plums

PLUM MONSTER ALERT!

there is a plum monster in my house. it eats up my plums. it was only one e last tym. and today TWO went missing!

im freaked out. seriously.





actually not reli. muz be my uncle.
i shall hide my plums somewhere else next tym. haizz.

ants.

i hate it wen i cannot bear to eat pretty candies. and wen i keep dem dey get infested wit ants. sheesh. it happened to e jumbo lollypop qing gave to me. and i froze e thing along wit e ants. and now my MIX CHOCOLATE pack gy gave me. yes. i found ants crawling arnd.

dun buy pretty candies. it hurts to tear away their pretty wrappers and eat dem. it hurts more to see them being infested wit ants.

bored/

im home alone. been online since 10 in e morning. surfing e net. blog hopping.chating on msn. shit. im dying of boredom. -dies-

ok. emi coming over later. again! yay! haha. she lyks to come to my hse and do nothing. haha. my hse has nothing nice. she's gonna buy plums for us. and lots of chippy chipps.

ers. i wanna go skool and start it proper. i noe i sound sick but reli. and i also noe dat wen e tym comes, i'd be hoping i was holidaying. haha.

be careful wad u ask for.

ok. taadaaaaaaaaa. dot.

shamida

SHAMIDA:

While these people have some fine qualities they are forced to cope with two opposite influences that work against each other. On the one hand they draw from an urge to please and to serve others while they are compelled by another force to exert their own strong views. They are both soft and accommodating, as well as strong and independent. This sounds like a nice balance but it creates difficulties in their lives. Even as they express themselves verbally they know that it is not coming out or flowing as they feel it should. There is a candidness that belies their true intention. They mean one thing and say another, and have great difficulty in finding the right words at times. When this occurs they feel apologetic and usually say or dismiss their remarks with a laugh or humorous remark in order not to offend. In their deepest desires they love to keep the peace between people. They are sensitive inwardly, and are easily offended and hurt by unkind words.





I WAN MONEY!

hoho.

skool was fun. haha. slack. had some pop star prog in e morning. innova has teachers who are stars in their own way. one is an ex-journalist. another is a very successful national shooter. hmmm. yepp. so e main idea of the prog is to allow innovians to pursue their passion. and innova will lyk help dese innovians to achieve their dreams or watsoever.

and den it was classroom session. handed up my subject combination form. first choice is econs, maths and geog. and second is econs, maths and lit. haha. yes. lit. haha. e lit teacher looks nice and funny. so ya. haha. but dun think i'll get my 2nd choice anyway.

had a one and half hours long break. so went canteen wit e gals in my og. dey haf stylo -mylo names. lyk chanel, shradha?, nilufer =], vernissa. and e most stylo of all, shamida. hahahahahahhahahaha! kidding. dey juz call me sham.

den felt i felt lyk leaving cuz e next item was gonna be war games. lyk ??. haha. but cudden cuz e gates e locked. and e front gate was sort of 'guarded' by dis teacher. so hanged arnd in e general office cuz iman [5year silat champion.. lyk cool or wad] wanted to send excuse letter. he's gg indo for tournament next week. lyk cool or wad again. hahha. den i hanged arnd e foyer wit et. haha! den we had to sit in e courtyard to to play dodgeball. or 'dogdewaterbombs' yar. so hot laaa!!

ended earlier den 1 today. haha.

tmr holiday! yay. but i got no money. spent my last few dollars during lunch juz now. wth. im left wit 10 bucks to spend till april 15th. good luck to me. hahha!

ok bye.

<3

Say it's true, there's nothing like me and you
I'm not alone, tell me you feel it too

And I would run away
I would run away, yeah..., yeah
I would run away
I would run away with you

Cause I am falling in love with you
No never I'm never gonna stop
Falling in love with you




i keep on falling in love wit u.
haha.

<3

jhjkh

skool was fun! at least for me. i enjoyed orientation for e first tym. hmmm. felt lost for a moment till syafiq saved my lyf. haha.

sometyms u wish dat u haf someone who cares abt u all e tym. and wen u do haf dat someone, at tyms it gets difficult. u noe dat he/she cares abt u and advices u continuously to stop doin smth which will do bad to u in tym to come. however, u find dat by stopping doin dat certain smth, u will affect other pple who are close to u. haizz.

wad abt getting caught in a situation? a bad one for dat matter. and dis tym u reli haf no choice. but he/she thinks dat u're juz giving him/her excuses.

at e end of e day, both parties feel bad and guilty and all dat. e whole thing becomes so bad. especially for someone who doesnt haf anyone else to turn to.



i cant stop.
im caught.
im guilty.


e world will be ok tmr.

