his class 3 licence. But still i got it earlier than him. hahahahah. But i know he still win me cause he got his 2A & now 3. And for sure he's gg for his class 2 !! BASKET !! ICE AGE 3 was so funny. i watch it like 2times. SLOTH !! seeeed. hahahaha. Went to zars cousins place yesterday to catch things up with shafiq. He's looking much better compared to the first day i saw him at TTSH. A while later fauzi came. Left at 10 and off to home. Cik soeed your egg and fish is very nice. thank you for cooking. Much love. krekrekrekre.

2009-07-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hahahahaha happy 3.7 baby !!

2009-07-08T15:02:00.001+08:00

This boy of mine got 2DAYS MC. Is coughing like mad. So pitiful. LOVE you.

2009-06-30T01:55:00.002+08:00

A great Day spent at FURAMA RIVERFRONT hotel for Zar's mum bday celebration. Happy bday cik.

2009-06-27T00:30:00.001+08:00

I need to hit the gym and do some conditioning. Who's with me ??

2009-06-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this boy of mine. Today was zars off day so we decided to collect our NDP tix. And we got it. Cant wait for it. Fireworks amazing parade and whatnots. Cool pisangs. He finally got a temp job at Royal Sporting house. Soon it will be his turn to treat me. hee. ok im listening to pitbull i know you want me. Lyrics very catchy hahaha. ok signing off bye.

moanday.

2009-04-20T19:07:00.016+08:00

I don't have any long stories to tell. Other than that I've been to Cambodia, to CGH for 3 weeks, to CRAIGDAVID's show, to several random outings and meetings and most recently, I've been back at sch!

We were making post-cambodia notice board. It turned out funny when we started to paste brackets and full-stops on our faces. Love them, nonetheless. Oh, and we all came back with uneven tans.. =\

This was me and Chang at our temperature station, pre-cambodia. At Pertapis children's home.

Intra-cambodia. Townview Hotel. Reflection shot at the hotel lobby.

One of our get-togethers, late night bitchings and beauty therapy and whatnots. =D

Our daily boat trip to the Koh Rumdual island. Real beauty. Pic edited by shin.

Family photo :)

Our wall mural, at the entrance of the island!

One of the last sunsets, from the hotel's dining room. We had a full view of the sunset for 14 nights during dinner time. Beauty!

Private Ben10 party. Sha's and JH's bdays!

And one shot with Izah my buddy in it! =D (bday queen and princess are in red, the rest black/white)

CRAIG DAVID partayyy! go fb to see more lar k? bumped into aneesa and ber, so we hung out together thruout. they have good cameras. lol fad.

Last shot before we left zirca.
Back in sch! 1st lab lesson, SCRUBBING. Oh yeah! (that's D beside me, she's small, but i was standing on a stool) tmrw's gowning yo! =D

ok, really sorry i havent been updating. too many things to do.

The surprise that wasn't.

2009-01-20T09:37:00.002+08:00

My sister rented a car for 2 days. So i got to drive around and run (alot of) errands. But cool! Cause it's auto, almost daytona-like. Lol.

So yesterday, she said I could have it all to myself. Yaye! Picked up Amelia from home den drove off to the clinic to get our vaccinations. Btw, my arm is achey. Then since, the clinic is at YCK, I decided to fetch Zar and surprise him with the car. He sort of knew though, but was nice abt it and didn't ask if there was gonna be a car. Haha!

But good things have to come to an end. And the end was bleah because of me. =\

Back to work. Week 2 now.

jumble-rumble

2009-01-18T00:22:00.003+08:00

I've got my Class 3 license! Woohooo!

Went car window shopping with Zar and his family. No, I'm not getting one.

I'm driving tmrw though, the beauty of car rentals.

I'm secretary for YEP-Invigorate Cambodia. Paperwork, non-stop.

I'm doing attachment at CGH. 4 3 2 1 more week(s) to go.

Exam dates are out. Not cool.

I'm broke. And I owe pple money. Very not cool.

Ok.

happy-sappy.

2009-01-09T00:08:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I talk to you about what we dont have. Then, you'll ask, "How could you stand me? I don't know why you're with me." But I secretly wish you honestly know why. But then I ask myself, "How did we end up here?" I forget how, too. Or maybe I don't actually need to remember. Because I realise it doesn't really matter. And because what we have between us, noone can give me that.

i cwab you.

grr

2009-01-04T18:17:00.002+08:00

I'm a little bit annoyed right now. But I'm supposed to be understanding.

But you don't know.

a few things.

2008-12-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

I've decided to tag myself and do that "10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me" thang from Syaz's blog. I'm not sure I have 10 things though. Hell, they might not even be weird to you!

1. I only eat diced tomatoes. When they come in slices/wedges, sometimes I make the effort to dice them before I can eat any of it.

2. I can't move off steadily when I'm on the bike with both my feet down. Ironically, I feel unbalanced like that. My right foot MUST be on the foot rest first.

3. My most hated house chore is having to wash the dishes! Anything, but washing pots/pans/plates/etc even when they are not oily.

4. I wore Crocs for HariRaya and pretty much anywhere else that requires lots of walking and I love them cause they don't give me blisters and aches like heels do.

5. The things I read are: Romance novels, cooking books with lots of pictures, Guiness world record books, travelling guides..

6. I epilate my legs. But have stopped recently since it gives me in-grown hairs. Sucks much.

7. I always feel sleepy when I hang around in Zar's room. Eh, what potion u use ah!?

8. I have a soft spot for cute/tiny/furry things like baby shoes, mini soft toys, etc. (Not animals other than cats)

9. I ALWAYSSSSS!! regret after cutting hair, no matter how much I really wanted to do it or even if it turns out nice, I REGRET!

10. When I've found something nice to eat, I'll stick to it for some time. For example, soto madura in sch, kwayteowkuah at beach rd. Not very adventurous when it comes to choosing food.

RIGHTTT, there I've got ten!

Go do it, please.. I tag everyone on my linkslist! Plus YAN, who just farted!

aff suzuki cup

2008-12-17T20:38:00.002+08:00

Watching soccer now! Sin VS Vie. Vietnam has had many close shots to getting at least 4 goals within the first 40minutes but they just kept missing it. Poor thing.. And the young lions are poor at defending tonight and they kept giving away the ball. Macam paham!

I've got lots of catching up to do! Family, friends, projects, movies, SLEEP!

Attachment's schedule is out! And it's no fun!
Weeks 14-17: CGH
Weeks 18-19: Exams
Weeks 20-23: Vacation leave + Cambodia for 2 weeks(YEAH! we're gg!)
Weeks 24-26: CGH again
Then, straight after that it's Year3 Sem1!

I keep looking through my work shifts and staring at some important dates and wishing that I change it.

Can't wait for Friday's BBQ! =]

of mad people.

2008-12-10T21:08:00.003+08:00

*Groped this from sharan's blog*

And it instantly reminded me of a song we created together in a taxi ride. Don't ask why...

"Ketupat, ketupat,
happy little ketupat,
throw rice here,
throw rice there,
anorexic ketupat.."

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On another note, Zar and I did not celebrate our anni this year. We somehow didn't feel the need to do so this time around. Partly cause we're broke (he had to pay for repairing his broken bike and I went mad over cameras, ehem). But I think I heard him mention that it will be a delayed celebration (right, hun?).

So, yesterday, he said "happy anniversary baby, where's my cake?". And this afternoon he wished me "happy birthday!" Gila already.

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Okay, seriously done now.

mini negatives.

2008-12-10T19:56:00.003+08:00

What have I got to say eh?

Well, I've recently bought 3 toy cameras, 1 of which was a birthday present. The other two are these..

That's supposed to be a picture of a cat with a lampshade collar! So cute right! Oh, its just abt 1.5 X 2 inches big and it uses 110 films which develops into tiny negatives, which I have yet to print. =\

And I got my first HOLGA okay! In bright yellow tho! Awesomest. This one uses 35mm films (the normal ones we see in supermarkets, provision shops) comes with coloured flash!! and fisheye lenss!! Actually, it not with me right now yet, but I've bought it! =] Can't wait to play with it yea!

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Tmrw's reasearch test and I'm not done studying.

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We all (those working in service line) know sometimes, that it is hard to please a customer. But today, I went to Sim Lim and got really cheesed off by the responses I got from the salesperson. I wasn't even being difficult!! I was looking at an Asus mini laptop and asked the salesman for any pamphlets for the specifications. He gave me one and read to me the details etc. Then..

Salesman: Oh, do you want to take a look at the Acer ones? I highly recommend them.

Me: Sure!

Salesman: Oh, this Acer one is better!

Me: *Curious* Really? How is it different from the Asus one?

Salesman: Er..er...erm.. *for abt 5sec* Actually, not much different lah. Ya, er..er..*another 3 sec* actually the same.

Me: *Unconvinced* Huh? Then why you say better than Asus?

Salesperson: *Blank face* Er.. cause Acer not many problems..

Me: Oh.. wahh, Asus alot of problems ah??? (abit worried for some friends who just bought Asus products)

Salesman: Uh.. no lah, actually both the same. But Acer better cause a lot of customers buy this brand..

Me: Heh.. like that one ah..

Then, I walked out of the shop. Seriously, man! How you gonna sell when you don't even know your products!? I think he's just one of the many.. but then again.. its SimLim!

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I'm done ranting. G'night!

nougat is good.

2008-12-04T12:59:00.010+08:00

Hello. I'm back, cause my laptop's back! =]

Fast update ok?

