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I don't know who's family and who's not anymore. This is a fucked up world.

Anyways, I've got 2 surieties for my CGH Sponsorship Award! =D

And Azhar's booking out this SATURDAYYYYYYY!!! YEAYYYYYY! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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I think she's hot! KELLY ROWLAND! Love her since "Dilemma"! I especially love the part where she does the 'shimmeyshimmey' thing! =P And love the Indian drumbeats thing.. =D WATCH!

ps: it's nice tho i dont understand the chorus! =\

the world is too small!

Zar called this morning and he woke me up again! At abt 10+. Hahahahahha! Funny right? I think it's damn funny! I think we talk on the phone while he's in camp more than when he's not. Hahah, the irony! But when he's not in camp, he's with me ma? =D

So I dozed off for awhile after the phonecall and Wani msged to ask if I was gg Greg's place and if we shud meet and go together! =D So there, we met at 1 and and took 25 to his place. There were Pris!, Gillian, Fang, At, Lana too! We watched Music&Lyrics, 300 and Shrek2! =D My fav is 300! [SPARTAAAANNNSSSSS!] Then, we had tonnes of pizza. THANK YOU GREG SO MUCH!

Then, I went off to Yishun, took 854 and passed by AMQ camp. I had a funny feeling in the tummy. =\ Fastforward: Went back to bedok with mum and bro. Took 854 again. This time, I was on the phone with the soldier. We were not (physically) more than 1km away I believe! Then, I had that feeling again. And I missed him even more... =(

NEWSFLASH: I have a distant cousin as a classmate. Or a classmate as a distant cousin. Whichever way, that idiot knew abt it ages ago and he didn't tell me because "sometimes it's better to let others know somethings themselves". WTF?!?! Anyway, it's freaky because:
1) I've told him secrets about some issues,
2) I know stuff about him that I don't think his family knows,
3) I know his family and i've heard stories,
4) I've been to his house before,
5) I've NEVER seen him at family events and have never imagined this is even possible and
6) this list may go on and on once I find out more things and freak out more!

Not that it's a bad thing though! But it sure is freaky. I mean, you know! Sorry, I just don't know how to put it in words!

screw you!

You woman totally suck! I admit it was a mistake on my part for not double checking the dates and such. But it was only appropriate that I have at least called you up to sort things out! If I was really right about the dates, then I'm fucking sure I would been deemed irresponsible. And you don't have to be judgmental and think that I was bluffing you! Screw you! Just because you are some big shot, it doesn't give you the right to accuse me of such things.

And I screwed up the sponsorship award. I swear I saw the due date is 25th June. To my horror, when I had the sudden urge to re-read the letter again, it is actually 21st June, which was well, yesterday. And of course, I haven got my surieties' documents ready. So I panicked like hell. But managed to contact the HR person and tell her that I'l hand it up next week. I have the feeling that maybe she's glad she has less work for the weekend. She said, "Oh, its alright, don't worry, next week is fine.." Maybe, maybe not.

Btw, I desperately need a printer! The shop downstairs prints at 20cents/pc! That like fucking daylight robbery! So, I've got my essay done in about 4 hours straight. And I thinkhope it's a good piece of work. I don't know if it's good or bad if after every paragraph I almost typed a "=D". It only implies 2 things. One, I feel that the reader will be satisfied after every paragraph. Or two, I chat on MSN too much.. -_-"

So now, I gotta get my ass down to allow people to rob my money. Or maybe I can go to my aunt's place and try to be nice to my male cousin whom I've not talked to since I was 5 and see if I can borrow his printer.. =P Jahat eh me?

Then, I can come back and study chinese for abit.. then go off to CDC and hope to pass Prac7! =D

so hotttt!

Hello hello.

I've prepared some stuff to write for the written assignment (in point form). Like finally! Hehe, thanx Azri for reminding me to plan the essay first! =D How can I forget?? They've (IJC) been telling us to do likewise in school, haven't they??? So tonight, my plan is to type out the first draft! ICANDOIT!ICANDOIT!ICANDOIT!

Found out another thing from Zar. HE CAN ACTUALLY SEE NYP FROM HIS BUNK!! So once I know which school is painted "grey and yellow", I'll find the exact location, then maybe we can see each other, in that (very long) distance. He was supposed to go swimming today at Nee Soon Camp but it rained and the plan was cancelled. Hahah! So kesiannnn!

Okay, bye!

for 20/06/07

Hello hello.

Last week of term break. It doesn't feel like 2 weeks. =\ The holidays are always too short, don't ya think?

