bang bang

Me and the platoonmates had a blast last night! At least i did! It was Gy's and Emi's belated birthday party and we booked a chalet at the (VERY) last minute. The funniest part was when the birthday girls were blindfolded and had to hit the pinata with the balloon wacker thing. Think I almost died laughing at them hitting randomly. Anyway, I haven't gotten the crazy pics we took. So to start the ball rolling, here's one...

YESSSSSSSSSSS! I CUT MY HAIR! I've got bangs and I got it layered a bit more.. hahahs..

Okay, nytess! =D

0200hr nonsense

SAWADEEKAA....!
Gonna be visiting the land of the what? Thailand, BKK this weekend! Saper-saper nak kirim? (Anybody wanna lil somethin'somethin'?)

I'm kinda in a depressing mood right now. Okay, maybe the picture doesn't say so. But really.. Sigh.. I don't really know what's up with me? It's 2 plus already now and I've got school later.

I miss lots of people, esp bestfriend. Even though we just met yesterday for a quick bite and then to get his stuff and then it was home for us. So I'm not seeing him till next week when I come back on Monday morning, only to leave for a schcamp on the same day in the evening. Really pathetic. I feel like bubbling the camp and just stay on in BKK with the family but you know.. it's really an irresponsible thing to do considering the fact that it's a leadership camp thing. Dye-Lamb-Ma.

Anyway, I bought a mini padlock for my IU unit, that thing you insert your cashcard into? I think my cashcard got stolen 2 days ago. I don't remember removing it frm the unit when I parked the bike downstairs. Die you mo-cashcardstealer-fo! I will never do that la. Can you imagine how much trouble the owner have to go through just to get another one?? You have to find 7-11 and fork out 7$! Okay, maybe not so much trouble. But you see, it's really evil to steal cash cards. =\ Can you register your cashcard? So if the stealer uses it, then the ERP thing can detect the vehicle no? I hope there's such a thing, since I pay 75cents everyday eventho I don't enter town.

Okay, gotta sleep. Lesson of the day: Don't steal cashcards eventho you know someone else will do it if you don't. You just don't have to be that person, k? Tak halal dunia-akhirat.

No. 376

When are the flea markets at Tanglin Mall? Do they still have it there? I havent been there for so long! I still regret not buying the red BANANAREPUBLIC sandals the other time!!!
So on Friday, I forced Zar to walk with me all the way to tanglin mall, all the way from fareast! HAHA! Only to find out there's no flea market. I tot it was supposed to be on the last Friday of every month? Dunno. Anyway, so kesian the bestfriend.. Sorry! =D

When was the last time you played pepsi-cola-1-2-3, motherhen and fox, and act-out-the-word-and-let-your-frens-guess game? We laughed so hard we were breathless! Anyways, the four of us stayed back in school today to revise Socio. AT THE POOLSIDE! Like beachy gitu! heh. After doing social statuses, karl marx, social stereotypes, cultures/subcultures, we decided to quickly finish up and leave.

Speaking of stereotypes, why do some people think i am not capable of performing some skills? Di and I was talking about how people can get cynical and critical but cannot accept comments themselves. It's funny how the world works.

Tomorrow's gonna be quite a freeandeasy day. I'm gonna smuggle Yan to school because Syaz requested for his attendance for our activity tmr. Let's have fun, y'all!

This entry is so merepek. I don't wanna blog anymore la.

4-1

We went out 4-1 today. Azri came along for lunner. Haha, so much fun! Got myself 2 cool shirts and Syaz and Di got themselved a self-portrait drawn by artist along LeMeridien. Cool beans i tell you!

The metal thingies are giving me sore gums, painful ulcers and all. I've got 2 pieces of cement on my left and right molars to open my bite. The thing is, I don't know how they can crack! Probably bit hard on them when I was sleeping last night! Tsk tsk tsk.

I'm quite proud of myself it happened. Hahaha! Cause it sucked when I used to shut up. Dangs. What's happening to the world?

The lab theory test was _________. Can't remember much out of the whole medication thingy. I'm depending lots on the mcq part, please.

WHERE'S MY BOYZIIMEN CD ALBUM?!?!

i need money seeds to grow a money tree.

First and foremost, I'M ULTRA BROKE. As in no money. Zero. Ok, maybe close to zero. The thing is it's only 3 days after payday. And I got my first fine letter from the Traffic Police Dept for illegal parking. SEVENTY DOLLARS, OK. Got my first fine letter from LTA too, because I'm stupid. (Passed the ERP gantry w/o cashcard) Then, I've got monthly responsibilities which (unfortunately) put a strain on the savings account.

So, it's in times like this that I actually regret buying a vehicle and putting on braces. And all other dumb things that I spend on. Now, I don't feel like getting married, buying a house and having children anymore.

Dangs, afterall, 'A fool and his money are easily parted'. So friends, please don't ask me out for shopping..............

Anyways, Zar and I went for a movie earlier today. It was a last minute plan and he chose Two Days in Paris. Haha, very unlike him to choose such a movie (it's a romantic comedy in french/english). It was a very funny and soulful show, I think. Some parts of it really remind me of us. The insulting and making fun of each other part and the other silly stuff we do. Of course, some things are different. Haha. GO WATCH! Oh, btw, it's M18.

From the movie..
Marion: ...And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.

So sweet right? Aiyah.. but after that we got moody and tired and all... so ya.....

Okay, I'm gonna sleep my troubles away.. goodnight.

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

of changes.

Hey hey! Pardon me for the lack of entries. I've been too lazy with nothing.

