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I'm not sure I'm comfortable hanging around pampered kids. It's been like that since forever. Primary school, secondary school and even now. Sometimes, I cannot stand the way they behave. Maybe because I'm deprived of it. Maybe I don't understand how it is like to be pampered, particularly by the parents. Hence, I may not be able to connect with these kind of people.

On another note, today's YTFdate was fabulous. We went to VistaPt and quickly grabbed YTF. Okay, not exactly like that. Erms, but really, it was delicious.. =] I love having cauliflowers in my soup, and brocollis too...

After that we went to HgMacs to study. Managed to finish quite a number of GP essay outlines.. YAYYY!

randomness

1) Why do people starve only to embarrass themselves when their stomaches grumble during lectures? Funny. No. Weird. Even if you're dieting, you shouldn't STARVE. Not talking about anyone in particular.

2) Anyhows, first love is still The New Beetle. It looks even sexier in red. Goodness! Haven't seen a red version on the roads in Singapore. Lots of yellow, white and silver ones though. Ouhh, milky green too.


3) Got a date with Wid later. After afternoon PE. We're gonna eat yong tau foo (YTF) at VistaPoint. YTF in school is not halal. WTH.

4) Got tonnes of GP essay outlines to do today. Think I have like over 30 cause I stopped doing it since before the March break.

5) Am relatively high today because I had Milo and famousamoschocolatechipcookies in the morning. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

6) STAR tmr. Shall do econs? Or more geography????? =D

7) HAVE TO CATCH UP WITH MATHS!! FAD, I NEED YOU............this calls for a study session or two with her. =]

8) We have to go to THE ESCAPE THEMEPARK soon!! Before the thingy expires. So, Fad, again, when are you free to go??

9) I need to print lotsa notes before the term ends. But, the printer is not available in the foyer anymore. Have to find out if the complab one is working already.

10) Gotta learn the S.O.S. dance. Erms..

The day I laughed and cried....

Happy mothers’ day and happy 54th birthday to my mother.

The one who is always calm. The one who is always patient. The one who is faithful to her husband. The one who takes care of me when I am sick. The one who supports me emotionally and financially. The one who never fails to pray for my safety. The one who remains calm and patient despite the difficulties she has gone and is going through.

May Allah protect her and bless her with tranquility, peace of mind and patience. And as always, semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.

Ibu mithali ibu yang sejati
Kasih sayangmu kasih yang suci
Pengorbananmu disanjung tinggi
Jasamu tetap di sanubari

Ibu oh ibu fitrah ku murni
Kelembutanmu menyentuh hati
Semai kasihmu dalam jiwaku
Kau disayangi kerana menyayangi

Ibu oh ibu hatimu suci
Tulus ikhlasmu mendidik daku
Sanggup bersusah dan menderita
Demi kebahagiaan sekeluarga

Ibu oh ibu kau serikandi
Bakti amalmu tidak terperi
Beramal soleh berperibadi
Mentaati Allah juga suami

Had a simple celebration with her and the family at home today. I'm not sure I like family gatherings anymore because the same issues always come into discussion. And after that, people end up crying. And happy celebration no more.

Oh God, bless me with strength to carry on with this life…

Honesty Perseverance Courtesy

I miss my friends. Those who would tell me my hair is messy, my shoes don't match with what I'm wearing, the earrings look funny with the school uniform, I look happier now, or even I look like I've gained weight. I miss those who openly tell me what they think of things I was doing. Like how I shouldn't have said some things to other people. I miss those people who were honest with me. I miss those who persevered along with me. I miss those who teared and perspired with me. I miss fellow Cedarians.

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"i believe in the impossible
if I reach deep within my heart
overcome any obstacle
won't let this dream fall apart
see I strive to be the very best
shine my light for all to see
cause anything is possible
when you believe..."

Someone is sick.. I miss you la.. =(

Dreams are just dreams
When they're stuck inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you
You know it's true
That dreams are for real
When you see what I see
And you feel it too
We took the longest road
Just to make it harder
Let's do it all again
It only makes us stronger
DreamsI guess we're just made of dream
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
What do you see
When you look inside your heart
A little thought
Can walk a thousand miles
And change your life
When dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly in sight
Every step you take
Just brings it all together
You gotta keep the faith
When all seems lost forever

don't wake me, i plan on sleeping in

"and then last night i had that strange dream
where everything was exactly how it seemed
where concerns about the world getting warmer
the people thought they were just being rewarded
for treating others as they like to be treated
for obeying stop signs and curing diseases
for mailing letters with the address of the sender
now we can swim any day in november"
Addicted to Postal Service again.. =]

It's amazing how Lanetar can teach me Statistics in 2 or 3 minutes and I understand what she's talking about. The lecturer did it in 4 to 5 lectures, and I don't understand anything...

And why is this entry so colourful?

Mother's Day next week.
No plans yet..

oh, you're just like a pill

Changed hairstyle again. Managed to tie a teeny-weeny bit of hair. And my head only looks normal with a million, naww actually only a dozen, hair clips. The hair on the top will otherwise bulge out, making me look like I have hydrocephalus (sp?).

Talking about hydrocephalus, I miss crying and reading Red Sky In The Morning. Poor Ben..

Feel like doing something drastic. Hehe.

my silly admirer, how come you never send me bouquet of flowers?

I quite like going for STAR. =D
Paradoxically, I'm glad I failed all 3 subjects, or I'll never start doing my tutorials seriously.
Thank you God.

Love all!

Ms Swan

Having break. Restless again. Slept too much last night. Was supposed to get up to study in the morning. But didn't.. =(

Gotta go geog work soon... Haven finish maths too.. =(

sniffs

Feeling rather lethargic today. Was totally restless during the first half of Geog lecture today. Some people from the other class were talking, totally laid back and yawning away. Okay, so I get it that you're wonderful at the subject, but please be considerate towards others.

Cannot wait to get back home. Gotta do Maths tonight.

If I'm feeling nice, I may want to make Oreo Cheesecake and bring it to school for the class. But remembering what happened during that week, I can just forget about it. Sigh.

Sometimes you can't be too nice, can you?

And you, I don't think I can depend on you all the time right? 8]

It's lunch and I'm eating bananas.