brown eyes -destiny's child

Gonna be mushy for a bit..
You can stop reading here.. Don't say I didn't warn you..
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Remember the first day when I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

-awwwwww, i remember... hehe-

The way we held each other's hand,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

<3<3<3<3

ohhhhhh, I know that he loves me cause told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause its me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

-right, right, right, baby?-

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument [ironically, it happened to be on 'HappyOccasionDay'! Hmphh!!]
we apologized and then we compromised
and we've haven't argued since [haha, bluffffff]
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each other's hands,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right there and then that you were the one

I know that he loves cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

I'm so happy, so happy that your in my life
and baby now that your a part of me you've showed me
showed me the true meaning of love (the true meaning of love)
and I know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

He looks at me and his brown eyes tell it so

Miss you much, love.. Come see me soon.. =]

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"Sing to me the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
when it feels like my dreams are so far
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again...."

born lippy

My gosh! It was just hilarious! THAT conversation. Hahahaaa! Can imagine being in that situation in 5-10 years. Hee. Can you? Can you? Of course, halfway through and towards the end I was just laughing my ass off but you kept your cool… Haha! Shhhhhhhhh! <3

Supposed to be doing some geog today... But ended up cleaning up my room, vacuuming around, changing bed sheets, washing toilet and fan and such. Haha... Shit... no work done yet.

Think I have to stop thinking I am able to make it just by slacking away and not putting in much work already! It’s fucking useless. It will never work out like this. Wake up dammit!

A humungous fly just decided to give me a little visit in my room. Think it lost its way and somehow flew up too high till the twelfth floor and plopped itself on my bed. It flew away awhile ago. And now it’s back to bother me. BUT, it is not bothering me as much as something else…

That something else is very much bothering me and some people close to me. I hate it when I cannot do anything to change something to make a person be in a better situation and live a better life. The problem is, that person is comfortable with it and seems to be enjoying the current situation he/she is in right now. I don’t understand! Oh come on, you know when someone doesn’t deserve the kind of treatment he/she is getting. I feel fucking helpless…
PS: Everyone is affected by what you did and what you’re doing, moron!

Right now, I can imagine my boyfriend saying “Don’t say like that please... Tak baik...” Then, he will put his hand over my mouth to stop me from spewing anymore vulgarities. Alahhh, but you understand why I do that right?

departure.

Boyfriend's grandfather just passed away very early this morning. =\ Don't be so sad k? You know He loves him more than anyone else in this world. And you know he'll be in a better place, free from sickness and suffering. Keep him in your prayers, you guys.. <3

"If you get there before I do, don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores all through, I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down, Darling wait and see
But between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you..
Love, Me"

sex in the middle of the field

Huda's friend saw a couple having sex in the middle of the field. Haha! Kinda reminded me of something in the same context, only in different way.

Just last year, I heard a couple having sex in the handicap-unisex toilet. It was .......... I think it's gross to hear such stuff because you just cannot stop having to imagine the possible images. On the other hand, people say you remember better when you see something rather than hear it. Good luck if you happen have good photographic memory! HAHA! Sucksssssssssss.

i <3 M1!

I hate backaches! And ulcers! And periods! All at the same time! #$%^&(&*&^%

M1 called this afternoon that the service that allows me to call 3 M1 numbers will be activated as of midnight! Yayyy! This means I can call Fad and Zar for freeeeeeeeeeeeee!! For 2 whole years!!!! And I will also receive free phonecalls from Fad! For 2 whole years tooooooooo! Okay, cheapo-ness.

Yesterday I was cleaning up my pile of jumbled up worksheets and notes. Had some difficulties trying to fix the magazine folder. You know, those cardboard thingies that holds your files and books vertically.

Okay, look, the box at the bottom is fixed wrongly. I was so angry because it wouldn't fit in properly and couldn't stand straight. Can you see the two side flaps trying to fit in so desperately? The one that is fixed correctly is the box on top. This is what happens when you underestimate IKEA's 3-step instructions!