Quick update:

1. I've got my bike licence! MOST IMPORTANT!

2. My mum lent me money to buy a bike! I ride to school everyday now.. Yeayyy!!!!!!!!!

3. School projects are piling.

4. My voice tngh rock skarang. Hoarse and trans-y.

5. I got 4 teeth extracted in a day.

6. I went to Night Safari TWICE in a week.

7. Today is a happy day! =D

8.I'm gg to Night Safari again tonight with ZARina.. =P

Will post up pics of the holes in my mouth (see if got demand first) and pics of night safari on all 3 occasions! =D

Say hello to COOKIE!

lovelove

=D

funny stuff

Okayy, I had nothing to do at home. So I was youtubing. The link below is a vid of this 3 yr old girl. Go watch or I'm gonna kick your ass!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ngzyyRVYfkg

cousins!

L to R: bro, irfan, aida, me, sister, kar toink toink

Okie, so it's the first time ever that I've planned such gathering with my little cousins. =D Some time ago, say 10 years, I was the little kid who went out with the older cousins (now adults). (My sister, me and Kartini are considered 'young adult' cousins.) But now they are either married, busy with work or overseas. So now that the teenager cousins are already teenagers and don't whine when they go out and can behave, I realise that they are super fun to go out with!

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I think I remember when I was about 6-10 years old and was whiny and crappy and always misbehaving, even my sister didn't want to bring me out!! =\ You know, that phase...

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So these kids, are all a little more grown up and are less worrying to bring out. No need to hold hands when crossing roads. No need to keep looking out for them when walking at shopping malls in case anyone kidnaps them. No need to tell them to sit down and finish their food. You know.. those kinda things your parents used to tell you when you go out.

Wheee! I'm so happy that I am closer to them now.. And even more glad that I am close to Zar's cousins and mine too!

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I cannot wait for hari raya! So many reasons why I am looking forward to it! Although my baju that I sent to the nyonya shop downstairs not really nice... =\

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Azhar says that he wants to be sent overseas for training. And if he's chosen, Taiwan btw, he'll be away for 9 months with only 14 days of break. Like out of Singapore! Like for 9 months! Like for very very long! Like shitttttttttttttttttt.... NOOOOO!

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At Macs, after TongSeng and Venezia.. Hahaha, we sat at 3 makan places in just 2 hours. That's me and my closest cousin! =D When we were younger.. i loveandhate her. We fought abt stupid things and became friends again soon after. Now, she's a maknenek. Haha!

.

I just typed out a whole entry about how I feel about smth. But I got disconnected and everything was gone. I guess it was not meant to be. But now I felt a little relieved that it happened because I wrote a nasty entry that might hurt some people's feelings. So ya, forget it.

I haven't talked to Zar for days. I'm home when he's working and I'm out when he's home. When both are at home, either one is asleep. =\ We'll make it up to each other soon ok? <3

We girls met up again last night for dinner! There were these people + LP whose not in the pic cause she left earlier. We did take-out from Secret Recipe and plopped down at the darkdark place outside MarinaSq.
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WARNING: DO NOT TAKE AWAY LASAGNE FROM THERE! It was a pathetic 3-quarters inch thickthin and it sucked balls.
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Then, we took loserish photos after that. Like: Handstands, fake jumping pics and NCC dao-face. Hahah, abit LOL again after typing that. Anyways, we sat at Gloria Jeans after that for coffee and wanted to play PolarBear (hahah, Merdin!) but we realised after choosing the characters, there'll only be 2 people to kill. So we played Murderer instead, which was also abit unsuccessful because we kept forgetting the game was still on. Haha, funny!

Okaye, till the next entry, take care ya'll!

pisang.

Found this printed on a cereal box: "We should all aspire to live like bananas." HAHHAHAHAHAHAH!! I like!!!

Dot is scared of the noise outside. So he's been sitting beside me since just now. And I would occasionally disturb him by carrying him like a baby or squeeze him or touch his nose. I know he doesn't like it. But I think he knows I love him. =D

I think Zar misses me. Haha! Cause he msged me and asked me out for dinner later. That is usually rare because tmrw's a workday. Of course he denied when I disturbed him abt it. Haha, so kental we all... =P

I cannot wait for hari raya sia! I think CGH gave me less money this month. I better go check properly. Dangsss!

And I feel like doing something to the HAIR again! Hahahha.. What eh?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! =D

noise

IT HAS STARTED! Barely 15 minutes into this month-long process and I'm going crazy with the the noise already. The only 'peaceful' time is when they only hammer the cabinets. At other times, it was the drilling of the floor. Sucks much. Dot so kesian because he was so scared of the people and the noise. So now, he's hiding under my mum's bed... =\ I would too.. if I could fit there...

When the uncle asked me which course I was from and I said Nursing, he told me he never want to see me at the hospital. A different way of looking into things, I say.

Today's plan:

1. Install the new BROTHER printer/scanner. What kind of a brand is Brother sia? Anyways, Shappa, you can come and use if u want! One piece fifty cents. =P

2. Take pictures of the old house.

Shit I can't think. It's the noise!!

Er..
3. Play SIMS on Zar's psp when he comes to accompany me later. But he don't wanna come hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! =\

Mustafa sells things really really cheap! Go there first to survey if u need anything. Like really anything.. Haha!

Weekend

me and zar at his POP at AmoyQueeCamp. =D


On the carpeted floor opp the snacks counter at the cinema. We were so sian that we just wanted to plop around somewhere to talktalk with Fad&Fard.


Buddies. Okay, not really. My buddy and her bf! We purposely bump into them at BugisJunction while they were window shopping. Then we walked to Kandahar St to buy kueh-mueh.


