:/

god.. i hate having flu..

i dun feel good. dun like e feeling wen pple dun trust me. or keep things away from me wen i think i shud noe abt it too.. haizz.. i dunno.

hope tmr will be a good day. at least smth to look forward to after so much misery. left wit geog paper1 and sci prac. =)

....

my cupboard looks damn neat now.

polyphobia

some pple will nv noe wad dey are afraid of.. until dey see dis list.. here are some of e things dat i fear..

Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.
Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of walking or falling.
Bathophobia- Fear of depth.
Batrachophobia- Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc.
Bufonophobia- Fear of toads.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety.
Chronophobia- Fear of time. [its moving too fast..]
Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.
Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.
Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns. [in kindergarten..?]
Cypridophobia or Cypriphobia or Cyprianophobia or Cyprinophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.
Defecaloesiophobia- Fear of painful bowels movements.
Dinophobia- Fear of dizziness or whirlpools.
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.
Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror.
Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing. [et!! do u haf dis phobia? =P]
Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.
Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed.
Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood.
Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.
Hylophobia- Fear of forests.
Iatrophobia- Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors. [wen i was younger..]
Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish. [dey are slimy..]
Illyngophobia- Fear of vertigo or feeling dizzy when looking down.
Insectophobia - Fear of insects.
Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Melissophobia- Fear of bees.
Musophobia or Muriphobia- Fear of mice.
Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.
Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night.
Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery. [i may be gg for another one dis wed..]
Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes.
Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.
Ornithophobia- Fear of birds.
Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine.
Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love. [sometimes..]
Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized.
Soteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others.
Taurophobia- Fear of bulls.
Theophobia- Fear of gods or religion.
Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.
Topophobia- Fear of certain places or situations, such as stage fright.
Trypanophobia- Fear of injections.
Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape.
Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners.
Zoophobia- Fear of animals. [or some of dem..]













i think dis is cute!
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.


fad prolly has dis..
Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.


reminds me of gzee ying..
Lockiophobia/Maieusiophobia/Parturiphobia/Tocophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Menophobia- Fear of menstruation.


e perfectionist.. ahem..
Misophobia or Mysophobia- Fear of being contaminated with dirt or germs.
Rupophobia- Fear of dirt.


dis is funny..
Phobophobia- Fear of phobias.




now dat i've laid out all dis.. im wondering if i haf..
Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything.

blearghh

arghh.. i hate dis feelin. all alone at home. doin my work. alone. listenin to e radio. alone.

i feel so lonely. i feel lyk i've been forgotten. haizz.

watever.

i feel lyk cryin.





^{_110904. a date to remember. a date forgotten.}

dead.

im so not gonna survive ss/hist.

juz came back frm breakfast. e food tasted like grass. -pukes-

haikel is so cute. =)his mummy wanted to buy him dis spiderman shirt. but it was too big. haha!

gonna study later. come join me. anyone?





"was it u hu spoke e words dat things wud happen but not to me?
or things are gonna happen naturally
taking ur advice im lookin on e bright side
and balancin e whole thing
but often times those words get tangled up in lines
and bright lights turn to night
until e dawn it brings
a little bird who'll sing abt e magic dat was u and me..."





word of e day: APARTHEID
meaning: racial segregation, [esp in S.Africa]
1.An official policy of racial segregation formerly practiced in the
Republic of South Africa, involving political, legal, and economic discrimination against nonwhites.
2.A policy or practice of separating or segregating groups.
3.The condition of being separated from others; segregation.

'a social policy or racial segregation involving political and economic and legal discrimination against non-whites; the former official policy in South Africa'

aight.

so yeah. im all alone at home. dun feel like studying. but i noe i haf to. i must. and i will. i think. haizz. dere goes my self-encouragement.

juz found out smth qt shocking. goodness. kinda worried for her/him/it. haha. fad's style of talking abt an anon.

fad's havin fun outside. she abandoned me. =\ haha!

i need those plastic drawers. den i can clear up my cupboard and give away clothes dat i've never worn before or will never wear anymore. and i can buy a mirror from ikea and put it in my cupboard. den i will haf a mini dressing table. haha! and i can arrange my mini cat figurines. =)

okehs. planning on wat i shud do next. juz dun wanna fall asleep. how bout studying? nyahh!
1. phy tys
2. chem papers
3. emaths series
4. amaths series
5. read up geog
6. study peribahasa
7. ss/hist

ok. i noe dat shudden be e kind of attitude to portray regarding ss/hist. but i swear i feel like juz crapping thru'out e whole paper. juz like i haf since forever.