And then, I added some ugly red dots on the plain white cardboard for my maths stuff! =] And ugly blue ovals for my econs worksheets. I need to go back to IKEA to get another set because GP notes have to share space with maths notes. I don't think they like it.. =X

Okay! Gtg.

let it burn.

I have an ulcer on the inner right side of my upper lip. Unfortunately, it is not so strategically located. It is directly opposite my top right cuspid [the teeth located next to your incisors]. As such, eat time I talk or eat or yawn, the pointed tooth rubs against the ulcer, causing much discomfort and sometimes pain when I laugh really hard or need to talk alot. Because of that too, I have a slightly burnt gums [at the roof of my mouth] because I dare not let my food touch the ulcer and thus, I have no choice but to receive it straight at the upper gums. And I don't want to wait for my food to cool down first because I hate to eat cold meals. Sigh. It's all because of a mini accident. And I mean a real MINI one. Kinda knocked my water bottle against the lip and it tore abit of tissue. Oh, just found out, the medical term for the upper gums is pallette. Hard pallette is the one nearer to teeth and soft pallette is the one nearer to your throat.

Just now was good and bad. =( & =). I bought a DorothyPerkins top. It's none of those in the poll. Because, the 'I Love Rock and Roll' one was sold out, I thought the one with the hearts didn't look as cute&pretty as the first time I saw it and the 'Plant More Trees' seemed a lil too dull. And soooooo! We came across this chrome 'REV-OLU-TION' shirt and I bought it. Picture at the end of the post.. Haa!

Got myself some magazine holders to store my worksheets and such. Only 3$ for 5 pieces! IKEA IKEA IKEA! They're gonna open an enormous IKEA nearer to home. Tampines area.

My MOOKS bag was gone! and so was the colourful headband at Rastafari at MarinaSq. But I asked the abang/uncle at the Penin shop to chope one for me once they stock up their merch. I'm abit desperate for a wallet but boyfriend thinks that I should live life like a teenager and shouldn't carry around a Guess wallet like a tai-tai yet. HEH. He got himself two shirts though. The blue one is so cute. Eleh, mentang2 dapat pay... buy this and that.. Haha...

To YOU: I don't think I deserved what happened this afternoon. It isn't entirely my fault when I got a lil upset because I think you should have at least shared with me about it. Neither am I saying it is your fault k? Oh wait... is it the thing that you almost blurt out that time and wanted to only tell me on Saturday? Anyway, I think you owe me an apology even though you unintentionally made me sad. =]


Nice or not people? Haha, can see abit of bunchitt-ness...

not giving up...

i've laid cried myself to sleep tonight... feel so tired.. my tummy aches...

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why don't people understand?

it's not about whether they call you or send you an sms on a daily basis or even how often they do that. it's about showing how much they'd want to know how you're doing, how your day went, what you were up to and such, through the simplest and most skimpy way of communication that will only cost them 5cents or even free for others.

it's not about why you always demand for them to always contact you. it's about you wanting that littlest bit of attention.

it's not about how come you always get upset about a little issue. it's about them being a little insensitive.

it's not about you tho. it's about me. all about me.

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i think i'm becoming emotionally numb. somehow i know that you know i'm aching inside. but i'm not sure i know that you know just what to do about it. i'm not sure you'd want to do anything about it. i'm not even sure you'd care enough to do anything.

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the irony. it's quite an emotional entry. in no doubt you're even concerned.

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today's gonna be a good day. i'll pray for a good day today and everyday.

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cuz i'm hopeful, yes i am, hopeful for today,
take this music and use it
let it take you away,
and be hopeful, hopeful and He'll make a way
i know it ain't easy but that's okay,
cause we're hopeful.
-twista feat faith evans

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barney: a dinosaur in our imagination

Guess what this small apek is doing.