=] =(

why am i having mixed feelings now. i feel happy i got into my 'dream' jc. yes, im kinda anticipating skool tmr. but at the same tym, smth seems to be making me feel dis way. its tugging me. begging me to stay. and i noe i cant. cuz everyone else is going to different places as well.

i dunno why im tearing. it will be reli weird not to see the familiar faces anymore. particularly my pltmates. i hate these kind of situations in which i am forced to part wit e pple i love. i reli wud give anything to bring back and stay during e good old cedar times.

of course i noe i cant do dat.

haiz..

i gotta move on. i guess the only thing i can do now is keep all the beautiful memories close to my heart.

to all those i missed, am missing and will be missing, much love from me.

<3

blahblah

haha! IJC for me. happy? maybe. cuz its my first choice.
cant wait for tmr? hahhaha! maybe so.

talking to fad on e phone now. still as good as ever. haha!

so i did not get to eat steamboat. haizz. i should haf agreed to go seoul garden wit him. heh. nvm la. next tym..

spngbbsqpnts

mr squarepants was hilariously silly.
"hfeuyfrjhfdmncb... jackass... jkahjdhwueyjdsnfm.. jackass..."
unsuitable for children, no? haha!

new slippers! white base and pink/red straps. butterfly slippers dieded.

mini paper hearts and seagulls are examples of 'sweet lil things'. haha! =]

e malay cashier at plazasing kfc was a total bitch! mofo. all i felt lyk doin was shoving a chicken drumstick up her ass. violence.

fruits salad. nice.

k bye. my flu is back. =S

my bad.

i was so selfish. sorry.






spongebob better be funny. or i make sure i squeeze water out of him.
tmr better be fun. or i make sure i wring his neck. haha.

zaza hse

it was so early and i had to go to my cousin's hse. good food dere anyway. =]

den went to meet up wit e rest. haha. emi gave me a surprise. a pleasant one. hee. glad u came babe! =]

den we went 'deeper into town'. haha. weddeheck? and settled at esp. haha. skanking skankers were dere. ili and i were tempted to dance. haha. yes. got weird stares from emi, zar and hafiz. haha! wat? pple lyk to dance cannot issit?!? hahahahhaha.

hmmm. being a lil more sensitive den most of my mates, i think i can be stupid at times. and sometimes i juz say watever is in my mind, my opinions, without reli thinking if it wud hurt e other party. im so sorry huda. =( i noe it was lyk so long tym ago, but i reli feel bad. worse still, i do not even rmb wat other stupid things i might haf blurted out dat night.








but things juz get so crazy living life gets hard to do.

delta!

haha. swimming was a total failure.. hahah.. we juz stood arnd in a corner and gossip.. hahha.. =D

den we went back all e way to bedok to eat lunch. cheap and nice food. =]

emi came over. haha. we bought plums. we ate ice cream and hersheys chocolate sauce. and more plums.

she went to the physician near my hse. haha. had a good tym watching pple having treatments. heehee.

and she came my hse again. and ate ice cream. haha. i had another plum. hooohooo..

i feel abit hungry now. juz feel lyk munching smth. how abt another plum? haha!

emi zar and me

you. YOU! you la! yes YOU! e one reading dis.

I LOVE YOU!

oh. i miss you too!





=D
delta gathering tmr! haha! better be fun.

march hols...

ive been doin nothing productive ever since i decided not to go to school. hence, e only 2 things i did and haf been doin are to stay at home and rot, or go out and waste time. ok. not dat i dun waste time at home. i do.

and now dat its e march hols, i go out more often and do nothing outside. i dun even go shopping cuz i dun haf money. juz got my allowance today and ive already used half of it to pay my overdue hp bills. hopefully mum gives me another 30 bucks for bus concession or else i'll be left wit slightly less den 70 bucks for 1 month. sheesh. dats very little considering i eat lunch and sometimes dinner outside. i, obviously, cannot survive wit $2 -only- daily. =S

im juz afraid to ask for more money. cuz mum complains wen i complain. geddit? haizz. wtd. wen ure poor, ure poor. =( poor is not e word actually. juz dat i spend too much money on hp bills. so now ive got a new mission. dat is to send much less sms-es. I CAN SURVIVE WITH 900 SMS-ES A MONTH!

i drink till i puke. im sick of it. urgh! i shud drink more water instead.

ok. bye.

