last dayyy

I feel so sad. I don't even know why.

GP Summer Test was crappy. I'm gonna fail it for sure.

Be-Yourself-Day was better than expected. Well, some of the performances put up were relatively redundant though.

The MAYDEN ROCKSHOW simply rocked! It was damn cool. Never thought my school has such talented people who can play good music. The rock bands were good! The singers were not too bad. And the drummers were fantastic. Made me wanna scream and jumo. But I was having a bad headache and sorethroat. Anyways, good job INNOVIANS! =D

I still feel sad. -sighs-

miss.

School has not been OK.

Unlike in Cedar when everything was almost so perfect. When we could just run out to anyone to kiss or hug. Or say silly things and sing out-of-tune songs. Or stand on the tables and dance and lie on the floor -anywhere, just anywhere- and sleep. When we could spend hours in/outside the toilet. When you know that you can count on your friends if anything happens and they can count of you. The dependency rate is so high that without each other, you can feel that half of you is gone.

Maybe I am considered lucky that I have people who are close to me now. The feeling is different though.

many thangs.

So much has happened.

Tests. Tutorials. PW. Rai's birthday. Flu. Borderline passes for Geography tests. Barely passes for Maths and Econs tests. Frustrations. Happiness.

Everything. All the nothing-ness in my life is getting on my nerves. Not that I am not doing anything, I just have NO TIME to do it.

Things I want to/have to/need to/must do:
1. Hang out with Fad. [Ohh I miss you babe]
2. Save money!!
3. Spend less on crap. [HP bills]
4. Study for more tests.
5. Make sure I am prepared for Summer Tests.

Shit.




And oh, this is very interesting and kind of true. Stolen from Li Ping's blog.

"I've also had enough of people making passes at their own friend's boyfriends, saying they are too ugly or too fat or too short or too skinny. Sure, we'd always believe that our friends deserve better or can score better than that but this is ultimately THEIR relationship and we should be glad they have found each other, for better or for worst. We should at least try to make the guy comfortable in our presence. Thinking that he's so uncool and being around him seems puts you in bad light, then don't even go out with that particular friend. Why for torture your pathetic soul?

Oh yea. What about those people who make passes at people's boyfriends but do not have one of their own? Sorry peeps. They are simply losers. So what if they are pretty? Or sometimes they perceive themselves to be too pretty to hang around plain people. This just shows how shallow they are. Once again, PATHETIC SOULS."



Travelling back into a state of depression. Here I go.



Of course, some people are making my life miserable by annoying me each time they speak.

Ok. It's very cold here, in the computer lab. ET is beside me doing her geography homework online. [Occasionally surfing the net to ogle at somebody's pictures. Haha!]

ice age.

Watching Ice Age on tv now. I remember watching it with someone when I was in Sec2. Haha!

Just came back not long time ago. Went to town with Semut and Berwyn. Too bad Keefe wasn't there. Did not watch Guess Who though. So we played pool. Kind of missed playing it. Hehe!

Ok. I wanna watch tv. Btw, I juz received a msg from Zar. Haha! He's all the way in Malaysia lah.

Alright people, have a happy holiday tommorow! =]

Sorry peeps I haven been blogging lately. Been busy with school. I finish late everyday and it doesnt help that I live on the other side of the island. pfft.

So little time, so much to do. Tutorials and newspaper commentries. MCQs and essays. Graphs and PI. Can I just wish for a miracle to happen?

I'm home alone. Ok, not really because my mum and bro are at home, sleeping. They kind of slept early tonight, like about 10pm?, because they are going Indo for some religious thingy. Which means I will be home alone for 2 days. Other family members are kind of non-existant. -__- I feel bad just as I typed that. But really, its like that most of the time. So just Dot and I.

Hmmm. Took a nap this afternoon and I just drank coffee. Hence, I may not be able to sleep for a few hours after this. Maybe I can study or do Maths.

I hate it when my keyboard hangs. Whatever you call it. The alphabets just wont appear on the screen when i try to type.

I heard Saggitarius won. Good for them. =] I should have gone for x-country. Its just that I didnt have the mood to run(not that I can run actually) and i was feeling lazy and yadayada. You just give lots of excuses when you dont want to do smth. Hahaha!

Tmr I'm gonna watch Guess Who with Semut and Keefe. Although I'm kind of broke. Actually very broke. I dont know how to spend money wisely. Actually its not my fault. It's the handphone bills. Ok. It is my fault.

Semut haven msg me bacause he is watching tv.

Btw, Semut means ant in Malay. I'm so sweet I attract him. Hahaha! Disgusting me.

Ok. Gonna sleep. Haha. Didnt I say that I was going to study or do Maths previously? Haha!

Byeeee! =]