My hungry ghost and his longan and crab shells. We went to break fast at KgChaiChee to celebrate his end of BMT and my end of attachment (ok, lame) and a belated happy occasion! =D

Ohhhh, and the bike's clutch snapped when we were leaving Bugis. So, Zar called BIKEBULANCE (haha, yess. there's such a thing as that.) so they can transport it to the workshop. $25. Then, we had to cab to KgChaiChee cause it was already 6.45pm. $8. Bleargh..

Tmr, someone's gonna buy PSP!

HAPPY RAMADHAN EVERYBODY! =D

-zar & sham

shucks.

I didn't make it guys. Because why? All the things that shouldn't happen, HAPPENED! OH YEAH. My bike's engine stalled at the slope part, right next to where the tester was standing. My bike slipped off the plank. I was signalled to pull over, while riding on the road (out of circuit), because my headlight was off. So there, as if one immediate failure wasn't enough, I got effing THREE, yo! And oh, 54 demerit pts.

What went wrong, really? I think it's more like my lack of confidence and tendency to panic at every situation. TSK TSK TSK. But hey, I was really upset and disappointed for screwing up.. oh well.. "Even the biggest failure or mistake beats the hell out of never trying.." -Meredith Grey

So ya.. I booked another date for tp test. After raya, that is. So like in 1.5mths time. Both my (UOB&POSB) ATM cards screwed up when I wanted to top-up my account. So, I (thick-skinned-ly) approach this, ehem, new fren, and ask if I could give him cash and he use his ATM to help me top-up. Hhahahaha! Anyone has done this kind of things before?? So yeah.. I spent like 70bucks for another test.. and I have to renew my PDL. Basket.



Take care, ya'll.. Back to work tmrw for me..

day8

Today was abit boring. Many patients were discharged and there was nothing much to do.

You know, sometimes you feel that it's okay if patients irritate you when they make noise or stuff like that because you know that they are unwell. But when your fellow workmate starts to make fun of you with regard to the way you work, then it's super irritating and that's NOT okay. After which, that person will spread that event to other colleagues and play the 'broken telephone' with him/herself. Its super irritating because at the end of the day, the things that come out of his/her mouth are totally false. I don't effing care if you find pleasure in making fun of people. But please know that if you keep doing that the whole world will hate you. Oh heck, I don't even know you. Luckily I'm only on a 3-week attachment. PHEW!

So, tmrw is THE day! I'm taking my traffic police riding test and I pray hard that I won't get a laoya bike that stalls all the time or with screeching brakes or asshole gear levers or .. ok, you get my drift.

I'm gonna sleeeeeeeep now and wish for the best tmrw. =D

day 5 & 6

It's been 6 days already and in another 9, I'm gg away from that ward. Today was ok! Time passed by so quickly today I didn't realise it was only a few hours away from end of shift. I watched the Yr3 do suctioning on a patient. Like insert a tube into the mouth to suck phlegm because the patient cannot cough it out. So the uncle didnt cooperate and they had to force it down his throat. During which he bit the tube, then they had to do it via his nostrils and he was struggling. So poor thing.

Then I remembered something a staff nurse said in the pantry. She didn't want tubes to be inserted into her or anything. Now that I've seen all these, I think I'll sign the 'Do Not Resuscitate'(DNR) form and ban the use of any kind of tubes on me. It's really an ugly sight. =\

Zar is confined for 2 weeks because they are rushingrushing for field camp, route march and POP! So I'm not gg to see him this weekend for shopppppppppppppppppping. Booohooo... =\ So I gotta rushrush with my attachment. Then, we'll both finish work the same time and can hang out for the whole of 1 week after that! =D But it's the fasting month already and can hardly do anything 'cept for watching movies and reading books and walk around and no lunch.

Tmr's aftnn shift again and so is Wed. I prefer morning shift, really. Although must wake up super early. There are more things to do and by 3 can go off already!

Aight, am sleepy now.. take care ya'll..

day4

HELLLOOOOO! WASSSUP WASSSUP?

no, i'm not feeling high. in fact am feeling damn tired right now. so tired i cannot be bothered with caps-uncaps my entry. so anyway, my first afternn shift. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! freakinggg tiring i tell you! dangs! so much walking up and down the corridor today for various purposes. take urinal (the container male patients pee into when they cannot go toilet), put the urinal back, take the changing trolley, search for patients in the toilet and this and that.

and guess what? i managed to perform TWO(2) NGtube feeding today! GREAT SUCCESS! ok, why am i so obsessed with that? its because not many people get to do it. especially if their wards are not the geron ward. besides, i've practiced so much in school for assessments i better be able to do it on a real patient la! i managed diaper-changing on my own! yeayyyy! OH! and i watched the doctors put a tap on a patient's stomach. they call it abdominal tap. it's really a tap-like thing to drain fluid from the patient's abdomen. and like the student nurses were standing there watching with the student doctors.

so ya, there was this uncle who sang the ABC song LOUDLY. and i heard he sang the national anthem last night. haha, cuteness. =]

it's been great so far. just that i have to present 2 case studies to my teacher tmrw. and i havent really go thru the cases because i was so busy.

oh, of course, the feetxz still hurtsx...!

i'm outta here.

day3

Was too tired to get on the comp last night to update. Went out with BF yest after work to have lunch at Mukmin! Sedapppp kan??? =D Den we rode to ECP to fool around, see aeroplanes, people sailing, etc. FUN!

