Wednesday, October 27, 2004

an old song.. still it means so much.. to me at least..


Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Yeah
And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will



'cept dat dere aint anyone who's dere to call me in e middle of e night.. or even anytime of e day..

funny.











not.

btw, i think i care too much. like too much. love(something) too much. worry too much.

i think too much. so much i hurt myself at times. all e time actually.


here's my own version..

will u always be there for me?
when i need someone, will u be that one i need?
will u do all ur best to, to protect me?
when the tears get near my eyes
will u be the one that's by my side?
will u be there when i call u in the middle of the night?
will u keep the rain from falling down into my life?

Thursday, October 21, 2004

i need more time. haiz.

Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
And as the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind

I don't wanna be there when you're ...
Coming down
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground

So dont go away, say what you say
Say that you'll stay
Forever and a day ... In the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
With all the things caught in my mind

Me and you whats going on?
All we seem to know is how to show
The feelings that are wrong

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

dots.

skipped skool today. slept late last night doin geog and cudden wake up dis morning.. was thinkin of coming to skool lyk a period earlier or smth.. but i slept thru e whole mornin.. got to catch up some sleep.. =)

study now..

i miss gwen and peizhi.. =|

Saturday, October 09, 2004

oh god. im abt to breakdown again. i juz feel so scared. scared i might not be able to make it. and scared i wud juz disappoint myself again.

i feel i haf noone to turn to.

dis shitty feeling is back again.

i pray nothing bad will happen.

god, i need strength and courage to rid my fear.

Friday, October 08, 2004

hoiyy!

im back. back again.

actually was juz lazy to update.

nothing much. cept dat prelim results was crap.

still wit e flu. =S

and studying for os. *v*

-sniff-sniff-


It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine



=)