post-prelim1 depression

I don't believe what happened to me this morning. The worst day ever. And I can't even vent it on anyone. I must have done something very wrong, that I haven't realised, to deserve this. Or maybe it's a blessing in disguise. I don't know.

It is partly ignorance on my part, but hey, the timetable that I got is the one everyone else got from the school website too. And how is it that she too realised about the timetable change only THIS morning?

And another thing's bothering me. Reverse psychology works most of the time. Even though it never fails to leave me feeling bad. I'm the villain to you.

I lack sleep these days. Only managed to get 2 hours of sleep this morning. And waking up to a shocking news.

Bad day, bad day, bad day.

Anyway, managed to sell my N3108 and earn $55. That sales person was being a total bitch though.

milo stains.

Something happened to my tablet. It didn't function well for a week and half or so. And it's all because of that not-so-little rascal! So much drama I tell you. Shall not elaborate further. Anyway, thanx to Uncle for helping me repair this thingy and I'm VERY lucky to have it serviced for free. Syukur alhamdullillah. =] Wani said I probably did a good deed. Haha, maybe? I dunno.. But I'm happy the tab is okay now. Juz some minor glitches here and there, but hey, no big deal. I can make do with that crazy right-click button.

Prelim 1 just arrived and three papers are done so far.
Maths P1
Physical Geog
Econs P3
Still have: Maths P2, Econs P1 and P2 and Human Geog

Hoping to survive till the end of this year for the big 'A's and get good stuff next year. =D

OH! Did I tell you I finally got myself a new handphone?? Haha, it was partly on impulse and partly because I've been using N3108 for more than 2 years and it has decided to go bonkers lately. So I bought another Nokia 7360 at a good price using my own money, you losers!! I think it's okay for me to spend most of my allowance during the first week this time because I do not change handphone like I change clothes, unlike some people. Btw, it's a camera phone. Haha, so I'll prolly post tonnes of pictures from now on.. but the quality is rather poor. =(

Shall do some stats questions now. Have lots of time because it's an afternoon paper tmr! Yayy yayy!!!

Faaaaaaizzzz, I miss boyfriend too. Hahah!

Okay, there you go, an entry after so long!

That orchid is actually a garnish I took from the yucharkueh plate. Hahah!

Can you see that potato shape of MPH's head? =P

i'm yours, yes?

well you done done me and you bet i felt it
i tried to be chill but you so hot that i melted
i fell right through the cracks
and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my bestest
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
i reckon it's again my turn
to win some or learn some

but i won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait i'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
i like peaceful melodies
it's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

so i won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

i've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so i drew a new face and laughed
i guess what i'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

and i won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
it cannot wait (this is our fate), i'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find the love love love love
listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
i love one big family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved, love
well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find the love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance with me
i like peaceful melodies
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

i won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
there's no need to complicate
our time is short this is our fate, i'm yours

I think the song (I'm yours by Jason Mraz) is so sweet it deserves to be in pink font. =) Greg kept singing it today, the last day of Maths Camp [sobs :'( ]. And everyone got addicted and just kept singing it over and over again. The video at the bottom of this page is not the video clip, it's just a studio performance. He's so good at changing the lyrics and you can barely notice/hear it and it sounds perfect either way. His vocals are damn good, only that I think he doesn't look as cute as he sounds. [Wani, if you're reading this, a person CAN look as cute as he sounds. Hahah!]
Ahhh, just so lovely. And it's like acoustic raggae. Hahah! I have something for raggae. =]

Maths Camp: You probably won't believe this but I ENJOYED EACH AND EVERY SECOND OF THE CAMP! And to think that I bitched about it being dumb and useless to have a maths camp during the June break, shame on me! We did last year's topics and I swear I couldn't have revised them on my own. And from 'I don't know what I don't know', to 'I know what I don't know' and certainly 'I know what I know'. =D We were high all the time, because Wani brought Snickers from UK!! We were, or at least I was, eager to do the Maths test!! One thing I learnt, I love the class when it's small, just like today's group. =] There were only 5 of us, [me, Wani, Greg, At and Geck²] and of course Mr Eng. I think we really made use of the time we had with him to the fullest, especially today. I wish the class (as a whole) was more cooperative. Ahhh, I hate to return when school reopens. Maths is not that bad afterall. =]

I'm going shopping tomorrow!!! Maybe get a pair of jeans and some tops(?) and slippers/sandals. MPH is gonna get a pair of Macbeth shoes. Not fair! I also wanna get Macbeth shoes. Haha, save money first la. Then, we're returning to HSA for our 3months-ly routine. =]

Okay la, feeling rather tired right now. After 4 days of Maths, thankyouverymuch. And my nose is starting to leak. I need a breaaaaaaaaaaak! =]

To MPH: I got the tabs for this song. Learn, play and sing it for me k? Love you baby! <3

mutants

I think I need to visit the dentist soon. THAT one teeth is giving me some problems. Because of it's not so strategic location, "unlike Singapore," all SS teachers say so, I'm having difficulties removing stuck stuff after each meal, or when I pop food into my mouth to chew. I WANT TO PLUCK IT OFF! In case you didn't know, it's an extra teeth that is growing out of order on the top gums. You know, there's the semi-circle shape that your teeth form. So, THAT teeth is inside the semi-circle. I think it only showed up in late 2004. Before that, it was a bump in the gum. AND I NEVER KNEW!