Anyways, I performed my FIRST Naso-gastric (nose-to-stomach) tube feeding on a real patient yesterday. Greatest achievement so far! =D Lots and lots of parameters (temperature, blood pressure, respiration, pulse) taking and charting. But I gabra alot and I got scolded yesterday about an oxygen tank thingy. But it's not my fault. She wasn't clear on the instructions and I was doing her a favour. IDIOT! But it's ok.. Like Mdm Chye says "It's ok to be stupid, don't everytime so clever.." I think she meant it's better to know what you don't know than to not know what you don't know. =D

So far, the job has been very interesting and I get to learn lots of stuff from the enrolled nurses (EN) and the ITE students. But my heels hurt like mad after each day. I guess it takes some getting used to.

day2

Aight, so today was the second day. I've survived and have actually achieved more things than yesterday. Bathing patient in the toilet, changing clothes, bedsheet, diapers, feeding and observing other stuff.

I feel happy when the old guys (its a male geron ward) call me Missy (No, I'm not being pervertic). And I go up to them and they tell me that they're cold. So I pull the blanket over their shoulders and turn off the fan. It makes me happy when I walk around, ask them if they're ok and they say "Missy, I'm very comfortable. Very good!" And although sometimes it feels weird when we don't understand what the other was saying, I try to make them understand by sign language or attempt to throw in some mandarin/hokkien words like "Uncle got pangsai or not? Pangsai???".

Sometimes when I see disgusting stuff, or smell, I ask myself "Do I really wanna do this in the long run? Like seriously?" Oh well, am still thinking. But I think I know the answer..

peektures.

I want to turn the whole thing upside down
I'll find the things they say just can't be found
I'll share this love I find with everyone
We'll sing and dance to Mother Nature's songs
I don't want this feeling to go away



my attempt at macro shots
yet again.
my hungry ghost



Today was the first day at the hospital. It was, well, interesting. A little on the boring side though. Maybe cause we haven't started doing anything. YET. But I've observed some embarrassing procedures like diaper- and pants- changing. Tmrw's morning shift, I expect some hectic time.

studyy!

Pisang and friends at Spinelli HBF on a fine Thursday evening. Attempting to study psychology. Aren't we glad its all over kids?

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I GOT A NEW PC!
Check it out!


=D

YESSSSSS! A tablet pc! AGAINNNN! but dont have that art thing that i had in the previous tablet. and the stylus not very good. (very hard to snip and write stuff)

lovely.

"Hate That I Love You"
(Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo)

[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
As much I love you (as much as I need you)
As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

1am nonsense.

Pink and yellow nails. Don't mind the brother. I use him to practice my skills. Besides, I think he enjoys it. Opps. =X

Miang picture. Don't mind me. It's 1am, you see. And I'm abit high on coffee.

This is DOT! Yes, suckers, he's still alive! Hmph!

If you know, you know. If you don't know, you don't know. I cannot waitttttttttttttt!!!!!!!! It's gonna be so much funnnnn!!

sticky and slimy

Morning. Beach. Hotcakes. Maple syrup. Sundress. Slippers. Breeeeeze. A bestfriend. And lots of love. =D

Meet my new friend.



Above: Bubblegum by Modern Amusement

Nice? NICE! Ok, thank you. I love it! The owl badge is bought separately. I'm going crazy over shoes at this moment. KEDS, Lacoste, I'm gonna get you soon! =D

i'm gonna watch the NDP on tv tonight. Alone.

supper!

Happy day today! Went to school in the morning to swim with the girls. And we got lazy before we even stepped into the pool. So, we ended up floating around in the deep pool and having girly talks and other nonsense. Ate prata at the canteen and me and Di sat on the swings at the playground while waiting to Syaz to berry. And it's really easy to get injured la I tell you! You see, my toes was 'dragged' against the rubberflooring while I was on the swing gg almost 180deg (exaggerate). So got abrasion and open wound on one of the toes. =X

Then, we found ouselves looking at awfulplasticsurgeries (of celebs) and Di wanted to see AmandaLepore's pics.. Hahah, opps.. After which, we went to Syaz's mom's exhibition and i had free lulur (homemade scrub) and a pretty shopping bag.

National Day cum Nurses' Day Celebration at school was ...... The 'One minute of fame' was cannot-make-it. The judges lied and commented that some sounded melodious. He's either lying or deaf. I was thankful that they can only do whatever they were doing for ONE minute (Some contestants were really -_-"). Not that I could have done a better job (than them) though. Oh well. The only part I love about the celebration was that they provided free-flow of tea and you can add as much milk as you wish. Di's black coffee turned light brown, so go figure. =D The cake sucked cause it was creamcake. So were the other finger-food. Oh come on, sesameballs and angkukueh??!?!?!? So we cabot with the stuff and sat at Macs. Shared 2 packs of fries and coke. And then we craved for Sundaes... Hahaha!

Oh, I suddenly remember..
-I asked my love, to take a walk. To take a walk, to Mcdonalds. We had ice-cream and ate french fries. We shared a drink, of lemon lime.-

Zar booked out this evening and we went for supper! =D Tmrw's happy day cause it's National Day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! You're so old.. act your age..

few weeks back..

Hahaha! These pics were taken long time ago.. When I was really really sick den my mum sent to CGH.. I wasn't admitted (phew). Just stayed at the observation ward for a few hours... ENJOY!


At home.. 40degC.. Weak nak mampos..

While waiting for the doc to see me..

The cannula! =P Fucking painful when he inserted that damned thing!

Dopey.. And bloated with saline...



Haiya... I'm so sad the armyboy not coming back this weekend.. PISANG KAN? =\

But can't wait for Mondayyyy!!

last assignment.