^{so u can stop askin me
askin me why.}











word of e day: GAUCHE [gosh] adj.
meaning: Lacking social polish; tactless. Awkward and clumsy in people's company.
'too gauche to leave the room when the conversation became intimate'

heayaaa!

went to skool to study wit fad. played a game of badminton. despite e strong wind blowing causing alot of wasted serves. in e middle of e game, i tot i heard 'hello sgt!' from behind me. which is e locked classrooms. we were behind e classroom block near 1s bench btw. of cuz fad tried to act cool by saying 'its broad daylight..' haha.. mebbe its juz my imagination. but i really heard it. believe me, anyone?

its was raining real heavily. my dad came to fetch me. and he made me wear e yellow raincoat. i looked like a chick on a bike. funny.

back at home, mother made fish & chips. and dat was my lunner. ahh. nice.

and im downloading more songs. i noe its illegal. but so wat. i cant afford albums.



'i am vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i am right
i swear i'm right
i swear i knew it all along
and i am flawed...'










word of e day: BUMPTIOUS -bump·tious- ['bΛmp∫∂s] adj.
meaning: Crudely or loudly assertive; pushy.

nice.

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...

urggghh..

im like supposed to be studying..





my bro had nothing better to do den paint my nails wit nail polish. nopes. not my younger bro. e elder one. '''-_-

army open house

after phy remedial.. went to safti wit fad and lp.. den got fard too.. haha! fad................................ =)



btw, i d/led dis song.. my monica..





very meaningful.. to me at least.. ya.. some parts apply...

What makes you think that I would forget about you
Think about it who comes to see ya
Every Saturday and Monday I was on that receiver
It’s me your girl your life your world
My family your friends they just don’t understand
They say I should just leave you lone
But I say that they should just leave us lone
Don’t u get it

I never ever cheated
I never ever lied
So u can stop asking me asking me why
Why I never left you, and why I kept it real
And why im still with you

You should’ve known better than to think I would leave
You should’ve known better than to doubt me
It don’t matter if you are up
matter if you are down
Either way im gonna be around
You should’ve known that I would stay by your side
You should’ve known your girl was gonna ride or die
And it just don’t matter if ya rich or poor
Out or in doing 5 to 10
You should’ve known better

lalala!!

hehs! so yeah.. im back here. feelin kinda high since last night.. becuz.. haha! =)

so mebbe u've heard of e operation i went for? mebbe not.. haha.. had probs in e mount. so went to dentist. and he cut a portion of my gums.. like two pieces. ahhh! of cuz he injected my gums like at a few places to numb it.. i felt e needle poke my gums.. and i had a mini xray before e operation.. haha! its real mini.. e xray piece was like only 1 inch X 1.5 inches.. haha.. yeahh.. cool.. den he started cutting.. of cuz i din feel e pain YET.. it was bleeding qt badly already while i was at e dentist.. den he put some medicine to stop e bleeding.. and it was damn bitter..

and wen i got..i still had to bite e gauze hard.. at e same time swallowing my saliva every 2 secs.. to keep my mouth dry.. i gezz i din swallow enuf.. dats why it was still bleeding even after one hour.. i nearly cried.. cuz i was losing so much blood.. and den i kept spitting out blood and gargled iced water.. den i kinda scared fad.. haha! but i was ok after dat.. only cannot talk properly..

den! e next day.. my mouth hurt like hell.. -it still hurts..- and i cant used my right side to chew.. and i kept eating painkillers..

im a little ok by now.. actually alot ok! ;) hurhur..

den e next day i went for another xray at cairnhill.. cool place.. =)

im baacckk!

hurhur.. after trying to log in here for sooooo long.. i finally manage to do so.. btw, somebody said my blog abit dead. haha.. yeahh.. here it is..

yesterday was super fun.. had aces day.. den immediately after dat fad and i kinda chiong-ed to e back of classroom blk to play badminton! huahuah.. and now my butt and right forearm are aching.. dis shows dat.. haha.. and we plan to play everyday for like half an hour or so.. since it will kinda work on e butt muscles.. hehe.. =)

den i chiong-ed to fps. got my malay frens only. haha.. widya, hafiz, khaliq and farkhan -handsome!-... hehhe.. den met a few teachers.. blah blah blah.. went to study wit dem and bai, syafiq, ashraf -still softy =S-, gary and chixiong came along.. den we separated and four of us went study at tamp lib instead..

and....... i went to airport to get my black billa! and....... my bro got me another billa frm bali! and a billa pencil case too.. its a sling bag.. dirty-green coloured.. nice! =)

gg study later too.. at mp lib or so.. yeahh.. den at night got date wit somebody.. =) nyeh.. wad were u thinking.. i haf an appointment wit my dentist. something wrong wit my gumz.. i dun wanna gooooo... "wo bu yao! bu yao! bu yao!" hahah...