1) This guy turned 2!

We had a mini party over at his place.

2) I miss these two jubes + 6 more who are not in the pix.

I really hope the 3 of us get to go Cambodia together!! =D

3) I took a new passport photograph which I've yet to use.

4) Someone crashed.. tsk tsk tsk.

5) New addition to the family.

She's my cousin's daughter and she seems comfortable sitting like that in a katespade.

6) And just smth you may need! *pout-pose*

Okay bye!

CONGRATULATIONS & CELEBBRATIONS!

2008-10-23T20:31:00.002+08:00

DEANNA & YVONNE!!!

Worldskills!

2008-10-19T09:57:00.003+08:00

THE COMPETITION IS OVER. We're waiting for the results. Amelia and I are not gonna make it to the top. Very slim chance of even gettin top 3. But honestly, I'm slowly accepting that. Not putting any hopes up this time around.

But that's not all. I've found friends whom I can laugh, cry, work and share my problems with comfortably. And the most awesome coaches who are always there for us who provide us with everything that we need: FOOD, plain paper, more food, tissue paper. But greatest things too: hugs and lots of love!

Amelia and I were overloaded sponges yesterday. A little squeeze and we couldn't stop the tears.

No trophy to bring back but the wonderful memories we shared, I'll never forget.

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SUPPORTED US! =]

weeehuuu

2008-10-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

Someone's birthday is coming and I wanna be doing a little sumthin'-sumthin' interesting and fun! Any ideas?

5 days late, but heck.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN!

dang.

2008-09-25T22:19:00.003+08:00

Noone said it was gonna be easy. The full time training is really draining us and it's not even 2 weeks. I hope I won't burn out. Alot of things have happened throughout the 2 weeks. Fair share of good and bad stuff. Sometimes, I feel that neither being good nor doing your best is enough, we gotta be EXTRAORDINARY to pull through some of the situations that the coaches put us in. Today was the ultimate. I only hope that things can only get better and I trust myself enough that it will!

I've found my "refresh" button. 21 days away from the real deal.

Current motivation song: Siti by Force Vomit

"Siti looks out the window
The sun shines on her face
But the weatherman says
Its going to rain today
Will her night just fade away?

Don't give up
Oh Siti don't give up.."

LOL.

tired.

2008-09-17T23:19:00.006+08:00

Since most of you have a song being played automatically in your blogs that has probably irritated the shit out of me because I don't understand the lyrics, the beats and tunes are annoying, or its a very unpopular song. I shall do the same to pay back. Ok, not really.

Oldie stuff, but still the best. Been playing BOYZIIMEN from youtube. Someone has my cd. Don't know who. =\

Favourite song of the week: Water Runs Dry by BOYZIIMEN.

We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change

Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby

Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away

And listen to it, you shall.

WSS. Full time training has started now. Daily, 9-6. Rabak sia. It's been 3 days only and we're already mentally drained. My partner claimed our (mine and hers) engines are just starting to warm up abit. I sincerely hope that's only true.

We went for a walkwalk session this evening. Really refreshing to get out of that stinky room and to be able to breathe in the humid, warm air outside and feel the heat from the sun on my skin.

of differences and similarities

2008-09-03T21:02:00.005+08:00

SO RETARDED. My brother snapped those on 2 different occasions. I was having chawanmushi in the first and mushroom soup in the other. My whole family wear our watches on the right hand. And I looked like my mum when she was younger in the 2nd pic.

Twohill-inspired hairstyle. HAHA. Swollen eyes, large eyebags. Working shift is no fun.

2008-08-31T21:07:00.005+08:00

..'Tis the most tender part of love,

each other to forgive..

-John Sheffield

itchy.

2008-08-27T21:24:00.001+08:00

semalaman, aku terserempak dengan si dia,
oh, sungguh kacak raut wajahnya..

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. best nyerrrrrr!!!

idiot. imbecile. moron. stupid.

2008-08-26T19:45:00.003+08:00

I am depressed again. Some things are not meant to be read or looked at. Urgh.

Anyway, my mom got pissed. And I actually don't blame her. Cause I was being an idiot. She cooked dinner, set the table and we ate. I finished first, saw that the sink was flooded with a few unwashed and oily stuff and I washed (only) my plate. So my (fake) intention was to wait for the water to drain and then wash the other stuff. But really, I just wanted to escape the washing. People know just how much I hate to wash plates. You can ask me to do laundy, mop floor, etc. but I'd rather not do the dishes, as much as I love to play with water. And then, I heard THE scream and the long speech after that. And I felt bad. BUT I STILL HATE TO WASH THE DISHES!!

Sorry mak.

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TEAM MONS™ Live It Ride IT says (8:16 PM):
i love doing the dishes but i dont like to be asked

betty. superbanana shamonella. says (8:17 PM):
LOL

TEAM MONS™ Live It Ride IT says (8:17 PM):
asked or told

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ps: you're great stuff. we shud exchange families.

sleepy-ish.

2008-08-25T22:11:00.004+08:00

There's really nothing much to do on the internet nowadays. It's like I'm done doing all those stuff, youtube, yahoo, msn, blogspot and erm, wikipedia.

Today was first day at IMH. Interesting stuff. They have Secret Recipe there! I bought an oreo cheesecake and brought it over to Zar's place. And we watched Eurotrip. Funny, kinda predictable and very much R-rated.

So, yesterday was UBIN DAY! 7 of us: SyazDiFateenFeezaAyuYan and myself. More pix over at Feeza's and Syaz's blogs! I wished we spent longer time there. =\ But I'm also thankful we left early cause it thunderstormed just when we were about to take the ~~bumblebee~~ bumboat back to mainland. =]

ps: sorry this is not the best picture. hahahs. just loved the clouds in the background.

necrosis.

2008-08-18T18:32:00.002+08:00

I may have suffered from a severe cerebral infarct during the mental health paper just now. Total mental block and the only thing I was capable of was to pen down answers that were of 0.001% quality.

I think I need anti-depressants now. Any of it, TCAs, SSRIs or MAOIs.

exams.

2008-08-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

Hey ho! It's the exam period. Adult nursing, Ab Psy and B Mod done! There were okay, hoping for at least B grade. Honestly, haven't started much on the rest yet. Or at all for Mental Health. Di and Feeza, let's not turn up for it.

Anyways, today I went for dental and got red and black donuts. WOOOOH! My dentist put on the units thing and strapped my teeth from one end to the other so tightly and my gums are extra sensitive today. So hard to...... erm, do anything that requires the mouth, like eating and drinking.

Zar and I didn't have any plans for the day yet, so I suggested we both go HSA to donate blood. Filled up forms, medical check-up done. Went to the blood testing area to see if our hb levels were acceptable. I have low iron.. So I wasn't really surprised that mine was at 12.3. (Acceptable level is 12.5) So SOMEONE laughed at me because I got rejected. And when his turn came, guess what? TEN POINT NINE!! Damn gay can?

So we went back to see the doctor.

Me: *Surrenders back the rejected form*
Dr: Ahhh, okay come in and sit. *looks at Zar* Yours okay right?
Me: NO! Worst la, 10.9.
Dr: HAHAHHA! THIS IS INTERESTING!

After that, we walked down the hall of shame and literally LOL-ed.

Lesson learnt: PLEASE EAT A MEAL BEFORE YOU GO DONATE BLOOD.

Decided to explore a bit of Chinatown after that and got bored really quick. But there was this coolio shop selling adventure equipment like a SOLAR SHOWER BAG (the bag heats up water inside it so you can have a warm shower up in the mountains)!!

Okay, the end.

PS: Abeeeeeee, I thought it was sweet when you did that thing with my letter. =]

stupid day

2008-08-13T13:14:00.002+08:00

I wrote 2 paragraphs about how I feel about today and I decided to delete them because it seems pointless. People will read and make judgments.

Someone is ignoring me. And I'm annoyed.

my cat

2008-08-09T09:41:00.002+08:00

Just so you know, my DOT is gone. Not dead, I hope. He left home and never came back. And that was 2 weeks ago.

Last night, I dreamt of him for the 3rd time. The first time, I watched him run for the window and jump out. The second time, I dreamt that he came back, with alot of kittens.

And last night, I was holding him, patting his coat, I could really feel his fur in my hands. And then, my mum looked at me and said "B, istighfar banyak-banyak.." And when I looked at my hands again, I was actually touching nothing...

=\

LULIAN.

2008-08-04T19:09:00.004+08:00

Who eats durian with rice drenched in coconut milk and sprinkled with sugar? My family does! It's weird stuff, I know! Really tastes so good and extra rich but not too often yeah? Ok, weird.

Did you guys see me on tv?? On SURIA actually. We (Sharan, Marie & I) rehearsed for so many days prior to the real shooting day and even on the day itself! The interview went well though! I took a few takes cause during the 1st take, I turned my head and pointed to the mannequin at the back and the cameraman, sounding kinda pissed off, said something like,"No need to turn around! It's already in the background!" The 2nd time, I errr-ahhh-errr too many times we had to re-shoot. And, I got it almost right.. the 3rd time.. and here it is!

So how? I looked DAMN JUBES RIGHT? (Sharan's favourite word; used to describe anything and everything)

What the whole newsy thing is about was to actually promote NYP's simulated-based learning (SBL) for us, student nurses. And we're the first school to be using the child and infant mannequins!