Hohoho! I'm in the anatomy and physiology resource room right now. Waiting for Shazzy while she's having her grp meeting. Right before this period, I had my last project presentation for the semester! =D Btw, I cannot stand rude audience! Those who make snide remarks while you're up there presenting or even those who talk amongst themselves. IRRITATING. Anyways, I'm only left with the final theory exam papers in about 2 weeks time. Then, another 2 weeks, I'm off to CGH for attachment!

Talking about CGH, Winnie called me up yest and informed me that the deed is ready to be signed! Which meansssssss, I'm gonna get $$$$$$$$$$$! Hehe.

Anyway, I've been hanging out with the girls alot.. =] We're gg to swim laterrrr!

Miss the boyfriend... =\

-

I HATE BAD ENDINGS!

geee!

My soldier just msg-ed! Said he just came back from jungle training and that his face got camo (cream). HAHAHAAAHA! That thing that will make everyone look the same.

Anyway, I'm happppy!

Oh, forgot to mention. I got rejected again (by HSA) cause of iron defiencydeficiency. The doctor gave me iron pills. I think i should start treating the pills seriously..

swim swim swim

Someone's in the jungles. I think that's why he nv find me.... =\

I think I really love swimming! It's becoming a new addiction. Lapped with Fad just now at the school's pool! I reached there at abt 2 and there was only another woman, who turned out to be Lydia laoshi. So when she left at 2.30, I had the whole place to myself. The whole olympic size pool, the medium pool and the baby pool. Then I started to imagine funnyscary stuff. Like seeing stuff at the corner of my eyes when I go underwater. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! It drizzled all the way from 2 to 4. So both of us had some symptoms of hypothermia.

Then, I rushed through my pratas and zoomed off for the 'meeting'. BASKET! It was a TEST! Like audition kinda thing to see who will go through the next round. You see, I'm fighting trying to be one of the 2 people to compete in the WorldSkillsComp and represent NYP and Singapore. But scary seyyy..

Okay la..

I miss my soldier..

grrr.

HOTMAIL is being a bitch. Can sign in but cannot open my inbox! 2 days already lor. Basket. I've got so many important mails to read!!!!! Arrrggghh!

This weekend's gonna be super boring. =\

I'm going to swim in school tmrw afternoon. The school's pool is super clean and its 2.2m deep at one end! =D I think we shud swim there more since we paid for it. Can you imagine how much the school earns from taking $$ from each of us for its facilities' maintainance??? Tsk, tsk, tsk. I don't pay for nothing! -KIASU-

Anyway, went shopping with the girls just now. We were at Bugis the whole afternoon! Syaz shopped like there was no tomorrow (if you're reading this, rmbr: STOP BUYING JUNKS!). Di bought sexy black jeans, girly top and kinky suspenders. And I got myself a skirt and a cardigan. =D

let's get married.

Yesterday, me and bestfriend went to Esp. to watch some parts of the NDP parade. THEN, the cam just had to go into a coma. BLOODY HELL. So we couldn't snap the part when the BEEEEEEEG Spore flag flew right in front of us! Love the sharp-turning Navy speedboats (not sure that's wad they call it) and the performing aircrafts though! Then, when it got boring we left to get batteries and managed to come out again to catch the fireworks. I think we are sick of it already. Hahaha, OPPSSS!

Then today, we went to my senior's wedding. Being at the wedding and seeing her looking so pretty just makes me feel like getting married! Hahaha, ok BF, don't panic! =D So we (Fad, her sis, Shappa and our partners) went to Sgt Siti's wedding! She was sooooo gorgeoussss! She's got the i-don't-need-make-up-to-make-me-look-beautiful face, unlike most of us. Zar and I came abit later and the others ate already. SHAPPAAA! If you see this....I regret we didn't take the bread pudding, dammmmittt! Fad's fault, for saying "macam aper je dah salam pastu makan lagi.." (Like what like that, you leaving already den still wanna eat)

Blahblahblah. Tmrw's my clinical assessment. I'm scared I'll screw up.. =\

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HELLLLLO! Nice or not the pic? Haha, that was at padang yesterday after we had dinner with Azhar's cousins! Had lotsss of fun clicking away! BECAUSE SOMEONE GOT LOTS OF MONEY SO CAN BUY DIGICAM! I'm jealous pleaseeeee!

The semestral exams are approaching and I'm a little scared. I kind of love BioScience. =D

from emilia's lj!

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question. And there you have it...

01 How does the world see me? Sugar, We're going down -Fall Out Boy

02 Will I have a happy life? Hanging By A Moment -Lifehouse

03 What do my friends really think of me? She Knows It -The Heardsman

04 Do people secretly lust after me? Upside Down -Jack Johnson [abit vulgar, son't ya think???]

05 How can you be happy? Turn your lights down low -Bob Marley and Lauryn Hill [turn off the lights and make me happy. erm.]

06 What should I do with my life? I'll Grow Old With You -Adam Sandler [O-kayyy]

07 Why must life be so full of pain? Now and Forever -Richard Marx [Oh dear...]

08 Will I ever have children? That Day -Natalie Imbruglia [Maybe the qn shud have been 'when did i have children?]

09 Will I die happy? Hands -Jewel

10 What is some good advice for me? No Woman, No Cry -Bob Marley

11 What is happiness? Where is you boy tonight? -Fall Out Boy

12 What's my favourite fetish? More than Words -Frankie J [and more than words is....]

13 How will I be remembered? You and I Both -Jason Mraz

14 What is your love life like? Don't love you no more -Craig David [NOT TRUE]

15 What's your life motto? Give it to me -Nelly furtado, JT and Timbaland [HAHAHAHAHAHAH, GIVE IT TO MEEE!]

16 What do your parents think of you? I don't wanna miss a thing -Aerosmith [YA RIGHTTTT]

17 What's your favourite hobby? Oh -Ciara, Ludacris [question mark]

18 What does your best friend really think of you? The (After)Life of the Party -Fall Out Boy

19 What's the worst thing about you? Fly me to the Moon -Frank Sinatra

20 Describe your mind. Promiscuous Girl -Nelly Furtado [merepek siak]

21 How will you die? Heard 'em Say -Kanye West, Adam Levine

22 How does your crush feel about you? Hold my hand, hold my heart -The Chantrellines [Awww, 'cept that i dont have a crush, yet. hahahahah.]