Talking about THAT teeth and after watching X-Men2...
While walking with MPH (Mr Potato Head aka bf remember?) to the bus stop, yesterday..

X-Woman (me): I think I might be a mutant!!! (Gets excited)
MPH: Why?
X-Woman: Cuz I have one extra teeth!!
MPH: (Laughs out loud mockingly) YA!!! What can you do with that extra teeth?? Smile and scare people away?

And of course, I only made myself look like a mongkudu.. Okay, what mongkudu means is self-explainatory.

rastaman baby!

xmen2

Watching X-Men2 right now. Bf is sitting at the back, concentrating hard, refusing to answer my questions on what's happening in the show. Hmphh!!

Let me digress. I think males shouldn't pee while standing or stand while peeing, whatever. I feel its disgusting when the urine gets splattered all over (the floor and their legs) and most do not rinse the toilet bowl area after they pee. But, I'm not sure they can do it(pee) sitting/squatting down. So YOU!! Please try to stop doing that because I know you do, because all boys do.

-The little girl with blue and green eyes said, "I got my eyes on you."- Which is kinda funny because it reminds me of Jay Sean's 'Eyes on You' song.. Hhahahahha!

It's Monday tmr! And then there'll be Maths Camp -_-'' from Tuesday to Thursday Friday!!! %&*(^

Shall we watch smth tmr darlz?

=D Nytes all.

The marble flooring at my house is so cold my feet are frozen.

2D

I miss listening to 2D. It is a Malay band formed locally by a group of guys who were from dikir barat. And they sound really good together. Anyone wants to sell their old albums at cheap prices.. tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, thank you..

Puteri
Kau datang tanpaku sedar
Didalam kegelapan
Beserta keyakinan
Dan ku hanya bisa menyanyi
Tentang kehidupan ini
Tanpaku mengerti
Dan langit menjadi biru
Dengan kehadiranmu, oh sayang
Adakah ini satu cabaran
Ataupun satu pertemuan
Kau puteriku
Kau menghias ruang istanaku
Kau sentuh dan kau kucup tanganku
Beri keyakinan di dalam jiwaku
Sebagai petanda kau puteriku

Oh, somebody sing this to me.... it's a beautiful song I think...

and i hope you like jamming too

'Don't count the days.. Make the days count!' Shit, haven't been doing both, at all! I'm so gonna die. The thing is, I know I don't know, but I just can't seem to get myself down to start studying proper. And I mean properly! Like really sit down and concentrate. Cannot make it.

Dropped by the jamming studio to kaypo around just now. Haha, you played well Mr Potato Head (MPH)! But really, the sound system in that studio sucked. Alaaaaaaaaaa, I know you play very well okay? =D

Got tonnes to study for geog and econs. Maths will, hopefully, be manageable.. BUT STILL! I haven't started! And it's already the second day of the second week of term break! PANIC!

Okay, have a nice day and STUDY HARD YA'LL! =]

=(

Knocked one of the toes against the wall and its a bit red and swollen.

Multiple mouth ulcers.

Swollen tonsils. And funny white stuff on it. Yucks.

Slight fever.

Dizziness.

IWANTTOTRAVEL!

alaaaaaaaaaaa, it's about time i update kan? kan? kan? merepek ah..

Anyway, the UK trip people are, well, in UK now.. =( I hate it when I don't get to go for field trips because I don't have Edusave and it's will cost me a bomb if I pay by cash. Sigh, I call this discrimination against children who are born after the 3rd child. Anyway, I love the idea of travelling, but the sad thing is, I just don't get to!!! I mean, seriously, the last time I was away from home for a night was New Year's Eve. And in December, the Perak trip (Oh, this one I could afford to go because I used like almost half of my hariraya money). That's why la.. so merepek right?

Another merepek thing is SgIdol. It's pathetic like mad. Or at least the first group who sang last night. There wasn't even one who stood out, like really significantly. Anyway, back to yesterday's group, there were only 2 who I think got some kind of hope. P.Twohill and J.Leong. Others are overly cheena, sorry. How did they even get to hear "Welcome to Hollywood Caldecott!" after their auditions? Ok la, maybe they were really nervous and all, and maybe the microphone was lousy, or the piano was too soft or whatever. Not that I can do a better job at singing. =X

Gonna leave home soon. Got econs tutorial, from 1-6pm, can you believe it? A classmate thinks it will be another afternoon wasted. Sigh. Merepek econs.

I want to travel!!!!!!! Shall we go to KL???

I'm addicted to watching Oprah. Haha, she's funny, really.

There's X-Men tmr. Watched X-Men3 with my darling on Tuesday. Hahah, I think you should only watch it if you know that X-Men is not one person. Then you won't disturb/irritate whoever you're watching it with, worst, if that person knows all about X-Men. And so, throughout the whole thing, I kept asking him, "Then where's X-Men????" Shame on me!!!!!! Arghhh!! Slenger giler. =P

Okay la, think I shall end here.

Love to all!!