And these mannequins are waaay too cool, cause they can talk (voices coming from lectures or the technicians), cry WITH TEARS!, simulate drooling and have ~~brain juices~~ discharges oooozing out of their ears! They also have all the pulse points, which are pulsating VERY obviously. And and and! We could actually put our stethoscopes over its chest to hear lung sounds, breath sounds and even the heartbeat! what about bowel sounds? OF COURSE! That too! So if you wanna be working with these mannequins, pls do join us in Nursing!

Basically, what I said during the interview was about how these mannequins help me perform my skills more realistically just like how I'd do it on a real-life patient in the hospitals. If you paused (for whatever reasons, maybe to scrutinise my face or try to see what colour my braces are for this month) during my part, you can actually see that they had a typo with regard to the course im taking now! "Kejuruteraan" instead of "Kejururawatan"!!! ANGRY +++! (Engineering instead of Nursing) I think it's pretty obvious we are nurses.. Maybe they quickly run through my part and didnt notice the mistake.. Still!! NABS!

Wahh, such a long entry. I forgot to mention that the four of us bananas passed our BCLS practical and theory! And we are qualified life-savers, I think? Don't go collapsing on me just to test my skills k? CHEY, action!

Can i just end off by adding 2 more features of the mannequin? Okay, the pupils can react to light (constrict/dilate) and the tongue can swell up too!

Okay bye!

a story to tell..

2008-07-11T23:10:00.010+08:00

PART I

Some time ago, I parked my bike at a non-parking-lot cause there simply wasn't anymore space for my bike at the level 3 carpark and the bike park was too far away from my school. At the end of a long day in school, when I went to my bike to ride back home, there was a note which said something like "You have parked at a non-designated area" with my bike number and time and date and all. And seriously, that pink-coloured piece of paper (about half A4 size), seemed really harmless. And I guess it was. Cause the second time that I parked "illegally", I got another of those pink note. So same style, take, read, giggle, crush paper, throw.

Okay, so.. it was another fine day when I reached school and found that the parking lots at the level 3 were full. So bo pian la.. just park for awhile. Anyway, at most get the pink paper. Then, it's harmless right? WRONG! Because I got this instead.

And then my bike looked like that...

LOL. No need to explain further k? Just had to go to this office and that office and sign this and that to get that thing off my tyre.

PART II

Today, the level 3 carpark was full too but I managed to get the last lot at Blk E to park my bike. Reached the lt just on time for lecture and had a rather long day too. With unneccessary electives and WSS training after that. So school was like 10-7 today with only one 1-hour break.

Thankfully the training ended like 10 minutes early so I was rather eager to leave school ASAP. Walked to my bike, took out helmet and key and this and that and SAW THIS!

And I was thinking "WTF? Not illegal parking wadddd..Then why got ticket????" But when I looked closer, I noticed that it was actually a note, and it was TAPED to my bike. So my second thought was like someone probably did something to my bike and wanted to say sorry and leave a number so I can contact him to claim money for repair or smth. (It happened to my dad.) But it's nothing like that at all.. YOU JUST GOTTA READ THIS.

And instantly, I KNEW WHO THE CULPRIT WAS! (Red marks????????) FEEZA I'M NOT DUMB OKAY! I admit I fell for it cause I panicked for a while. BUT I GOT YOU BACK! IT WAS MY BIKE.. NOT SOMEONE ELSE'S! HAHAHHAHAHAH!

Okay, the end.. I took very long to do up this post. And my charger is being a bloodycb.

zzzzzt!

2008-07-09T21:55:00.005+08:00

Believe it or not. I just kinda got electrocuted?! You see.. nowadays, your gadgets are made such that they won't last you very long, or long at all. My NEW handphone jammed up on me on its 3rd month, my laptop has been on heat since forever and recently (like yesterday), I've noticed that my charger's insulation has melted at the distal end. And there are like broken copper wires sticking out of it!

Okay, you cannot see the broken wire cause my phone's camera can't take macro shots. But they're really there.

Anyway, I've just passed my BTT! Yeay! Yea I know.. some of you have already started driving and all. But what the heck..

I've been skipping lectures because of stupid reasons. And I skipped one tutorial yesterday. Good girl gone bad. LOL. Sorry, that wasn't really necessary.

Anyway, Zar has just gotten his class 2A. Which means he can ride big bikes. But still not the biggest bikes! Nevertheless, he's been reminding me of it since yesterday (he passed it yesterday only) in an attempt to make me jealous. And so, we kinda had a mini celebration and went out for lunch and movie and dinner. GET SMART was really funny, I think I laughed the loudest in the most unglam manner.

PS: But ABJ.. I got my BTT already! =P

alright, nytes yall! I'm gonna watch JUNO again tonight.

I'm gonna end this post with a video. D don't kill me.

soo-shee

2008-06-30T20:56:00.003+08:00

Yan and I went for sushi buffet in the afternoon and that is kinda my breakfast, lunch and dinner altogether. I think we ordered 4 sets of fried tofu. They are incredibly delicious!

Its funny how people are writing supposedly sarcastic remarks to get back at you. It's not working!

Anyway, acquaintances come easily but we always forget that not everyone is your friend.

I haven't started much for Bio and LabSkills. As usual, last minute studying works for me. Most of the time la. LOL!

whee!

2008-06-25T23:54:00.002+08:00

If I could summarise how today was in one word, it would be: AMUSINGSCARYFUNINTERESTING!

1. THAT msn message.
2. Last minute question-answer session amongst outselves.
3. The test. OMG. The test! Everyone was wishing for at least an extra 5 minutes.
4. The cancelled training!
5. The so-called birthday party. Zar's mummy turns 4* today!
6. Yan gave me this (free) anti-drug abuse keychain thing which is really pretty!
7. My newly found fan. LOL.

Yeaahh.. thats about it..

Oh how can i forget! TODAY IS PAY DAY!

and now i'm back here baby...

2008-06-20T22:27:00.002+08:00

I'm damn retarded. Decided to run back to this space cause LJ is not as nice and convenient, I think.

Feeling rather i-don't-know-what right now. Some things can be really complicated. Essential but exhausting at the same time. I'm not sure what's going on. Being the partially-asocial kid that I am, it just makes things harder. Pardon my ambiguity.

I'll stay like this and see what the future brings.

2008-04-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

I'VE MOVED TO LJ! BUT YOU GOTTA BE MY FRIEND.. SO PLEASE.. BE MY FRIEND. =]

Why can't we be friends?

The color of your skin don't matter to me

As long as we can live in harmony

BYE i'm gg to sheep

2008-02-20T13:26:00.004+08:00

I'm so kental and I'm giving up. After 390 entries and 3.5 years, I'm putting this to an end. I may be back, but to another place.

Good luck people. Peace!

2004

2008-02-13T13:04:00.003+08:00

i will, love you still. from the depths of my soul, it's beyond my control....

though i wish...

but we all remember... life is unfair.. get over it..

2008-02-09T11:04:00.000+08:00

one is a real nephew because his father is my brother. the other is a fake nephew because his mom is not my real cousin. but i love them both! =]

cookedies china chinese cat

2008-02-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

i had so much fun today but so many things are pissing me off right now.

there wasn't a decent goodbye, or any at all. let alone the usual embrace. was it a hassle? was it too much to ask for?

then my new top got stained. its noone's fault again. but i'm fucking pissed.

but i thank God i'm feeling like this only at this hour cause soon i'm gonna sleep all the mess away.

but i'm still so pissed i feel like crying. i don't wanna twenty anymore.

TWENTY

2008-02-06T01:24:00.000+08:00

A BIG FAT THANK YOU TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO CELEBRATED WITH ME AND FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES (and smses, calls, blog entries, msn, surprises and presents)!

I won't be mentioning names in case I accidently miss you out. So, you know who you are ok? =]

LOVE YOU ALL!

1am ok?

2008-01-31T00:57:00.000+08:00

1. Go www.youtube.com
2. Search for The Mean Kitty Song.
3. Watch it and read the following convo between shappa and me...

shappa ♥ Cupid shuffleee! says:
AHHH i'm in love with sparta man!!! hahaha

odi et amo says:
ahhahahahaha

odi et amo says:
engagedddd

odi et amo says:
prolly married

shappa ♥ Cupid shuffleee! says:
the cat shaaam. hahahaha

odi et amo says:
i seee

odi et amo says:
hahahahaha

odi et amo says:
i tot u meant sparta-man

odi et amo says:
hahah the guyyy

odi et amo says:
muhahahahahahah

shappa ♥ Cupid shuffleee! says:
ohh hahhaa skali youre in loveee with him hahaha k lame -_-

odi et amo says:
hahahahahahah

odi et amo says:
yess damn lame

And then, I feel so kental..

barbecued pisang

2008-01-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

I hope the image above is not too much and disturbing.

My left middle finger is a little dysfunctional. I got it slammed by the front door cause I was trying to save Dot's head. No broken anything, but it feels numbish. Solly hor, engrish louyapok.

Zar took off this wed and we're gonna have fun ok, dulcissime? We'll go to the park and roller blade and swim and ... maybe we should go ice-skating! I'm gonna go nuts-crackers-and-bananas (i.e. berserk) if I have to go for worldskillstraining the whole afternoon.

