.

Feel so lethargic. I run at least 1.6km everyday. Yet I'm not losing much weight or any weight for that matter. Can. somebody. please. chop. off. my thighs. and butt. thank you. haha.

Anyway, I feel like eating soto ayam soon. Hmmm.. Calling all easties to meet up wit me soon~ Fad, Emi, Mer, Shappa and Huda? Anybody else wanna come also can. Just a simple cheapo lunch. This Friday can? I end at 1240 but I have to go back to school by 1700 for Econs lect.

I want to sleep and not wake up.

=\

you dun noe how much you mean to me
whenever you're down
you noe dat you can lean on me
no matter the situation
boy im gon' hold you down..



[j.lo feat fat joe
hold you down]

heh.

My life is so -heh- these few days. Sighs. I certainly do not know what's going on anymore with everything.

Sometimes I wish I could be at many places at the same time. That way, life would be much better. I think.

I need a break. A long, long one.

Promos coming soon.

you're like a dream come true.

One, you're like a dream come true
Two, just wanna be with you


Say farewell to the dark night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child
whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
just in the nick of time..

loooney. lonely.

I'm in school right now. Next to Jo, who is playing neopets. And two seats away from Wani, who is surfing the net. Listening to songs from WMP.

I should have skipped school today. YQ asked me to this morning but I refused because I-dunno-why.

Today's timetable:

0810-0910 Free period [Mdm Mas is not here]*
0910-0940 Break*
0940-1110 Free period [I do not have MT and I heard the Malay teacher is not here today]*
1100-1210 GP
1210-1300 Lunch*
1300-1630 Oral Presentation Workshop
1640- ? Econs MCQ Test [which I have not studied for]

*Waste of time

And tomorrow, too, is a very short day for me. Because I finish at 1240. And free period from 0810-0910 because of MT. =]

What a great day to end the week. I shall have a wonderful weekend.

I feel like eating sushis.

frente!

Every time i think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem i find
Living a life that i can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say

I feel fine and i feel good
I feel like i never should
Whenever i get this way, i just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if i hurt someone else
Then we'd never see just what we're meant to be
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that i can't say

sneezes and mucus.

Life is boring. Because I'm a boring person. =
We had lunch at Seoul Garden yesterday! Hahahaha!Beef soup tasted weird. Beef tastes weird. I never really liked beef in the first place. They smell funny and taste funny too. I love fish!

I have so much geography and economics homework to do. I'm supposed to complete them during free period -now- with Ally. BUT evil Jo wants to play games on the computer so we decided to do work at the computer lab. Ally is sitting across the computer table, sms-ing people, when she is supposed to complete her geography essay. And me, here updating my blog. I HAVE TONNES OF WORK TO DO! Shit.

Shall I go gym today? I'm so lazy.

School will end much earlier on next Monday! Because they are having MT oral exam. Weeeheeeeheeeee!!! Original dismissal is 1710 but the rest can leave at 1310!!!! That's like 4 hours earlier!!! Hahahahha!

Ok. Maybe i should be doing my work now. So ya. Bean. Hahaha! -ANVF-

Ok bye...

pain.

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song...

I heard he sang a good song
I heard he had a style
And so I came to see him and listen for a while
And there he was this young boy, stranger to my eyes...






And I'm so proud of myself because I did something very brave.. Hahah! To me at least.. =]

=]

I've finally got a song playing while you people read my entries. Haha! All thanx to Zar!!! =] Thank you okiee? I owe you so much la...

Can I say that I cannot wait for my life to go on smoothly? Heh. Nothing's perfect, I understand.

Fireworks are <3..>

<>We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And, baby, it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us tryin' to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
And someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

chicken, shit and blood.

In the school computer lab now. Beside Widya. She's complaining about having too many people in her friendster list. Hahahs.... =]

Btw, my stomach hurts now. It was prolly e chicken I had for lunch. It was quite spicy and some parts weer still bloody. Shit. Yes, shit. I need to shit. Ok.

Go donate your blood people!

Wish me luck. I'm scared I will chicken out. Urghhhh~

I just went to the toilet to shit. Hahahs! Talking about shit, during break after PE, Wani was saying that the shit that came out of you is probably the food that you ate 10 years ago. Walao! Shit. I need to shit more often then. Hahahs. LAXATIVE!

=]

Nice nice nice. =]

What will I do 10 years from now? By that time I'll be 27 already. Like so old la!

I'm nervous. Are you nervous?

Crap.

Emi, shall we plum soon? My house, ok? Bring dvds and plums. Yayy! Fad must come too. Double yayy! It's only for girls I love. =] Haha.

babysit.

Weeeeeheeeheeee! Today was quite a well-spent day. Its been a long time since I spent the whole day with a small kid. Sure felt good to be in touch with the other side of you. Baby talks, tolerance, patience, silly things, miniature plastic dinosaurs, toy cars. =]

Messy little fingers, warm little hugs and sweet little words. <3333

Why is my hair so dry and rough? Rebonding, straightening, treatment shampoo and conditioner, hair treatments, olive oil and hair sprays. I've tried them all.

I eat once a day. Need to lose some shit.

Cough and mild sorethroat. Bad combination. =S









I miss someone. =|

Someone else has been so nice to me. Why?

criminal

I did not realise that I walked out of the library with a book in my hand without borrowing it. Shall return after I finish reading the book. You might wanna try walking out the cafe exit next time. =P












I'll hold a place for you and I
Inside my heart for you and I
I won't forget these tears I cried
With every year that passes by

And I can't sleep without you
And I can't breathe anymore

Good times last forever
I'll keep my heart with yours
For every minute I am gone
Swear you'll never leave me
I'll be there every time
In your heart and in your eyes

I'll give it up this time again
Some things are better left unsaid
And all I have are lasting dreams
Our word's worth more this time it seems