23 What is your wedding going to be like? The way you look tonight -Michael Buble [You, reading this, better be looking gorgeous]

24 What about your honeymoon? If its Loving that you want -Rihanna [Erms. DONT IMAGINE ANYTHING!]

25 Describe the last day of your life. Snow (Hey oh) -Red Hot Chilli Peppers [I'll die in Switz or Canada]

26 Why does life suck? Can't keep my eyes off you -Frank Sinatra [heh?]

27 Why does life rule? Soldier -Destiny's Child [YAYYYYY! =D]

28 What will you be famous for? Voyage around the Moon -The Saturn 5 [wahhhhhhhhh]

29 What's the craziest thing you'll ever do? I don't wanna be -Gavin DeGraw [Nv ans qn one...]

30 Will you achieve your goals? My world is over -Diane Dane [Eh, dont lei... attachment haven even start sia..]

31. What will your future job be like? So little time -Arkana [TRUEE!]

32 Your party life? Unbelievable -Craig David [good or bad??]

33 Overall, will you be happy? Standing still -jewel [oooookay...]

34. Or will you just deal with it? Here with me -dido

Hahahahahahhaha, think i just wasted 5 minutes of my life...

-

I don't know who's family and who's not anymore. This is a fucked up world.

Anyways, I've got 2 surieties for my CGH Sponsorship Award! =D

And Azhar's booking out this SATURDAYYYYYYY!!! YEAYYYYYY! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hot stuff

[i have removed the video because .....]

I think she's hot! KELLY ROWLAND! Love her since "Dilemma"! I especially love the part where she does the 'shimmeyshimmey' thing! =P And love the Indian drumbeats thing.. =D WATCH!

ps: it's nice tho i dont understand the chorus! =\

the world is too small!

Zar called this morning and he woke me up again! At abt 10+. Hahahahahha! Funny right? I think it's damn funny! I think we talk on the phone while he's in camp more than when he's not. Hahah, the irony! But when he's not in camp, he's with me ma? =D

So I dozed off for awhile after the phonecall and Wani msged to ask if I was gg Greg's place and if we shud meet and go together! =D So there, we met at 1 and and took 25 to his place. There were Pris!, Gillian, Fang, At, Lana too! We watched Music&Lyrics, 300 and Shrek2! =D My fav is 300! [SPARTAAAANNNSSSSS!] Then, we had tonnes of pizza. THANK YOU GREG SO MUCH!

Then, I went off to Yishun, took 854 and passed by AMQ camp. I had a funny feeling in the tummy. =\ Fastforward: Went back to bedok with mum and bro. Took 854 again. This time, I was on the phone with the soldier. We were not (physically) more than 1km away I believe! Then, I had that feeling again. And I missed him even more... =(

NEWSFLASH: I have a distant cousin as a classmate. Or a classmate as a distant cousin. Whichever way, that idiot knew abt it ages ago and he didn't tell me because "sometimes it's better to let others know somethings themselves". WTF?!?! Anyway, it's freaky because:
1) I've told him secrets about some issues,
2) I know stuff about him that I don't think his family knows,
3) I know his family and i've heard stories,
4) I've been to his house before,
5) I've NEVER seen him at family events and have never imagined this is even possible and
6) this list may go on and on once I find out more things and freak out more!

Not that it's a bad thing though! But it sure is freaky. I mean, you know! Sorry, I just don't know how to put it in words!

screw you!

You woman totally suck! I admit it was a mistake on my part for not double checking the dates and such. But it was only appropriate that I have at least called you up to sort things out! If I was really right about the dates, then I'm fucking sure I would been deemed irresponsible. And you don't have to be judgmental and think that I was bluffing you! Screw you! Just because you are some big shot, it doesn't give you the right to accuse me of such things.

And I screwed up the sponsorship award. I swear I saw the due date is 25th June. To my horror, when I had the sudden urge to re-read the letter again, it is actually 21st June, which was well, yesterday. And of course, I haven got my surieties' documents ready. So I panicked like hell. But managed to contact the HR person and tell her that I'l hand it up next week. I have the feeling that maybe she's glad she has less work for the weekend. She said, "Oh, its alright, don't worry, next week is fine.." Maybe, maybe not.

Btw, I desperately need a printer! The shop downstairs prints at 20cents/pc! That like fucking daylight robbery! So, I've got my essay done in about 4 hours straight. And I thinkhope it's a good piece of work. I don't know if it's good or bad if after every paragraph I almost typed a "=D". It only implies 2 things. One, I feel that the reader will be satisfied after every paragraph. Or two, I chat on MSN too much.. -_-"

So now, I gotta get my ass down to allow people to rob my money. Or maybe I can go to my aunt's place and try to be nice to my male cousin whom I've not talked to since I was 5 and see if I can borrow his printer.. =P Jahat eh me?

Then, I can come back and study chinese for abit.. then go off to CDC and hope to pass Prac7! =D

so hotttt!