Okay, i'm gonna talk on the phone.

bluek

2008-01-27T00:58:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION!! 05A11: Mr Eng invited us to his place on 16th Feb, Sat for a CNY reunion or smth like that? PLS TELL GECKGECK IF YOU'RE COMING! or me.. then I can help you to tell her.. =)

Anyway, I feel like throwing up please. Can't stand the kind of things people post up on their blogs. She didn't do anything to me and I don't think she noes that I read her mushy stuff. I'm evil k. Oh well. If you think it's you, don't terase k? It's not. =]

Finally got my allowance yesterday! Weeeheee! After being broke for so long.. I went shopping! I never learn k. Got another pair of shoes! My first Everlast pair, not the typical pumps-ish kind. It's ABIT apek and loafers-ish. Why shoes? BECAUSE I'M ADDICTED TO SHOES! Hahaha, no larh. Because heels always give me problems (BLISTERS, tired legs, heels-stuck-in-drain, crammed toes and much more). And I got 2 FOXRACING tops! =] To Zar: I still want my phone k?

OH! We had the volunteer thing this morning and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. The company was great and I'm pretty glad I opened up a little more to people whom I thought I'd never communicate (verbal and non-verbal) with in this lifetime. =]

Oh, good night..

health matters!

2008-01-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

It's been quite a hectic start to the week! Monday was not too bad considering the fact that I had a few assessments going on. Luckily for me, I have buddies who are the best moral supporters! And I have Syaz to be my (most patient) patient, whom I almost killed, by asking her to hold her breath for what it seemed like a million years. But results were great and comments were inspiring! Pisangunited got As for bio! =] I'm so happy k?

For those who did excellent, CONGRATS! And for the rest of the class (the group that never gives up), I know you guys can do it yeah!

It was made known to me that some people have high expectations of me and it scares me to hell cause I'm afraid that just the opposite might happen. I mean, I'm capable of flopping too, well, anyone is la. But you know.. And sometimes, I feel like I'm being watched more than others. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Well.. Zar would say "It's in the blood..." Hah!

Speaking of Zar, he's been down with health problems. It has recently been revealed that his blood seems to contain more than enough cholesterol. It's the thing that has been giving him the tiny bumps on his joints. And it may cause heart problems if you don't manage it. Plus, you don't have to be fat or overweight to have high cholesterol. So please people, take care of your health and eat more celery and green apples cause they're really good to reduce cholesterol! =]

And I'm secretly excited to learn how to perform CPR next week!

=]

2008-01-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

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i have photographs and memories of the times
you were on my mind and i was alone
i have poetry and drawings of my life
you were on my side and i didn't know
just what is love...

by jason reeves

Stressful week ahead, i can predict that. Health assessment practical test, psycho test, presentation. After that, 3 more weeks to finals. Sucks ok?

enough of ROM

2008-01-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

Okay, was studying Bio and found this in the textbook!

KIDDING! I didn't find it in the book, neither did I study for Bio. Erms, okay... to be fair..

I think the impulse shopping region should be bigger than that of the headache generator! RIGHT?

Okay, just one more!

PS: I didn't create any of these... Should be those who have brains like the one in the first pic.. hah!

sunday

2008-01-13T23:23:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year! I'm 2 weeks late,but heck!
New year resolutions:
1) Endure torture that the braces bring
2) Lose fats
3) Earn more money
4) Be a better person, whatever that means ok?

School's been GEREKKK! We had long breaks in between lessons. Walk around the school, eat, swim, eat, sleep. And when all else fail, we feed the fishes. Illegal ok? So, new hobby found! So we scream when the kois get too close and make the sucking sound. Ahhh, fun stuff!

bang bang

2007-12-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Me and the platoonmates had a blast last night! At least i did! It was Gy's and Emi's belated birthday party and we booked a chalet at the (VERY) last minute. The funniest part was when the birthday girls were blindfolded and had to hit the pinata with the balloon wacker thing. Think I almost died laughing at them hitting randomly. Anyway, I haven't gotten the crazy pics we took. So to start the ball rolling, here's one...

YESSSSSSSSSSS! I CUT MY HAIR! I've got bangs and I got it layered a bit more.. hahahs..

Okay, nytess! =D

0200hr nonsense

2007-12-13T01:31:00.001+08:00

SAWADEEKAA....!
Gonna be visiting ~~the land of the what?~~ Thailand, BKK this weekend! Saper-saper nak kirim? (Anybody wanna lil somethin'somethin'?)

I'm kinda in a depressing mood right now. Okay, maybe the picture doesn't say so. But really.. Sigh.. I don't really know what's up with me? It's 2 plus already now and I've got school later.

I miss lots of people, esp bestfriend. Even though we just met yesterday for a quick bite and then to get his stuff and then it was home for us. So I'm not seeing him till next week when I come back on Monday morning, only to leave for a schcamp on the same day in the evening. Really pathetic. I feel like bubbling the camp and just stay on in BKK with the family but you know.. it's really an irresponsible thing to do considering the fact that it's a leadership camp thing. Dye-Lamb-Ma.

Anyway, I bought a mini padlock for my IU unit, that thing you insert your cashcard into? I think my cashcard got stolen 2 days ago. I don't remember removing it frm the unit when I parked the bike downstairs. Die you mo-cashcardstealer-fo! I will never do that la. Can you imagine how much trouble the owner have to go through just to get another one?? You have to find 7-11 and fork out 7$! Okay, maybe not so much trouble. But you see, it's really evil to steal cash cards. =\ Can you register your cashcard? So if the stealer uses it, then the ERP thing can detect the vehicle no? I hope there's such a thing, since I pay 75cents everyday eventho I don't enter town.

Okay, gotta sleep. Lesson of the day: Don't steal cashcards eventho you know someone else will do it if you don't. You just don't have to be that person, k? Tak halal dunia-akhirat.

No. 376

2007-12-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

When are the flea markets at Tanglin Mall? Do they still have it there? I havent been there for so long! I still regret not buying the red BANANAREPUBLIC sandals the other time!!!
So on Friday, I forced Zar to walk with me all the way to tanglin mall, all the way from fareast! HAHA! Only to find out there's no flea market. I tot it was supposed to be on the last Friday of every month? Dunno. Anyway, so kesian the bestfriend.. Sorry! =D

When was the last time you played pepsi-cola-1-2-3, motherhen and fox, and act-out-the-word-and-let-your-frens-guess game? We laughed so hard we were breathless! Anyways, the four of us stayed back in school today to revise Socio. AT THE POOLSIDE! Like beachy gitu! heh. After doing social statuses, karl marx, social stereotypes, cultures/subcultures, we decided to quickly finish up and leave.

Speaking of stereotypes, why do some people think i am not capable of performing some skills? Di and I was talking about how people can get cynical and critical but cannot accept comments themselves. It's funny how the world works.

Tomorrow's gonna be quite a freeandeasy day. I'm gonna smuggle Yan to school because Syaz requested for his attendance for our activity tmr. Let's have fun, y'all!

This entry is so merepek. I don't wanna blog anymore la.

4-1

2007-11-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

We went out 4-1 today. Azri came along for lunner. Haha, so much fun! Got myself 2 cool shirts and Syaz and Di got themselved a self-portrait drawn by artist along LeMeridien. Cool beans i tell you!

The metal thingies are giving me sore gums, painful ulcers and all. I've got 2 pieces of cement on my left and right molars to open my bite. The thing is, I don't know how they can crack! Probably bit hard on them when I was sleeping last night! Tsk tsk tsk.

I'm quite proud of myself it happened. Hahaha! Cause it sucked when I used to shut up. Dangs. What's happening to the world?

The lab theory test was _________. Can't remember much out of the whole medication thingy. I'm depending lots on the mcq part, please.

WHERE'S MY BOYZIIMEN CD ALBUM?!?!

i need money seeds to grow a money tree.

2007-11-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, I'M ULTRA BROKE. As in no money. Zero. Ok, maybe close to zero. The thing is it's only 3 days after payday. And I got my first fine letter from the Traffic Police Dept for illegal parking. SEVENTY DOLLARS, OK. Got my first fine letter from LTA too, because I'm stupid. (Passed the ERP gantry w/o cashcard) Then, I've got monthly responsibilities which (unfortunately) put a strain on the savings account.

So, it's in times like this that I actually regret buying a vehicle and putting on braces. And all other dumb things that I spend on. Now, I don't feel like getting married, buying a house and having children anymore.

Dangs, afterall, 'A fool and his money are easily parted'. So friends, please don't ask me out for shopping..............

Anyways, Zar and I went for a movie earlier today. It was a last minute plan and he chose Two Days in Paris. Haha, very unlike him to choose such a movie (it's a romantic comedy in french/english). It was a very funny and soulful show, I think. Some parts of it really remind me of us. The insulting and making fun of each other part and the other silly stuff we do. Of course, some things are different. Haha. GO WATCH! Oh, btw, it's M18.

From the movie..
Marion: ...And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.

So sweet right? Aiyah.. but after that we got moody and tired and all... so ya.....

Okay, I'm gonna sleep my troubles away.. goodnight.

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

of changes.

2007-11-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! Pardon me for the lack of entries. I've been too lazy with nothing.

Quick update:

1. I've got my bike licence! MOST IMPORTANT!

2. My mum lent me money to buy a bike! I ride to school everyday now.. Yeayyy!!!!!!!!!

3. School projects are piling.

4. My voice tngh rock skarang. Hoarse and trans-y.

5. I got 4 teeth extracted in a day.

6. I went to Night Safari TWICE in a week.

7. Today is a happy day! =D

8.I'm gg to Night Safari again tonight with ZARina.. =P

Will post up pics of the holes in my mouth (see if got demand first) and pics of night safari on all 3 occasions! =D

Say hello to COOKIE!

lovelove

2007-10-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

funny stuff

2007-10-08T14:11:00.000+08:00

Okayy, I had nothing to do at home. So I was youtubing. The link below is a vid of this 3 yr old girl. Go watch or I'm gonna kick your ass!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ngzyyRVYfkg

cousins!

