brrrr...

In the school computer lab again.

Went to JB last weekend. Haha! Had a good time there. And it's all so cheap!! Got myself new sandals and other small things. The oreo cheesecakes are only RM4.80! And the brownie with icecream was RM3.80! My goodness.

I'm, erm, on a diet now. Haha! Hope it will work for me. Currently surviving on wholemeal bread, boiled egg whites and very little water. ONLY. DAILY. Plus lots of running/jogging/walking. Oh, dies.

Gotta go for maths now! Ciaooo..

I miss Fad and Emi.. =]

random.

It is one of those days again when I feel so alone and unattached from the real world. What is the real world anyway? Nothing is real. Everything is full of pretence. Everyone is pretending. I am pretending. Pretend to be someone that they/I are/am not.

I know those moments will never come. Because there is no such thing as turning back time and experiencing the good times all over again. The times when we had each other around. The times when you were there for me. The times when we did not have to worry about anything. The times when we promised to be with each other.

What happened to those times? Why did we just let everything go by? Why did we break our promises? Were we pretending? Was I pretending?

Now, everyone is pretending that they are having a good time. That they are enjoying life, wherever they are. That they are happier with their new friends. Well maybe they are not.

What about pretending to be all nice with me? When all along I thought you were really a good person. The first few years when I hated the way you act/speak, I learnt to get used to it. Then, I thought you were not too bad afterall. In fact, I thought I looked up to you to some extent. Why did you pretend you enjoyed spending time with me? Why did you pretend to be nice to me? Was I really that bad?

And you. You never know how much you mean to me. How much I feel excited when I was going to meet up with you. Too bad that we are too caught up with other things that are happening in our lives. It's even more sad that we happen to be at the same area everyday and yet not meet up with each other.

blue grass purple pear

PW in abt 15 minutes time.

Saturday? Hmmmm...

<3 Happy belated birthday to Shappa and Fad! =]

<33 She is happy. He is happy. They are happy.

<\3 I am tired.

I need to buy sandals.

OBS. Pulau Ubin. December 2005. 9-day course. S$580.
I want to go......

staaaand by meeeeee.

Stay here and listen till it ends.

I truly believe that whatever goes around comes around. I dun give a damn about it all anymore. Sick and tired of nonsense.

Fuck friendships. It's an evil world.

I remember how Mrs Goh, ex-VP, used to say, "Life is unfair. Get over it."

O Weekend, Weekend! Wherefore art thou Weekend? Nah, crap...

backiesss!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Came back from camp 2 days back. It was like going through OAC'03 all over again. Everything was pretty much familiar. The low, intermediate and high elements and the tower. The toilets. The canteen. The kitchen. You know why? Because we had OAC at Labrador AC. Except that the girls got to sleep in the dorms. =] And it was just so unlucky that I got my period on the first day. (*&%^#@&^*(()!!!!!

I don't wanna talk abt the camp la. Actually I'm too lazy to recall what happened during the 3 days. If you guys wanna know more, read Faiz's or Wani's blogs. =] Haha..

Btw, I cannot go online anymore at home because the internet got cut off. Hahah! So ya.. no more MSN for the time being. And I can only update in school. =|

It's Friday today! Camp 2 people are coming back. Very soon I think, since it's already 10am. yeahh.. =]

Okies! Till next week.. Tadaaass!