Back to school next week, I've got clinical theory test and i gotta present the whole Foundation of Nursing project (20 mins long) by myself. And not forgetting that Monday is the date due for the written assignment, which I have not started yet. Ftards! And of course, the upcoming weeks are full of project presentations and tests.

It's been 6 days since I've seen Azhar. =\ He says that time passes by very quickly in camp. I feel that the 6 days felt longer. Sigh! It's so weird that we're so near yet so far. =| But looking forward to next Sat when he books out! You know, sometimes when you ask your bf if he misses you and then he says "Ya, miss you too" in that casual manner. But last night, Zar said he misses me and that was the first time ever that I hear him say it like he meant it a 100%. And it's not the kind that I have to tell him that I miss him first. Don't be mistaken, I don't mean that the other times he said it, he doesn't mean it. It just sounded totally honest. And of course, I miss him too. =]

Anyway, an uncle just passed away on Monday and there were lots of complications in between the process of settling the funeral and such. Poor thing.. =\

Sorry Emilia and GY for Monday. =| Will make it up to you both on another occasion.

I'm feeling tired. Goodnight.

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"Training to be soldiers,
fight for our land,
once in our life,
for 2 years of our time.
Have you ever wondered?
Why this must be?"

BULLSHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! Like seriously? How many our our boys actually believe so?

Sigh sigh sigh. We've just ended our phone call for tonight and I've got things to say that he'll (BF) prolly won't get to read till 2 weeks later. Because tmrw is THE day. Oh gawd.

We went out earlier today. Like a normal day. Banana Chocolate Cake and Mashed Potatoes and Iced Lemon Tea. After which, we watched Fantastic4, with sweetpopcorn and Coke. And then, back to his place for dinner. And I watched him pack his stuff, toiletries, slippers and this and that. And he puts them nicely in a bagpack and zipped it up and put it upright in a corner. And every second I'm reminded that he'll be gg off to camp. And i couldn't say anything. It seemed like there wasn't anything to say at all.

And then it was time to go home. As usual, he sends me back. But it felt different just now. Somehow. And I was being too much of a weakling, I teared (quietly) all the way from hg to bedok. Don't get me wrong. It's not that I'm not proud of him going to be the nation's bravest. In fact, I'm most glad cause I know serving NS turns our boys into men (whatever that means, but it does implies a positive connotation). I just hate going-aways. =\

So tmrw, I'll be sending the soldier off. Hope noone would have to offer me buckets to collect tears. Who wants to bet if I will tear or not?

He's already asleep right now. Very eager to go! Hahah, good for youuuu! =D Promise I'll fetch you when you first book out!

We won't be able to talk very much on the phone. Much less see each other. But one thing for sure, I know we're close together. (NYP is VERY near AMQ camp!) And of course, you're always in my mind and heart. <3

Lots of love to you people. Rmbr to catch Fantastic4 and Shrek3! =D

"Cause we love our land,
and we want it to be free,
to be free."

=D

hair.

like shakira or not? hahahah, thick skin sia... =X

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hello world! wheeeeheeee!! sorry ive been gone for so long.. haha, dunno why. it's like you're in a phase where you dont want people to know what you've been up to. and kinda like cutting yourself away from the rest of the world. erm? haha, aka LAZY to update.

Short updates:

1. Bf will be taken away to ulu world for training to become world's finest soldier.
2. I was majorly ill 3 weeks ago!
3. I'm still at Practical7. Uh oh, gotta go down to CDC to top up $$ and book practical for next week.
4. I did smth crazy to my hair. And I'm not ready to face the world yet. Hope it tones down just nicely so I will look near normal (or natural) when school reopens!
5. Watched OCEAN'S 13 and SHREK 3! Go watch people. Ratings: 10 big buckets of sweet popcorn for both! =D
6. I'm in NYP pursuing Diploma in Nursing, if you don't already know.
7. I collected toilet paper (aka alevels cert) yesterday. I like the way they file up everything for you. Thanks a million to MR CHOW for the pleasant testimonial! =D If only the results were nicer... =\ (No, I'm not regretting the fact that i didnt study SUPER hard.)
8. I LOVE MY NEW FRIENDS IN SCHOOL. =] girl power, you!!
9. DELTA, anyone still alive and kicking???
10. My hair is not in a state of homeostasis right now. Gotta find equilibrium... Headbands, beanies, caps, WHATEVER!

i've lost proper blogging skills.. it feels weird to be typing all this in super random manner. Hope to be back to update y'all!

Aighttttt, so longgg!