2007-10-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

L to R: bro, irfan, aida, me, sister, kar toink toink

Okie, so it's the first time ever that I've planned such gathering with my little cousins. =D Some time ago, say 10 years, I was the little kid who went out with the older cousins (now adults). (My sister, me and Kartini are considered 'young adult' cousins.) But now they are either married, busy with work or overseas. So now that the teenager cousins are already teenagers and don't whine when they go out and can behave, I realise that they are super fun to go out with!

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I think I remember when I was about 6-10 years old and was whiny and crappy and always misbehaving, even my sister didn't want to bring me out!! =\ You know, that phase...

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So these kids, are all a little more grown up and are less worrying to bring out. No need to hold hands when crossing roads. No need to keep looking out for them when walking at shopping malls in case anyone kidnaps them. No need to tell them to sit down and finish their food. You know.. those kinda things your parents used to tell you when you go out.

Wheee! I'm so happy that I am closer to them now.. And even more glad that I am close to Zar's cousins and mine too!

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I cannot wait for hari raya! So many reasons why I am looking forward to it! Although my baju that I sent to the nyonya shop downstairs not really nice... =\

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Azhar says that he wants to be sent overseas for training. And if he's chosen, Taiwan btw, he'll be away for 9 months with only 14 days of break. Like out of Singapore! Like for 9 months! Like for very very long! Like shitttttttttttttttttt.... NOOOOO!

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At Macs, after TongSeng and Venezia.. Hahaha, we sat at 3 makan places in just 2 hours. That's me and my closest cousin! =D When we were younger.. i loveandhate her. We fought abt stupid things and became friends again soon after. Now, she's a maknenek. Haha!

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2007-09-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

I just typed out a whole entry about how I feel about smth. But I got disconnected and everything was gone. I guess it was not meant to be. But now I felt a little relieved that it happened because I wrote a nasty entry that might hurt some people's feelings. So ya, forget it.

I haven't talked to Zar for days. I'm home when he's working and I'm out when he's home. When both are at home, either one is asleep. =\ We'll make it up to each other soon ok? <3

We girls met up again last night for dinner! There were these people + LP whose not in the pic cause she left earlier. We did take-out from Secret Recipe and plopped down at the darkdark place outside MarinaSq.
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WARNING: DO NOT TAKE AWAY LASAGNE FROM THERE! It was a pathetic 3-quarters inch ~~thick~~thin and it sucked balls.
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Then, we took loserish photos after that. Like: Handstands, fake jumping pics and NCC dao-face. Hahah, abit LOL again after typing that. Anyways, we sat at Gloria Jeans after that for coffee and wanted to play PolarBear (hahah, Merdin!) but we realised after choosing the characters, there'll only be 2 people to kill. So we played Murderer instead, which was also abit unsuccessful because we kept forgetting the game was still on. Haha, funny!

Okaye, till the next entry, take care ya'll!

pisang.

2007-09-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

Found this printed on a cereal box: "We should all aspire to live like bananas." HAHHAHAHAHAHAH!! I like!!!

Dot is scared of the noise outside. So he's been sitting beside me since just now. And I would occasionally disturb him by carrying him like a baby or squeeze him or touch his nose. I know he doesn't like it. But I think he knows I love him. =D

I think Zar misses me. Haha! Cause he msged me and asked me out for dinner later. That is usually rare because tmrw's a workday. Of course he denied when I disturbed him abt it. Haha, so kental we all... =P

I cannot wait for hari raya sia! I think CGH gave me less money this month. I better go check properly. Dangsss!

And I feel like doing something to the HAIR again! Hahahha.. What eh?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! =D

noise

2007-09-20T09:37:00.000+08:00

IT HAS STARTED! Barely 15 minutes into this month-long process and I'm going crazy with the the noise already. The only 'peaceful' time is when they only hammer the cabinets. At other times, it was the drilling of the floor. Sucks much. Dot so kesian because he was so scared of the people and the noise. So now, he's hiding under my mum's bed... =\ I would too.. if I could fit there...

When the uncle asked me which course I was from and I said Nursing, he told me he never want to see me at the hospital. A different way of looking into things, I say.

Today's plan:

1. Install the new BROTHER printer/scanner. What kind of a brand is Brother sia? Anyways, Shappa, you can come and use if u want! One piece fifty cents. =P

2. Take pictures of the old house.

Shit I can't think. It's the noise!!

Er..
3. Play SIMS on Zar's psp when he comes to accompany me later. But he don't wanna come hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! =\

Mustafa sells things really really cheap! Go there first to survey if u need anything. Like really anything.. Haha!

Weekend

2007-09-16T19:54:00.000+08:00

me and zar at his POP at AmoyQueeCamp. =D

On the carpeted floor opp the snacks counter at the cinema. We were so sian that we just wanted to plop around somewhere to talktalk with Fad&Fard.

Buddies. Okay, not really. My buddy and her bf! We purposely bump into them at BugisJunction while they were window shopping. Then we walked to Kandahar St to buy kueh-mueh.

My hungry ghost and his longan and crab shells. We went to break fast at KgChaiChee to celebrate his end of BMT and my end of attachment (ok, lame) and a belated happy occasion! =D

Ohhhh, and the bike's clutch snapped when we were leaving Bugis. So, Zar called BIKEBULANCE (haha, yess. there's such a thing as that.) so they can transport it to the workshop. $25. Then, we had to cab to KgChaiChee cause it was already 6.45pm. $8. Bleargh..

Tmr, someone's gonna buy PSP!

2007-09-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY RAMADHAN EVERYBODY! =D

-zar & sham

shucks.

2007-09-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

I didn't make it guys. Because why? All the things that shouldn't happen, HAPPENED! OH YEAH. My bike's engine stalled at the slope part, right next to where the tester was standing. My bike slipped off the plank. I was signalled to pull over, while riding on the road (out of circuit), because my headlight was off. So there, as if one immediate failure wasn't enough, I got effing THREE, yo! And oh, 54 demerit pts.

What went wrong, really? I think it's more like my lack of confidence and tendency to panic at every situation. TSK TSK TSK. But hey, I was really upset and disappointed for screwing up.. oh well.. "Even the biggest failure or mistake beats the hell out of never trying.." -Meredith Grey

So ya.. I booked another date for tp test. After raya, that is. So like in 1.5mths time. Both my (UOB&POSB) ATM cards screwed up when I wanted to top-up my account. So, I (thick-skinned-ly) approach this, ehem, new fren, and ask if I could give him cash and he use his ATM to help me top-up. Hhahahaha! Anyone has done this kind of things before?? So yeah.. I spent like 70bucks for another test.. and I have to renew my PDL. Basket.

Take care, ya'll.. Back to work tmrw for me..

day8

2007-09-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

Today was abit boring. Many patients were discharged and there was nothing much to do.

You know, sometimes you feel that it's okay if patients irritate you when they make noise or stuff like that because you know that they are unwell. But when your fellow workmate starts to make fun of you with regard to the way you work, then it's super irritating and that's NOT okay. After which, that person will spread that event to other colleagues and play the 'broken telephone' with him/herself. Its super irritating because at the end of the day, the things that come out of his/her mouth are totally false. I don't effing care if you find pleasure in making fun of people. But please know that if you keep doing that the whole world will hate you. Oh heck, I don't even know you. Luckily I'm only on a 3-week attachment. PHEW!

So, tmrw is THE day! I'm taking my traffic police riding test and I pray hard that I won't get a laoya bike that stalls all the time or with screeching brakes or asshole gear levers or .. ok, you get my drift.

I'm gonna sleeeeeeeep now and wish for the best tmrw. =D

day 5 & 6

2007-09-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

It's been 6 days already and in another 9, I'm gg away from that ward. Today was ok! Time passed by so quickly today I didn't realise it was only a few hours away from end of shift. I watched the Yr3 do suctioning on a patient. Like insert a tube into the mouth to suck phlegm because the patient cannot cough it out. So the uncle didnt cooperate and they had to force it down his throat. During which he bit the tube, then they had to do it via his nostrils and he was struggling. So poor thing.

Then I remembered something a staff nurse said in the pantry. She didn't want tubes to be inserted into her or anything. Now that I've seen all these, I think I'll sign the 'Do Not Resuscitate'(DNR) form and ban the use of any kind of tubes on me. It's really an ugly sight. =\

Zar is confined for 2 weeks because they are rushingrushing for field camp, route march and POP! So I'm not gg to see him this weekend for shopppppppppppppppppping. Booohooo... =\ So I gotta rushrush with my attachment. Then, we'll both finish work the same time and can hang out for the whole of 1 week after that! =D But it's the fasting month already and can hardly do anything 'cept for watching movies and reading books and walk around and no lunch.

Tmr's aftnn shift again and so is Wed. I prefer morning shift, really. Although must wake up super early. There are more things to do and by 3 can go off already!