Using my comp!! And he's ony 2 and half years old.

He was playing some click-on-chicks-and-count game on the Barney website. Taught him a 2-3 rounds and he played like 20+ rounds all by himself! So smart righttt!!

MisterSmartBoy! =]

And this is Dot, in a paper bag.

I'll get pictures of Cookie soon. She's really fat right now because she eats only ScienceDiet brand cat food.

This entry is meaningless because I do not remember what I was supposed to blog about. Wrote down some stuff on my hand to remind myself on things to blog. The thing is, there are only initials and I don't remember what they stand for.. Hahah!

Favourite colour(s): RED, RED, RED, BLACK, WHITE

Favourite Food: Spaghetti and sweetandsourFISH, YTF, TYSBM

Favourite Movie: Serendipity, Ten Things I Hat About You

Sport: badminton! ('cept the fact that i can't play it well..), walking (if you consider it a sport)

Favourite Day of the week: Friday?

Favourite Ice cream: Told you before... I LOVE PEPPERMINT! and FrostedChocolateMalt!

Favourite TV show: Stuff on DiscoveryChannel, NationalGeographic, StarWorld [Oprahhh!!]
DiscoveryHome&Health [they show sick stuff like plastic surgery and pregnant mothers who give birth in their home bathtubs, but I love to watch those...] and E!EntertainmentChannel.

Current Mood: Bleargh, I can feel the flu coming...

Current taste: Sweet, sour and spicy?

Current Clothes: Shorts and TheIncredibles t-shirt..

Current Desktop: The ballerina Shappa drew for me months ago..

Current Toenail Colour: nopes, not painted..

Current Time: 8:08pm

Current Annoyance: dripping nose

Current thoughts: Contemplating whether or not to go to school tmrw. I know, bad girl!

First Best Friend: SitiHawa in kindergarten. I doubt she even remembers me. Haha. But I have Widya and Herdiana since primary school!

First Crush: Primary school classmate.. ooppss!

First Movie: Casper! I was scared before that because my cuz told me its about a ghost.

First Lie: Cant rememberrrr laaa..

First Music: Lame primary school songs like 'KuehPisang', 'Satayman'

Last Cigarette: Naaaaahhh, don't smoke..

Last Drink: Mango drink

Last car ride: NationalDay!

Last Crush: Like literally, crush? Hahahaha!

Last Phone call: bestfriend!

Last CD played: The Break-Up.. dvd though..

Have u ever dated any of your BESTFRIENDS: don't think so..

Have u ever broken any laws: not really.. bend them..

Have u ever been arrested: nopes.

Have u ever skinny-dipped: not yet?

Have u ever kissed someone u don't know: no

Okay NADNAD! I did it alreadyy.. okay, those who wanna do can do! =]

idon'thateyou.

"I hate the way you talk to me

And the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car.

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

And the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick.

It even makes me rhyme.

I hate it...

I hate the way you're always right.

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh;

Even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around

And the fact that you didn't call,

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;

Not even close;

Not even a little bit;

Not even at all."

The above is from 'TEN THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU'. I used to watch it over and over again and cry my eyes out when Kat reads out the poem in her class... It's such a sweet movie..

Okay, gonna eat dinner now.. Ciao... Why mummy cook yellow mee........ eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

lucy in the sky with diamonds.

I don't know what's gotten into me these few days. On and off the mood. I can feel angry and sad all at the same time.

I just don't understand.
I get the feeling you ain't ok.
And I don't know cause you wouldn't say.
You wouldn't say.
Just wouldn't say.

I am sam sad..

shopping list

1) RED LONG SLEEVE HOODIE 2) WHITE 'I LOVE ROCK AND ROLL' T-SHIRT
3) GREEN 'PLANT MORE TREES' T-SHIRT
4) PINK LITTLE HEARTS T-SHIRT
Please vote. I think they are about 30-40$. =]

Just discovered smth. I'm 5.22feet tall.