why do i sometimes feel lonely even in e company of others? do u too? =S

east coastttt

woke up early today cuz zarr msged me in e morning to ask if wanna go east coast wit him and ili. walaoo!! lyk so early.. den i slept back. and he had to call. urgh. den went to bathe and met dem at east coast. hah! din stay there for very long. its kinda strange to haf strangers coming to u and den talk to u abt anything under the sun.

den we went to parkway to haf lunch and after dat made our way to town. hmmm. walked arnd aimlessly and settled down at coffee bean at specialist centre. and hafiz joined us for awhile and he left for bbq. den e 3 of us walked to ps to go spotlight. now dat was e best thing dat happened today! ahhaa! we played at spotlight. i had a bunch of flowers in my hair, a pair of wings on my back and a wand! hahaha.. erms.. zar had wings and a wand too! fairy godmother from africa. erss! den we went GELARE!!!!!!!! haha! shared e waffle and some chocate chunk dunno wad.. yuppp! nice.. but too expensive sey! den we sat dere for quite sometym den left to go home. hahha!

okeh. i wanna watch simple lifee! taddaaaaaa!

haikel bdae

had a long long long day today. oh! birthday parties can be tiring.

i still think dat having a birthday party for a one yr old kid is totally unnecessary. seriously. lyk he wun even remember the pple who were invited, those who were spending tym in e kitchen packing food for guests -ME- or even the oh-so-expensive-and-'nice' presents he received. den again i dun think he even noes dat he juz had a birthday party. poor kid.

and my arms ached cuz i carried his 3kg super creamy chocolate cake. i kinda volunteered so i shant complain. but still! my arms almost broke ok. imagine walking for abt 400m with a 3kg cake. and no, u cant change the position of DAT cake or the angle of ur elbow. and no, too, u cant carry e cake by the ribbons cuz the person at the bakery said so. or else the cake wud drop and den i haf to pay and effing 84 bucks! sheeeeeeeesh.

and not only dat, there was so much food. so much dat every person who came cud bring more food home. and more leftovers still. it looked lyk there was a weddingbeing held. ok. till here, do u still rmb dat im talking abt a one year old kid's bdae party.

my goodness. juz looking at the food made me reli full. serious. but some dishes were not as nice as expected. a $7/head buffet dinner. e tandoori chicken was a disappointment, reli. it was kinda tasteless tho it looked yummy. hmmm. dere was dis weird coleslaw/fruit cocktail. tasted funny. it was supposed to be a cold dish. somehow i found a lighted burner under e buffet tray.

and before i left my aunt's hse, i packed a few litres of teh tarik for my own consumption. haha! ok. bluff! for my family. yupp. so much of leftover teh tarik. but it was still hot and nice. juz as im typing dis, i took a few sips of it. hmmm.. very refreshing.

im still cramping a little. someone aint feeling too well either. =S

ok. i noe its totally not related to anything ive juz said so far, but i tot bullying acts only occured during e 'primary sch days'. and i juz realised dat bullying is part of our lives. only more obvious in certain pple. according to a dictionary i haf in my hand now, a bully means 'a person who hurts or frightens other, weaker people: Bullies are often cowards.' hmmm.. smth to think abt. if u've actually hurt or frigthened anyone weaker, u're a BULLY!!! hah! and somebody has been a bully. to my sister.

and conferencing wit emi and huda now. so ya. bye. nytes.

pls pple. stop bullying arnd. and back to my first topic, think twice abt having a big birthday party for ur one year old son/daughter. haha!

march

haha. i noe. e blog is kinda dead. im online evryday but im reli lazy to do dis. so. while im waiting for e galfrens to come over. maybe some movies. haha. again. =]

went to east coast wit zarr and ili yesterday. haha! ws great man. kinda last minute decision. was at my aunt's hse wen ili msged to ask if wanna go east coast. haha. it was abt 6 already. so yupp. went awhile. reached dere at abt 7? and we talked abt alot of things. yepp. fun! shud go der more often. reli. =D

and erms. its weird. but i cant wait to go to my new skool. hopefully ij wun be so bad. at least not at bad as sr. serious. well. got st bus dere. so not reli a prob yeah. I CANT WAIT. urgh. i sound sick. haha. bored of rotting at home and gg out. i need to be more disciplined.

for those who noes only:
recently much had happened. haha. laugh. i feel lyk a bitch. den again. life's lyk dat. erms. den howwwwwwwwwww....................................... -silent curse- haha!

ok. ok. cats are reli adorable. especially wen dey're kittens. juz so beautiful. =] aww.. so sweet.

ok. bye. gotta do smth else now. gotta do nothing. haha! lame.