Aight, am sleepy now.. take care ya'll..

day4

2007-08-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

HELLLOOOOO! WASSSUP WASSSUP?

no, i'm not feeling high. in fact am feeling damn tired right now. so tired i cannot be bothered with caps-uncaps my entry. so anyway, my first afternn shift. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! freakinggg tiring i tell you! dangs! so much walking up and down the corridor today for various purposes. take urinal (the container male patients pee into when they cannot go toilet), put the urinal back, take the changing trolley, search for patients in the toilet and this and that.

and guess what? i managed to perform TWO(2) NGtube feeding today! GREAT SUCCESS! ok, why am i so obsessed with that? its because not many people get to do it. especially if their wards are not the geron ward. besides, i've practiced so much in school for assessments i better be able to do it on a real patient la! i managed diaper-changing on my own! yeayyyy! OH! and i watched the doctors put a tap on a patient's stomach. they call it abdominal tap. it's really a tap-like thing to drain fluid from the patient's abdomen. and like the student nurses were standing there watching with the student doctors.

so ya, there was this uncle who sang the ABC song LOUDLY. and i heard he sang the national anthem last night. haha, cuteness. =]

it's been great so far. just that i have to present 2 case studies to my teacher tmrw. and i havent really go thru the cases because i was so busy.

oh, of course, the feetxz still hurtsx...!

i'm outta here.

day3

2007-08-30T11:12:00.000+08:00

Was too tired to get on the comp last night to update. Went out with BF yest after work to have lunch at Mukmin! Sedapppp kan??? =D Den we rode to ECP to fool around, see aeroplanes, people sailing, etc. FUN!

Anyways, I performed my FIRST Naso-gastric (nose-to-stomach) tube feeding on a real patient yesterday. Greatest achievement so far! =D Lots and lots of parameters (temperature, blood pressure, respiration, pulse) taking and charting. But I gabra alot and I got scolded yesterday about an oxygen tank thingy. But it's not my fault. She wasn't clear on the instructions and I was doing her a favour. IDIOT! But it's ok.. Like Mdm Chye says "It's ok to be stupid, don't everytime so clever.." I think she meant it's better to know what you don't know than to not know what you don't know. =D

So far, the job has been very interesting and I get to learn lots of stuff from the enrolled nurses (EN) and the ITE students. But my heels hurt like mad after each day. I guess it takes some getting used to.

day2

2007-08-28T19:28:00.000+08:00

Aight, so today was the second day. I've survived and have actually achieved more things than yesterday. Bathing patient in the toilet, changing clothes, bedsheet, diapers, feeding and observing other stuff.

I feel happy when the old guys (its a male geron ward) call me Missy (No, I'm not being pervertic). And I go up to them and they tell me that they're cold. So I pull the blanket over their shoulders and turn off the fan. It makes me happy when I walk around, ask them if they're ok and they say "Missy, I'm very comfortable. Very good!" And although sometimes it feels weird when we don't understand what the other was saying, I try to make them understand by sign language or attempt to throw in some mandarin/hokkien words like "Uncle got pangsai or not? Pangsai???".

Sometimes when I see disgusting stuff, or smell, I ask myself "Do I really wanna do this in the long run? Like seriously?" Oh well, am still thinking. But I think I know the answer..

peektures.

2007-08-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away

my attempt at macro shots
yet again.
my hungry ghost

Today was the first day at the hospital. It was, well, interesting. A little on the boring side though. Maybe cause we haven't started doing anything. YET. But I've observed some ~~embarrassing~~ procedures like diaper- and pants- changing. Tmrw's morning shift, I expect some hectic time.

studyy!

2007-08-25T21:05:00.001+08:00

Pisang and friends at Spinelli HBF on a fine Thursday evening. Attempting to study psychology. Aren't we glad its all over kids?

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2007-08-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

I GOT A NEW PC!
Check it out!

=D

YESSSSSS! A tablet pc! AGAINNNN! but dont have that art thing that i had in the previous tablet. and the stylus not very good. (very hard to snip and write stuff)

lovely.

2007-08-14T21:43:00.001+08:00

"Hate That I Love You"
(Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo)

[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
As much I love you (as much as I need you)
As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

1am nonsense.

2007-08-11T01:43:00.001+08:00

Pink and yellow nails. Don't mind the brother. I use him to practice my skills. Besides, I think he enjoys it. Opps. =X

Miang picture. Don't mind me. It's 1am, you see. And I'm abit high on coffee.

This is DOT! Yes, suckers, he's still alive! Hmph!

If you know, you know. If you don't know, you don't know. I cannot waitttttttttttttt!!!!!!!! It's gonna be so much funnnnn!!

sticky and slimy

2007-08-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

Morning. Beach. Hotcakes. Maple syrup. Sundress. Slippers. Breeeeeze. A bestfriend. And lots of love. =D

Meet my new friend.

Above: Bubblegum by Modern Amusement

Nice? NICE! Ok, thank you. I love it! The owl badge is bought separately. I'm going crazy over shoes at this moment. KEDS, Lacoste, I'm gonna get you soon! =D

i'm gonna watch the NDP on tv tonight. Alone.

supper!

2007-08-08T22:57:00.000+08:00

Happy day today! Went to school in the morning to swim with the girls. And we got lazy before we even stepped into the pool. So, we ended up floating around in the deep pool and having girly talks and other nonsense. Ate prata at the canteen and me and Di sat on the swings at the playground while waiting to Syaz to berry. And it's really easy to get injured la I tell you! You see, my toes was 'dragged' against the rubberflooring while I was on the swing gg almost 180deg (exaggerate). So got abrasion and open wound on one of the toes. =X

Then, we found ouselves looking at awfulplasticsurgeries (of celebs) and Di wanted to see AmandaLepore's pics.. Hahah, opps.. After which, we went to Syaz's mom's exhibition and i had free lulur (homemade scrub) and a pretty shopping bag.

National Day cum Nurses' Day Celebration at school was ...... The 'One minute of fame' was cannot-make-it. The judges lied and commented that some sounded melodious. He's either lying or deaf. I was thankful that they can only do whatever they were doing for ONE minute (Some contestants were really -_-"). Not that I could have done a better job (than them) though. Oh well. The only part I love about the celebration was that they provided free-flow of tea and you can add as much milk as you wish. Di's black coffee turned light brown, so go figure. =D The cake sucked cause it was creamcake. So were the other finger-food. Oh come on, sesameballs and angkukueh??!?!?!? So we cabot with the stuff and sat at Macs. Shared 2 packs of fries and coke. And then we craved for Sundaes... Hahaha!

Oh, I suddenly remember..
-I asked my love, to take a walk. To take a walk, to Mcdonalds. We had ice-cream and ate french fries. We shared a drink, of lemon lime.-

Zar booked out this evening and we went for supper! =D Tmrw's happy day cause it's National Day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! You're so old.. act your age..

few weeks back..

2007-08-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

Hahaha! These pics were taken long time ago.. When I was really really sick den my mum sent to CGH.. I wasn't admitted (phew). Just stayed at the observation ward for a few hours... ENJOY!

At home.. 40degC.. Weak nak mampos..

While waiting for the doc to see me..

The cannula! =P Fucking painful when he inserted that damned thing!

Dopey.. And bloated with saline...

Haiya... I'm so sad the armyboy not coming back this weekend.. PISANG KAN? =\

But can't wait for Mondayyyy!!

last assignment.

2007-08-02T11:14:00.000+08:00

Hohoho! I'm in the anatomy and physiology resource room right now. Waiting for Shazzy while she's having her grp meeting. Right before this period, I had my last project presentation for the semester! =D Btw, I cannot stand rude audience! Those who make snide remarks while you're up there presenting or even those who talk amongst themselves. IRRITATING. Anyways, I'm only left with the final theory exam papers in about 2 weeks time. Then, another 2 weeks, I'm off to CGH for attachment!

Talking about CGH, Winnie called me up yest and informed me that the deed is ready to be signed! Which meansssssss, I'm gonna get $$$$$$$$$$$! Hehe.

Anyway, I've been hanging out with the girls alot.. =] We're gg to swim laterrrr!

Miss the boyfriend... =\

-

2007-07-29T14:13:00.000+08:00

I HATE BAD ENDINGS!

geee!

2007-07-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

My soldier just msg-ed! Said he just came back from jungle training and that his face got camo (cream). HAHAHAAAHA! That thing that will make everyone look the same.

Anyway, I'm happppy!

Oh, forgot to mention. I got rejected again (by HSA) cause of iron ~~defiency~~deficiency. The doctor gave me iron pills. I think i should start treating the pills seriously..

swim swim swim

2007-07-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

Someone's in the jungles. I think that's why he nv find me.... =\

I think I really love swimming! It's becoming a new addiction. Lapped with Fad just now at the school's pool! I reached there at abt 2 and there was only another woman, who turned out to be Lydia laoshi. So when she left at 2.30, I had the whole place to myself. The whole olympic size pool, the medium pool and the baby pool. Then I started to imagine ~~funny~~scary stuff. Like seeing stuff at the corner of my eyes when I go underwater. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! It drizzled all the way from 2 to 4. So both of us had some symptoms of hypothermia.

Then, I rushed through my pratas and zoomed off for the 'meeting'. BASKET! It was a TEST! Like audition kinda thing to see who will go through the next round. You see, I'm ~~fighting~~ trying to be one of the 2 people to compete in the WorldSkillsComp and represent NYP and Singapore. But scary seyyy..

Okay la..

I miss my soldier..

grrr.

2007-07-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

HOTMAIL is being a bitch. Can sign in but cannot open my inbox! 2 days already lor. Basket. I've got so many important mails to read!!!!! Arrrggghh!