Hello hello.

I've prepared some stuff to write for the written assignment (in point form). Like finally! Hehe, thanx Azri for reminding me to plan the essay first! =D How can I forget?? They've (IJC) been telling us to do likewise in school, haven't they??? So tonight, my plan is to type out the first draft! ICANDOIT!ICANDOIT!ICANDOIT!

Found out another thing from Zar. HE CAN ACTUALLY SEE NYP FROM HIS BUNK!! So once I know which school is painted "grey and yellow", I'll find the exact location, then maybe we can see each other, in that (very long) distance. He was supposed to go swimming today at Nee Soon Camp but it rained and the plan was cancelled. Hahah! So kesiannnn!

Okay, bye!

for 20/06/07

Hello hello.

Last week of term break. It doesn't feel like 2 weeks. =\ The holidays are always too short, don't ya think?

Back to school next week, I've got clinical theory test and i gotta present the whole Foundation of Nursing project (20 mins long) by myself. And not forgetting that Monday is the date due for the written assignment, which I have not started yet. Ftards! And of course, the upcoming weeks are full of project presentations and tests.

It's been 6 days since I've seen Azhar. =\ He says that time passes by very quickly in camp. I feel that the 6 days felt longer. Sigh! It's so weird that we're so near yet so far. =| But looking forward to next Sat when he books out! You know, sometimes when you ask your bf if he misses you and then he says "Ya, miss you too" in that casual manner. But last night, Zar said he misses me and that was the first time ever that I hear him say it like he meant it a 100%. And it's not the kind that I have to tell him that I miss him first. Don't be mistaken, I don't mean that the other times he said it, he doesn't mean it. It just sounded totally honest. And of course, I miss him too. =]

Anyway, an uncle just passed away on Monday and there were lots of complications in between the process of settling the funeral and such. Poor thing.. =\

Sorry Emilia and GY for Monday. =| Will make it up to you both on another occasion.

I'm feeling tired. Goodnight.

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"Training to be soldiers,
fight for our land,
once in our life,
for 2 years of our time.
Have you ever wondered?
Why this must be?"

BULLSHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! Like seriously? How many our our boys actually believe so?

Sigh sigh sigh. We've just ended our phone call for tonight and I've got things to say that he'll (BF) prolly won't get to read till 2 weeks later. Because tmrw is THE day. Oh gawd.

We went out earlier today. Like a normal day. Banana Chocolate Cake and Mashed Potatoes and Iced Lemon Tea. After which, we watched Fantastic4, with sweetpopcorn and Coke. And then, back to his place for dinner. And I watched him pack his stuff, toiletries, slippers and this and that. And he puts them nicely in a bagpack and zipped it up and put it upright in a corner. And every second I'm reminded that he'll be gg off to camp. And i couldn't say anything. It seemed like there wasn't anything to say at all.

And then it was time to go home. As usual, he sends me back. But it felt different just now. Somehow. And I was being too much of a weakling, I teared (quietly) all the way from hg to bedok. Don't get me wrong. It's not that I'm not proud of him going to be the nation's bravest. In fact, I'm most glad cause I know serving NS turns our boys into men (whatever that means, but it does implies a positive connotation). I just hate going-aways. =\

So tmrw, I'll be sending the soldier off. Hope noone would have to offer me buckets to collect tears. Who wants to bet if I will tear or not?

He's already asleep right now. Very eager to go! Hahah, good for youuuu! =D Promise I'll fetch you when you first book out!

We won't be able to talk very much on the phone. Much less see each other. But one thing for sure, I know we're close together. (NYP is VERY near AMQ camp!) And of course, you're always in my mind and heart. <3

Lots of love to you people. Rmbr to catch Fantastic4 and Shrek3! =D

"Cause we love our land,
and we want it to be free,
to be free."

=D

hair.

like shakira or not? hahahah, thick skin sia... =X

BACK

hello world! wheeeeheeee!! sorry ive been gone for so long.. haha, dunno why. it's like you're in a phase where you dont want people to know what you've been up to. and kinda like cutting yourself away from the rest of the world. erm? haha, aka LAZY to update.

Short updates:

1. Bf will be taken away to ulu world for training to become world's finest soldier.
2. I was majorly ill 3 weeks ago!
3. I'm still at Practical7. Uh oh, gotta go down to CDC to top up $$ and book practical for next week.
4. I did smth crazy to my hair. And I'm not ready to face the world yet. Hope it tones down just nicely so I will look near normal (or natural) when school reopens!
5. Watched OCEAN'S 13 and SHREK 3! Go watch people. Ratings: 10 big buckets of sweet popcorn for both! =D
6. I'm in NYP pursuing Diploma in Nursing, if you don't already know.
7. I collected toilet paper (aka alevels cert) yesterday. I like the way they file up everything for you. Thanks a million to MR CHOW for the pleasant testimonial! =D If only the results were nicer... =\ (No, I'm not regretting the fact that i didnt study SUPER hard.)
8. I LOVE MY NEW FRIENDS IN SCHOOL. =] girl power, you!!
9. DELTA, anyone still alive and kicking???
10. My hair is not in a state of homeostasis right now. Gotta find equilibrium... Headbands, beanies, caps, WHATEVER!

i've lost proper blogging skills.. it feels weird to be typing all this in super random manner. Hope to be back to update y'all!

Aighttttt, so longgg!

confessions.

(stolen from gy's lj)

I LOVE DELTA'04!

I LOVE THIS PERSON! (and you want to guess who?)

