i miss yous.

im suffering from missing so many people. =(








today was great. thank you guys. =D


song of e day. ;)

you should let me love you
let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
baby good love and protection
make me your selection
show you the way love's supposed to be
baby you should let me love you, love you,love you

zar's

im at woodbridge hospital now. haha. and someone juz came out of e bathroom half-naked and smelling like he juz soaked himself up in 10000 tonnes of body wash. cool eh? =P

okehs. im gonna bake cookies soon....... =D




bye.

jealous?

dots. nothing much happened today.













my shadows the only one that walks beside me
my shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
sometimes i wish someone out there will find me
till then i walk alone

petty?

and so i am/was being petty. its not my fault dat he/she gives e 'i-dun-lyk-to-hang-arnd-u-but-i-dun-haf-much-choice-so-now-
e-only-thing-i-can-do-is-to-ignore-u-and-have-private-
conversations-with-other-pple' face. not e kind of face to face conversations. go figure. w-a-t-e-v-a. u dun reli need me, do u? u are juz using me cuz u're lonely, arent u? and u wish u were somewhere else now, dun u?

my face and body feel warm.
water wells up in my eyes.
throat is sore.
mind tired.
back and limbs ache.
heart aches.

as much as i get irritated wit dot each tym he bites, digs his claws into my leg and hangs onto it, i find comfort in talking to him. dats cuz he doesnt give hurtful remarks or give me DAT face.


sometimes i wish i can juz bite e pple i dun lyk. and run away. and hide. and cry.





i miss all my other close frens. u noe hu u are. always rmb dat i wish i was dere wit u ppl lyk before.

=(

=(

noone loves me
noone cares about me
noone remembers me
noone thinks of me
noone listens to me
noone talks to me
noone wants me
noone needs me
noone misses me
noone calls me up
noone spends time with me
noone gives me warm, comforting hugs
noone stays by my side
noone trusts me
noone helps me
noone tells me nice things
noone is here wit me
noone makes me feel safe and happy
noone makes me feel alright
noone thinks im special
noone treats me right
noone feels how i feel right now

i need noone.

can u be 'noone'?

bored.

bored and alone. expecting emi to come over later. yeap. i shall study while waiting. AP and GP sux e hell out of me. my sunflower is d(r)ying. im so sad. yesterday a guy got knocked down and ran over by a bus opp bedok macs. scary. apparently he died. im hungry.










time, has its way
to show me the reason for living
the world and all its splendor
gives me a sense of believing

that our love,
will shine thru,
and will keep us,
keep us forever,
and our love,
will pull us through,
the bad times and keep us together.

i don’t wanna fight this feel no more
wanna love you and love you, its you i adore
cause its you that matters
just the sight of you throws my heart ashore
and the joy you bring opens up my door
cause its you that matters

my love, needs to bloom
like a flower a process unencumbered
that want, should i feel
when that trail I’ve truly discovered