This weekend's gonna be super boring. =\

I'm going to swim in school tmrw afternoon. The school's pool is super clean and its 2.2m deep at one end! =D I think we shud swim there more since we paid for it. Can you imagine how much the school earns from taking $$ from each of us for its facilities' maintainance??? Tsk, tsk, tsk. I don't pay for nothing! -KIASU-

Anyway, went shopping with the girls just now. We were at Bugis the whole afternoon! Syaz shopped like there was no tomorrow (if you're reading this, rmbr: STOP BUYING JUNKS!). Di bought sexy black jeans, girly top and kinky suspenders. And I got myself a skirt and a cardigan. =D

let's get married.

2007-07-22T17:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, me and bestfriend went to Esp. to watch some parts of the NDP parade. THEN, the cam just had to go into a coma. BLOODY HELL. So we couldn't snap the part when the BEEEEEEEG Spore flag flew right in front of us! Love the sharp-turning Navy speedboats (not sure that's wad they call it) and the performing aircrafts though! Then, when it got boring we left to get batteries and managed to come out again to catch the fireworks. I think we are sick of it already. Hahaha, OPPSSS!

Then today, we went to my senior's wedding. Being at the wedding and seeing her looking so pretty just makes me feel like getting married! Hahaha, ok BF, don't panic! =D So we (Fad, her sis, Shappa and our partners) went to Sgt Siti's wedding! She was sooooo gorgeoussss! She's got the i-don't-need-make-up-to-make-me-look-beautiful face, unlike most of us. Zar and I came abit later and the others ate already. SHAPPAAA! If you see this....I regret we didn't take the bread pudding, dammmmittt! Fad's fault, for saying "macam aper je dah salam pastu makan lagi.." (Like what like that, you leaving already den still wanna eat)

Blahblahblah. Tmrw's my clinical assessment. I'm scared I'll screw up.. =\

no title.

2007-07-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLO! Nice or not the pic? Haha, that was at padang yesterday after we had dinner with Azhar's cousins! Had lotsss of fun clicking away! BECAUSE SOMEONE GOT LOTS OF MONEY SO CAN BUY DIGICAM! I'm jealous pleaseeeee!

The semestral exams are approaching and I'm a little scared. I kind of love BioScience. =D

from emilia's lj!

2007-07-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question. And there you have it...

01 How does the world see me? Sugar, We're going down -Fall Out Boy

02 Will I have a happy life? Hanging By A Moment -Lifehouse

03 What do my friends really think of me? She Knows It -The Heardsman

04 Do people secretly lust after me? Upside Down -Jack Johnson [abit vulgar, son't ya think???]

05 How can you be happy? Turn your lights down low -Bob Marley and Lauryn Hill [turn off the lights and make me happy. erm.]

06 What should I do with my life? I'll Grow Old With You -Adam Sandler [O-kayyy]

07 Why must life be so full of pain? Now and Forever -Richard Marx [Oh dear...]

08 Will I ever have children? That Day -Natalie Imbruglia [Maybe the qn shud have been 'when did i have children?]

09 Will I die happy? Hands -Jewel

10 What is some good advice for me? No Woman, No Cry -Bob Marley

11 What is happiness? Where is you boy tonight? -Fall Out Boy

12 What's my favourite fetish? More than Words -Frankie J [and more than words is....]

13 How will I be remembered? You and I Both -Jason Mraz

14 What is your love life like? Don't love you no more -Craig David [NOT TRUE]

15 What's your life motto? Give it to me -Nelly furtado, JT and Timbaland [HAHAHAHAHAHAH, GIVE IT TO MEEE!]

16 What do your parents think of you? I don't wanna miss a thing -Aerosmith [YA RIGHTTTT]

17 What's your favourite hobby? Oh -Ciara, Ludacris [question mark]

18 What does your best friend really think of you? The (After)Life of the Party -Fall Out Boy

19 What's the worst thing about you? Fly me to the Moon -Frank Sinatra

20 Describe your mind. Promiscuous Girl -Nelly Furtado [merepek siak]

21 How will you die? Heard 'em Say -Kanye West, Adam Levine

22 How does your crush feel about you? Hold my hand, hold my heart -The Chantrellines [Awww, 'cept that i dont have a crush, yet. hahahahah.]

23 What is your wedding going to be like? The way you look tonight -Michael Buble [You, reading this, better be looking gorgeous]

24 What about your honeymoon? If its Loving that you want -Rihanna [Erms. DONT IMAGINE ANYTHING!]

25 Describe the last day of your life. Snow (Hey oh) -Red Hot Chilli Peppers [I'll die in Switz or Canada]

26 Why does life suck? Can't keep my eyes off you -Frank Sinatra [heh?]

27 Why does life rule? Soldier -Destiny's Child [YAYYYYY! =D]

28 What will you be famous for? Voyage around the Moon -The Saturn 5 [wahhhhhhhhh]

29 What's the craziest thing you'll ever do? I don't wanna be -Gavin DeGraw [Nv ans qn one...]

30 Will you achieve your goals? My world is over -Diane Dane [Eh, dont lei... attachment haven even start sia..]

31. What will your future job be like? So little time -Arkana [TRUEE!]

32 Your party life? Unbelievable -Craig David [good or bad??]

33 Overall, will you be happy? Standing still -jewel [oooookay...]

34. Or will you just deal with it? Here with me -dido

Hahahahahahhaha, think i just wasted 5 minutes of my life...

-

2007-06-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

I don't know who's family and who's not anymore. This is a fucked up world.

Anyways, I've got 2 surieties for my CGH Sponsorship Award! =D

And Azhar's booking out this SATURDAYYYYYYY!!! YEAYYYYYY! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hot stuff

2007-06-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

[i have removed the video because .....]

I think she's hot! KELLY ROWLAND! Love her since "Dilemma"! I especially love the part where she does the 'shimmeyshimmey' thing! =P And love the Indian drumbeats thing.. =D WATCH!

ps: it's nice tho i dont understand the chorus! =\

the world is too small!

2007-06-23T23:18:00.001+08:00

Zar called this morning and he woke me up again! At abt 10+. Hahahahahha! Funny right? I think it's damn funny! I think we talk on the phone while he's in camp more than when he's not. Hahah, the irony! But when he's not in camp, he's with me ma? =D

So I dozed off for awhile after the phonecall and Wani msged to ask if I was gg Greg's place and if we shud meet and go together! =D So there, we met at 1 and and took 25 to his place. There were Pris!, Gillian, Fang, At, Lana too! We watched Music&Lyrics, 300 and Shrek2! =D My fav is 300! [SPARTAAAANNNSSSSS!] Then, we had tonnes of pizza. THANK YOU GREG SO MUCH!

Then, I went off to Yishun, took 854 and passed by AMQ camp. I had a funny feeling in the tummy. =\ Fastforward: Went back to bedok with mum and bro. Took 854 again. This time, I was on the phone with the soldier. We were not (physically) more than 1km away I believe! Then, I had that feeling again. And I missed him even more... =(

NEWSFLASH: I have a distant cousin as a classmate. Or a classmate as a distant cousin. Whichever way, that idiot knew abt it ages ago and he didn't tell me because "sometimes it's better to let others know somethings themselves". WTF?!?! Anyway, it's freaky because:
1) I've told him secrets about some issues,
2) I know stuff about him that I don't think his family knows,
3) I know his family and i've heard stories,
4) I've been to his house before,
5) I've NEVER seen him at family events and have never imagined this is even possible and
6) this list may go on and on once I find out more things and freak out more!

Not that it's a bad thing though! But it sure is freaky. I mean, you know! Sorry, I just don't know how to put it in words!

screw you!

2007-06-22T16:32:00.000+08:00

You woman totally suck! I admit it was a mistake on my part for not double checking the dates and such. But it was only appropriate that I have at least called you up to sort things out! If I was really right about the dates, then I'm fucking sure I would been deemed irresponsible. And you don't have to be judgmental and think that I was bluffing you! Screw you! Just because you are some big shot, it doesn't give you the right to accuse me of such things.

And I screwed up the sponsorship award. I swear I saw the due date is 25th June. To my horror, when I had the sudden urge to re-read the letter again, it is actually 21st June, which was well, yesterday. And of course, I haven got my surieties' documents ready. So I panicked like hell. But managed to contact the HR person and tell her that I'l hand it up next week. I have the feeling that maybe she's glad she has less work for the weekend. She said, "Oh, its alright, don't worry, next week is fine.." Maybe, maybe not.

Btw, I desperately need a printer! The shop downstairs prints at 20cents/pc! That like fucking daylight robbery! So, I've got my essay done in about 4 hours straight. And I ~~think~~hope it's a good piece of work. I don't know if it's good or bad if after every paragraph I almost typed a "=D". It only implies 2 things. One, I feel that the reader will be satisfied after every paragraph. Or two, I chat on MSN too much.. -_-"

So now, I gotta get my ass down to allow people to rob my money. Or maybe I can go to my aunt's place and try to be nice to my male cousin whom I've not talked to since I was 5 and see if I can borrow his printer.. =P Jahat eh me?

Then, I can come back and study chinese for abit.. then go off to CDC and hope to pass Prac7! =D

so hotttt!

2007-06-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

Hello hello.

I've prepared some stuff to write for the written assignment (in point form). Like finally! Hehe, thanx Azri for reminding me to plan the essay first! =D How can I forget?? They've (IJC) been telling us to do likewise in school, haven't they??? So tonight, my plan is to type out the first draft! ICANDOIT!ICANDOIT!ICANDOIT!

Found out another thing from Zar. HE CAN ACTUALLY SEE NYP FROM HIS BUNK!! So once I know which school is painted "grey and yellow", I'll find the exact location, then maybe we can see each other, in that (very long) distance. He was supposed to go swimming today at Nee Soon Camp but it rained and the plan was cancelled. Hahah! So kesiannnn!