Zar's passed his tp already! Not fairrrrrrrrrrr!! I still have a long way to go! But CONGRATSSSS! =D Got licence already don't action ah! Always rmb.. "Humble pie! Humble pie!"

busy bee

Hello hello! Sorry I've been very busy! =\ Plus no comp to use. Bleargh...

Lots of love to lovely people who came down to celebrate my birthday! Thank you so much to people who msged me bday songs! Thank you for the presents and for your presence! =D Much love for the girlfriends and the boyfriend! <333333

I'm so bloody busy working. It's getting tiring, a bit boring. But I enjoy it anyway! Pretty nice work friends.. =]

Love to all!

wheeee!

Hello world! Eh, sorry, so long nv update! Ha-ha! Anyway, I just came back from KL! Like last night.. Hahah, yes, KL again. Didn't do much shopping. Bought useless stuff that could have been bought over here in Singapore. For example, I bought pyjamas, blusher brush, scrunchie, hairband, make-up and some medical kit.

I've found a job! Starts today. SPINELLI baby! Come find me at harbourfront ok people! I think Tower 1, not too sure...! Heheh..

Okay, if you don't already know, my birthday is coming! HEEEEEEH! =D

My wound's drying up and there's pus already, which is good news! Just so that the wound has a layer of something and not just bare! And the burnt skin is peeling, which is good too, because they were crispy and black.

It's lunch time now. And then I've got to rush off to harbourfront! Take care y'all! =D

Little hey! Little ho!

Hello world! It's been a long time yeah? Well, I'm back!

I've completed my prac3 just now and I'll be off to prac4 sometime next week? Haven't booked yet. Figure 8 was a lil tough for me. Poor eyeline really affects the way your bike goes in the course. BUUUUUUT!! I did it! In 10.6 secs! Yeah baby! (You can't go above 11 secs to pass.)

Anyway, it was finally my turn to be tested. There was the instructor, let's call him J, standing at the side with a stopwatch in his hand. And, ZOOM!, off I went. Did it perfectly until the end of the course where I was supposed to make a 90deg turn and brake. It was when I was just about to do that turn when J was telling me the timing, at the same time. Naturally, I applied the rear brake lever (beneath the right foot, remember?) a lil too hard and the bike skidded. One of the most important rules in riding is not to apply brakes while cornering.. and I did just that. Therefore, the bike fell on the left. And remember my right foot? Oh yeah, it was now on top of the bike. My jeans kind of rode up and there was that BARE SKIN which had to be in contact with the engine! And then I got off the fallen bike and pulled back the jeans to discover a white patch (the size of the 'O' you form with your index finger and thumb), just above my right ankle.

Like WTF? White skin?? And I just discovered that's THIRD DEGREE BURN!

Btw, fyi, 1st deg: pink to red (sunburn), 2nd deg: entirely red 3rd deg: WHITE, brown, yellow, black and lastly, 4th deg: blackened skin

Anyway, J helped to park my bike and I followed him to the tap to rinse my wound. Then, I went to the sitting area while he got to the office to get the first aid kit. The whole experience while sitting there was so _____________. It went something like this..

J takes some facial cotton swabs to dry the wound.

J: Okay, so how?
S: Erm? I don't know. Cover it?
J: You sure you want to cover?
S: I think so... I'm sure you have some basic first aid skills????(insert Heh expression)
J: Ya lah, I have.. Okay, cover to protect it from dust. So you won't get infection.

J takes out a cotton bud and used it to scrape some ZAMBUK. And there I was, cringing in pain, telling myself that that thing is very heaty. Bloody hell... Then, he took out a bigger gauze to cover the wound.

J: You want the smooth side or the rough side? The rough side will stick to the wound when it's dried but the smooth one won't.
S: Er.. okaaaay.. the smooth one.

He takes out the tape and asks again.

J: You want the brown one or the white one? If you use the brown one and then you want to take it off, your leg hair will be plucked off.
S: The white one.. -__________-"

By this time, I was thinking, "Waddeheck?" Why he ask this kind of questions? And as I was telling Fad, was he waiting for me to make the wrong choice? Crazy bugger...

Anyway, I continued to ride after that.. And I passedddddddddddddddd!!!

Now, I'm fine... the wound is covered and I'm limping abit.

I've got work later.. so yeah, ciao! Take care of yourselves, you guys!

so far away..

Oh man... I feel so miserable... =\

Zar's 4+ hours away. He's all the way in KL now. If they did manage to go there this morning from Malacca, then I think they should be in KL by now. Oh... I miss that person. Now I know how it feels like. I know how he felt when I was away in KL. Hahah.. "Felt like I was single. Not nice." -He said. =D But you'll be back tmrw right!?!?!? With lots of things for me! =X

I came over this morning to check on Cookie! I tell you, I think she was damn hungry. She ate 2 cans of the wet food. Monster la that one. Sorry, I cannot clear her 'toilet'. I'm already dressed so nicely for my Shaqiff's Cukur Rambut (Shave Hair Ceremony) later. Don't wanna go there smelling of shit. Hahah!

OH! Just remembered! Today's the 1st of January! -Throws confetti- Hmmm, new year resolutions? No need la. Just like yesteryears, I'll forget about what resolutions I have for that year. Okay la, for this year, my aim is to pass TP test by March-April! And get my bike by June-July? Too ambitious or not? Can right! =]]]]]

I wonder if anyone even went to the countdown party at Vivo. Because got Taufik and Hady! =\ Of course, I wouldn't have gone even if it wasn't Hari Raya Haji yesterday. Why? Don't know lei. I prefer small private affairs to crowded parties like those. Well, even though they tried to lure me with the fireworks display. It's always the same old thing that they show la..

So, what's your new year resolutions? =D