dang.

Noone said it was gonna be easy. The full time training is really draining us and it's not even 2 weeks. I hope I won't burn out. Alot of things have happened throughout the 2 weeks. Fair share of good and bad stuff. Sometimes, I feel that neither being good nor doing your best is enough, we gotta be EXTRAORDINARY to pull through some of the situations that the coaches put us in. Today was the ultimate. I only hope that things can only get better and I trust myself enough that it will!

I've found my "refresh" button. 21 days away from the real deal.

Current motivation song: Siti by Force Vomit

"Siti looks out the window
The sun shines on her face
But the weatherman says
Its going to rain today
Will her night just fade away?

Don't give up
Oh Siti don't give up.."

LOL.

tired.

Since most of you have a song being played automatically in your blogs that has probably irritated the shit out of me because I don't understand the lyrics, the beats and tunes are annoying, or its a very unpopular song. I shall do the same to pay back. Ok, not really.

Oldie stuff, but still the best. Been playing BOYZIIMEN from youtube. Someone has my cd. Don't know who. =\

Favourite song of the week: Water Runs Dry by BOYZIIMEN.

We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change

Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby

Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away

And listen to it, you shall.




WSS. Full time training has started now. Daily, 9-6. Rabak sia. It's been 3 days only and we're already mentally drained. My partner claimed our (mine and hers) engines are just starting to warm up abit. I sincerely hope that's only true.

We went for a walkwalk session this evening. Really refreshing to get out of that stinky room and to be able to breathe in the humid, warm air outside and feel the heat from the sun on my skin.

of differences and similarities

SO RETARDED. My brother snapped those on 2 different occasions. I was having chawanmushi in the first and mushroom soup in the other. My whole family wear our watches on the right hand. And I looked like my mum when she was younger in the 2nd pic.

Twohill-inspired hairstyle. HAHA. Swollen eyes, large eyebags. Working shift is no fun.