Okay, bye!

for 20/06/07

2007-06-21T21:21:00.001+08:00

Hello hello.

Last week of term break. It doesn't feel like 2 weeks. =\ The holidays are always too short, don't ya think?

Back to school next week, I've got clinical theory test and i gotta present the whole Foundation of Nursing project (20 mins long) by myself. And not forgetting that Monday is the date due for the written assignment, which I have not started yet. Ftards! And of course, the upcoming weeks are full of project presentations and tests.

It's been 6 days since I've seen Azhar. =\ He says that time passes by very quickly in camp. I feel that the 6 days felt longer. Sigh! It's so weird that we're so near yet so far. =| But looking forward to next Sat when he books out! You know, sometimes when you ask your bf if he misses you and then he says "Ya, miss you too" in that casual manner. But last night, Zar said he misses me and that was the first time ever that I hear him say it like he meant it a 100%. And it's not the kind that I have to tell him that I miss him first. Don't be mistaken, I don't mean that the other times he said it, he doesn't mean it. It just sounded totally honest. And of course, I miss him too. =]

Anyway, an uncle just passed away on Monday and there were lots of complications in between the process of settling the funeral and such. Poor thing.. =\

Sorry Emilia and GY for Monday. =| Will make it up to you both on another occasion.

I'm feeling tired. Goodnight.

150607

2007-06-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

"Training to be soldiers,
fight for our land,
once in our life,
for 2 years of our time.
Have you ever wondered?
Why this must be?"

BULLSHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! Like seriously? How many our our boys actually believe so?

Sigh sigh sigh. We've just ended our phone call for tonight and I've got things to say that he'll (BF) prolly won't get to read till 2 weeks later. Because tmrw is THE day. Oh gawd.

We went out earlier today. Like a normal day. Banana Chocolate Cake and Mashed Potatoes and Iced Lemon Tea. After which, we watched Fantastic4, with sweetpopcorn and Coke. And then, back to his place for dinner. And I watched him pack his stuff, toiletries, slippers and this and that. And he puts them nicely in a bagpack and zipped it up and put it upright in a corner. And every second I'm reminded that he'll be gg off to camp. And i couldn't say anything. It seemed like there wasn't anything to say at all.

And then it was time to go home. As usual, he sends me back. But it felt different just now. Somehow. And I was being too much of a weakling, I teared (quietly) all the way from hg to bedok. Don't get me wrong. It's not that I'm not proud of him going to be the nation's bravest. In fact, I'm most glad cause I know serving NS turns our boys into men (whatever that means, but it does implies a positive connotation). I just hate going-aways. =\

So tmrw, I'll be sending the soldier off. Hope noone would have to offer me buckets to collect tears. Who wants to bet if I will tear or not?

He's already asleep right now. Very eager to go! Hahah, good for youuuu! =D Promise I'll fetch you when you first book out!

We won't be able to talk very much on the phone. Much less see each other. But one thing for sure, I know we're close together. (NYP is VERY near AMQ camp!) And of course, you're always in my mind and heart. <3

Lots of love to you people. Rmbr to catch Fantastic4 and Shrek3! =D

"Cause we love our land,
and we want it to be free,
to be free."

=D

hair.

2007-06-13T19:45:00.000+08:00

like shakira or not? hahahah, thick skin sia... =X

BACK

2007-06-13T11:05:00.000+08:00

hello world! wheeeeheeee!! sorry ive been gone for so long.. haha, dunno why. it's like you're in a phase where you dont want people to know what you've been up to. and kinda like cutting yourself away from the rest of the world. erm? haha, aka LAZY to update.

Short updates:

1. Bf will be taken away to ulu world for training to become world's finest soldier.
2. I was majorly ill 3 weeks ago!
3. I'm still at Practical7. Uh oh, gotta go down to CDC to top up $$ and book practical for next week.
4. I did smth crazy to my hair. And I'm not ready to face the world yet. Hope it tones down just nicely so I will look near normal (or natural) when school reopens!
5. Watched OCEAN'S 13 and SHREK 3! Go watch people. Ratings: 10 big buckets of sweet popcorn for both! =D
6. I'm in NYP pursuing Diploma in Nursing, if you don't already know.
7. I collected toilet paper (aka alevels cert) yesterday. I like the way they file up everything for you. Thanks a million to MR CHOW for the pleasant testimonial! =D If only the results were nicer... =\ (No, I'm not regretting the fact that i didnt study SUPER hard.)
8. I LOVE MY NEW FRIENDS IN SCHOOL. =] girl power, you!!
9. DELTA, anyone still alive and kicking???
10. My hair is not in a state of homeostasis right now. Gotta find equilibrium... Headbands, beanies, caps, WHATEVER!

i've lost proper blogging skills.. it feels weird to be typing all this in super random manner. Hope to be back to update y'all!

Aighttttt, so longgg!

confessions.

2007-02-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

(stolen from gy's lj)

I LOVE DELTA'04!

I LOVE THIS PERSON! (and you want to guess who?)

Zar's passed his tp already! Not fairrrrrrrrrrr!! I still have a long way to go! But CONGRATSSSS! =D Got licence already don't action ah! Always rmb.. "Humble pie! Humble pie!"

busy bee

2007-02-12T10:16:00.000+08:00

Hello hello! Sorry I've been very busy! =\ Plus no comp to use. Bleargh...

Lots of love to lovely people who came down to celebrate my birthday! Thank you so much to people who msged me bday songs! Thank you for the presents and for your presence! =D Much love for the girlfriends and the boyfriend! <333333

I'm so bloody busy working. It's getting tiring, a bit boring. But I enjoy it anyway! Pretty nice work friends.. =]

Love to all!

wheeee!

2007-01-22T12:19:00.000+08:00

Hello world! Eh, sorry, so long nv update! Ha-ha! Anyway, I just came back from KL! Like last night.. Hahah, yes, KL again. Didn't do much shopping. Bought useless stuff that could have been bought over here in Singapore. For example, I bought pyjamas, blusher brush, scrunchie, hairband, make-up and some medical kit.

I've found a job! Starts today. SPINELLI baby! Come find me at harbourfront ok people! I think Tower 1, not too sure...! Heheh..

Okay, if you don't already know, my birthday is coming! HEEEEEEH! =D

My wound's drying up and there's pus already, which is good news! Just so that the wound has a layer of something and not just bare! And the burnt skin is peeling, which is good too, because they were crispy and black.

It's lunch time now. And then I've got to rush off to harbourfront! Take care y'all! =D

Little hey! Little ho!

2007-01-08T10:46:00.001+08:00

Hello world! It's been a long time yeah? Well, I'm back!

I've completed my prac3 just now and I'll be off to prac4 sometime next week? Haven't booked yet. Figure 8 was a lil tough for me. Poor eyeline really affects the way your bike goes in the course. BUUUUUUT!! I did it! In 10.6 secs! Yeah baby! (You can't go above 11 secs to pass.)

Anyway, it was finally my turn to be tested. There was the instructor, let's call him J, standing at the side with a stopwatch in his hand. And, ZOOM!, off I went. Did it perfectly until the end of the course where I was supposed to make a 90deg turn and brake. It was when I was just about to do that turn when J was telling me the timing, at the same time. Naturally, I applied the rear brake lever (beneath the right foot, remember?) a lil too hard and the bike skidded. One of the most important rules in riding is not to apply brakes while cornering.. and I did just that. Therefore, the bike fell on the left. And remember my right foot? Oh yeah, it was now on top of the bike. My jeans kind of rode up and there was that BARE SKIN which had to be in contact with the engine! And then I got off the fallen bike and pulled back the jeans to discover a white patch (the size of the 'O' you form with your index finger and thumb), just above my right ankle.

Like WTF? White skin?? And I just discovered that's THIRD DEGREE BURN!

Btw, fyi, 1st deg: pink to red (sunburn), 2nd deg: entirely red 3rd deg: WHITE, brown, yellow, black and lastly, 4th deg: blackened skin

Anyway, J helped to park my bike and I followed him to the tap to rinse my wound. Then, I went to the sitting area while he got to the office to get the first aid kit. The whole experience while sitting there was so _____________. It went something like this..

J takes some facial cotton swabs to dry the wound.

J: Okay, so how?
S: Erm? I don't know. Cover it?
J: You sure you want to cover?
S: I think so... I'm sure you have some basic first aid skills????(insert Heh expression)
J: Ya lah, I have.. Okay, cover to protect it from dust. So you won't get infection.

J takes out a cotton bud and used it to scrape some ZAMBUK. And there I was, cringing in pain, telling myself that that thing is very heaty. Bloody hell... Then, he took out a bigger gauze to cover the wound.

J: You want the smooth side or the rough side? The rough side will stick to the wound when it's dried but the smooth one won't.
S: Er.. okaaaay.. the smooth one.

He takes out the tape and asks again.

J: You want the brown one or the white one? If you use the brown one and then you want to take it off, your leg hair will be plucked off.
S: The white one.. -__________-"

By this time, I was thinking, "Waddeheck?" Why he ask this kind of questions? And as I was telling Fad, was he waiting for me to make the wrong choice? Crazy bugger...

Anyway, I continued to ride after that.. And I passedddddddddddddddd!!!

Now, I'm fine... the wound is covered and I'm limping abit.

I've got work later.. so yeah, ciao! Take care of yourselves, you guys!