mad mode.

 

a step at a time.

i'll keep my heart with yours
for every minute i am gone

 

love and hate.

It's truly amazing how I hate to clear up my room but love it at the same time. When I say clear up my room, most of the time I mean clear my belongings and throw away old stuff. The year is coming to an end and my brother's wedding is approaching. So, for those who have seen the state my room has been in for the past few months, I think it is about time I do something about it. Ok, maybe I should have done something about it like waaaay long time ago. But! But, but, but, but, but that's not the point.

The point is, I just want to share some things I discovered while I was going through my stuff. While I was doing so, obviously, most of the time I reminisced the times I had in Cedar back then. It was the little things that remind me of the times I spent with my dearest friends.

It was funny how I loved to buy pretty and colourful stacks of memo pads, so that I could write letters and simple notes to my platoonmates. There are at least 4-5 stacks of the leftovers that I just found. Not forgetting the 3 cookies cans that I use, to keep all the letters/postcards I received from platoonmates/seniors/juniors/classmates. And reading each and every piece just gives me the personal sense of happiness.

The pictures we took along the corridors in Cedar, during National Day Parade, RODs and also the Thailand trip. Not forgetting the way we looked silly in some neoprints. Awwww, all those times... =]

I just realised something. I liked to keep bookmarks too! Found 8 bookmarks and all are brand-new. There are stickers too. Small notebooks-slightly more than 15 of them-. And of course, many many postcards! The clay cat figurines. =] Unfortunately, had to throw some away because they are broken and beyond recognition. =
Oh wells, till the next time I clear my things again. Probably after the A Levels, and hopefully, I can find things to remember Innova by. =]

By the way, going to HSA again tomorrow. Actually, later. After getting rejected the previous time. Hahahs!

Clean your bedrooms people! =] You'll learn more things about yourself..

Goodnight!

Perak Trip

Left to right: Widya, Wani, Etee, Shammm

 

=rolls eyes=

If you happen to read this, LEAVE ME ALONE!

one last.

Yay! Will be meeting Fad dear later after her tuition. Just spend the afternoon out with her because I know she misses me and that she has nothing to do. Plus, I need to get some things for the trip.

Ok, I am a little excited about the Perak trip tomorrow. Actually, I cannot wait for tomorrow especially because it is going to be a happy happy happy day!

Anyone has a torch light to lend me? I don't wanna keep buying torch lights before every camp/trip. Sigh...

Woke up this morning when Wid called me. She wanted me to act like I was gonna buy jeans from her auntie and follow her to her house. Haha. Sorry I didn't follow ok? So, you people out there who wants to buy a pair of jeans, please contact Widya. ASAP preferably because she's going to Perak with me too.


-never could imagine life without you the moment you walked into my world-

bitcharound

Today was great! Emi and Huda -and her sisters- came over. Supposed to watch movies, but we ended up watching Survivor which is pretty alright for me.

Random: Sometimes, I get uncomfortable reading people's blogs. It makes me sick.

I have not packed my things to be brought for Perak trip. So many reasons why I do not want to go. Already I don't feel like going. But I paid for it myself and hopefully, I'll enjoy myself there.

Looking forward to after-Perak campings. =]

I wanna go IKEA and get some things from there. Anyone wanna accompany me? Actually, I'm asking Fad out on a date. She's lonely. HAHA!

=]

Friday was great! =]

Oh, yes, I did cut my hair again. Hahah, short fringe.

Macpherson outing?? Fad's on holiday now. She won't be back till Sunday. After which, she will be going for camp feast till Tuesday. And I'm going to Perak from Wednesday till Saturday. Not free on Sunday too. Uhh.. After that, everyone might be busy to rush all the holiday homework. Then how, Emi?

I gotta goooo.. Uhuh~ ;)

X cut cut cut X

Picture taken on the 18th of November. And tomorrow, I'm gonna cut my hair again. 

drippy.

Oh, this is freaky! Just after reading Huda's latest entry about her cat getting some kind of liquid dripping from its nose, my nose decided to drip too. And now, I am in trouble because the more I blow my nose, the more the liquid comes out. Sounds gross. Yeah, I know. At least I can blow my nose. Poor Grakey has to lick it. *Eeeww* Get well soon! =] Not as if the cat can read this, but Huda, please tell this to your cat, ok?

Feeling a little vain now. So I got my manicure kit and decided to do up French Manicure on my nails. It's quite difficult to cut the cuticles on the right fingernails using the left hand. Sheesh. Now waiting for the white part to dry. Haha.

Anyway, tomorrow is FRIDAY! FRIDAY means it's a good day. =]

My older brother just ordered KFC. Fattening lunch. Shit.

Oh Fad! Tell me you went this morning. Quite sad if you didn't.

People, please watch SAW II. It's bloody and twisted. Good stuff.

Chickurrnn Little tomorrow. Yayyyy! =D

after so long...

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on