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I just typed out a whole entry about how I feel about smth. But I got disconnected and everything was gone. I guess it was not meant to be. But now I felt a little relieved that it happened because I wrote a nasty entry that might hurt some people's feelings. So ya, forget it.

I haven't talked to Zar for days. I'm home when he's working and I'm out when he's home. When both are at home, either one is asleep. =\ We'll make it up to each other soon ok? <3

We girls met up again last night for dinner! There were these people + LP whose not in the pic cause she left earlier. We did take-out from Secret Recipe and plopped down at the darkdark place outside MarinaSq.
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WARNING: DO NOT TAKE AWAY LASAGNE FROM THERE! It was a pathetic 3-quarters inch thickthin and it sucked balls.
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Then, we took loserish photos after that. Like: Handstands, fake jumping pics and NCC dao-face. Hahah, abit LOL again after typing that. Anyways, we sat at Gloria Jeans after that for coffee and wanted to play PolarBear (hahah, Merdin!) but we realised after choosing the characters, there'll only be 2 people to kill. So we played Murderer instead, which was also abit unsuccessful because we kept forgetting the game was still on. Haha, funny!

Okaye, till the next entry, take care ya'll!

pisang.

Found this printed on a cereal box: "We should all aspire to live like bananas." HAHHAHAHAHAHAH!! I like!!!

Dot is scared of the noise outside. So he's been sitting beside me since just now. And I would occasionally disturb him by carrying him like a baby or squeeze him or touch his nose. I know he doesn't like it. But I think he knows I love him. =D

I think Zar misses me. Haha! Cause he msged me and asked me out for dinner later. That is usually rare because tmrw's a workday. Of course he denied when I disturbed him abt it. Haha, so kental we all... =P

I cannot wait for hari raya sia! I think CGH gave me less money this month. I better go check properly. Dangsss!

And I feel like doing something to the HAIR again! Hahahha.. What eh?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! =D

noise

IT HAS STARTED! Barely 15 minutes into this month-long process and I'm going crazy with the the noise already. The only 'peaceful' time is when they only hammer the cabinets. At other times, it was the drilling of the floor. Sucks much. Dot so kesian because he was so scared of the people and the noise. So now, he's hiding under my mum's bed... =\ I would too.. if I could fit there...

When the uncle asked me which course I was from and I said Nursing, he told me he never want to see me at the hospital. A different way of looking into things, I say.

Today's plan:

1. Install the new BROTHER printer/scanner. What kind of a brand is Brother sia? Anyways, Shappa, you can come and use if u want! One piece fifty cents. =P

2. Take pictures of the old house.

Shit I can't think. It's the noise!!

Er..
3. Play SIMS on Zar's psp when he comes to accompany me later. But he don't wanna come hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! =\

Mustafa sells things really really cheap! Go there first to survey if u need anything. Like really anything.. Haha!

Weekend

me and zar at his POP at AmoyQueeCamp. =D


On the carpeted floor opp the snacks counter at the cinema. We were so sian that we just wanted to plop around somewhere to talktalk with Fad&Fard.


Buddies. Okay, not really. My buddy and her bf! We purposely bump into them at BugisJunction while they were window shopping. Then we walked to Kandahar St to buy kueh-mueh.


My hungry ghost and his longan and crab shells. We went to break fast at KgChaiChee to celebrate his end of BMT and my end of attachment (ok, lame) and a belated happy occasion! =D

Ohhhh, and the bike's clutch snapped when we were leaving Bugis. So, Zar called BIKEBULANCE (haha, yess. there's such a thing as that.) so they can transport it to the workshop. $25. Then, we had to cab to KgChaiChee cause it was already 6.45pm. $8. Bleargh..

Tmr, someone's gonna buy PSP!

HAPPY RAMADHAN EVERYBODY! =D

-zar & sham

shucks.

I didn't make it guys. Because why? All the things that shouldn't happen, HAPPENED! OH YEAH. My bike's engine stalled at the slope part, right next to where the tester was standing. My bike slipped off the plank. I was signalled to pull over, while riding on the road (out of circuit), because my headlight was off. So there, as if one immediate failure wasn't enough, I got effing THREE, yo! And oh, 54 demerit pts.

What went wrong, really? I think it's more like my lack of confidence and tendency to panic at every situation. TSK TSK TSK. But hey, I was really upset and disappointed for screwing up.. oh well.. "Even the biggest failure or mistake beats the hell out of never trying.." -Meredith Grey

So ya.. I booked another date for tp test. After raya, that is. So like in 1.5mths time. Both my (UOB&POSB) ATM cards screwed up when I wanted to top-up my account. So, I (thick-skinned-ly) approach this, ehem, new fren, and ask if I could give him cash and he use his ATM to help me top-up. Hhahahaha! Anyone has done this kind of things before?? So yeah.. I spent like 70bucks for another test.. and I have to renew my PDL. Basket.



Take care, ya'll.. Back to work tmrw for me..

day8

Today was abit boring. Many patients were discharged and there was nothing much to do.

You know, sometimes you feel that it's okay if patients irritate you when they make noise or stuff like that because you know that they are unwell. But when your fellow workmate starts to make fun of you with regard to the way you work, then it's super irritating and that's NOT okay. After which, that person will spread that event to other colleagues and play the 'broken telephone' with him/herself. Its super irritating because at the end of the day, the things that come out of his/her mouth are totally false. I don't effing care if you find pleasure in making fun of people. But please know that if you keep doing that the whole world will hate you. Oh heck, I don't even know you. Luckily I'm only on a 3-week attachment. PHEW!

So, tmrw is THE day! I'm taking my traffic police riding test and I pray hard that I won't get a laoya bike that stalls all the time or with screeching brakes or asshole gear levers or .. ok, you get my drift.

I'm gonna sleeeeeeeep now and wish for the best tmrw. =D

day 5 & 6

It's been 6 days already and in another 9, I'm gg away from that ward. Today was ok! Time passed by so quickly today I didn't realise it was only a few hours away from end of shift. I watched the Yr3 do suctioning on a patient. Like insert a tube into the mouth to suck phlegm because the patient cannot cough it out. So the uncle didnt cooperate and they had to force it down his throat. During which he bit the tube, then they had to do it via his nostrils and he was struggling. So poor thing.

Then I remembered something a staff nurse said in the pantry. She didn't want tubes to be inserted into her or anything. Now that I've seen all these, I think I'll sign the 'Do Not Resuscitate'(DNR) form and ban the use of any kind of tubes on me. It's really an ugly sight. =\

Zar is confined for 2 weeks because they are rushingrushing for field camp, route march and POP! So I'm not gg to see him this weekend for shopppppppppppppppppping. Booohooo... =\ So I gotta rushrush with my attachment. Then, we'll both finish work the same time and can hang out for the whole of 1 week after that! =D But it's the fasting month already and can hardly do anything 'cept for watching movies and reading books and walk around and no lunch.

Tmr's aftnn shift again and so is Wed. I prefer morning shift, really. Although must wake up super early. There are more things to do and by 3 can go off already!

Aight, am sleepy now.. take care ya'll..