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hmmm.. went out wit hafie and co. and rai.. heeheE! me sher and rai had so much fun at kfc.. comparing our weird fingers. and laffing very loudly. hmmms... den walked arnd taka.. cuz rai wanted to look for shoes.. i felt lyk smacking dat guy at pretty fit. lyk he's so good arh.. rai wanted to noe if any other outlets haf her size for dat shoe.. and he went 'i doubt so..' wtf! u very good lei.. got good powers.. lyk he din even bother to find out.. den anyhow say.. stupid idiot!

after rai left, we went to play pool at cine.. despite e fact dat i nv played at all before dis.. i got to hit a few balls and make dem roll into e hole? hahaha! wad crap.. i dunno e correct terms larh k.. laff laff...

den we bought roadside ice cream.. cuz gelare and swensens were too expensive.. and we were not supposed to spend alot.. so we had $1 ice creams.. which tasted juz as nice.. haha.. ok.. not reli.. e sticky chewy choc wud taste even better! hmmphss!

den walked back t0 far east cuz fil wanted her fishnet stockings.. den we bought old chang kee.. heehee! nice squids! =D den walked down to e mrt stn and went home.. hmmm..

dropped by watsons to buy tweezers and emery boards.. heehee! vain xiaa... =Pp

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im juz sitting here, going wit the flow...






or rather,

going wit THE flow..


lyk so dots... ok..

jhdfjah

oohhhhhh!

woke up to weiqi's gudmorn! x8 msg.. haha! madman!

and oh.. tried to sleep longer.. but cudden..

so i came online.. and tried to unlock my old diary.. haha! cant believe i still rmb e userid and password.. woohoo.. its still dere ok.. i read thru it.. and realise i talked less abt things.. well.. haha..

1. i talked more occasionally abt someone..
2. reading abt pltmates and obs mades me happy!
3. i realised, too, dat rai has been wanting her atm since ages ago.. haha!
4. emi was sad dat b***d** nv talk to her.. hahah!
5. how i loved to put up lyrics.. and i still do..
6. abt how fad is supposed to get over him.. haha... look at dem now.. *awwww*






and oh! i finished my movie.. heehee! 'da kentalanz'... im cursed to stay kental..

~

nyeh.. yesterday was boring.. went out in evening wit macpherson peepz, minus fad.. and aei, went back to haagen daz to give my pic and e photocopied ic.. den we bought food and went to yp to meet hafie and co. at a gig. ok. erms. pple dere dun look enthusiastic dat dere were actually at a gig. haha!

den we separated. and walked arnd to buy more food. ok not more. i shared a carrot cake wit emi. and we bought a big gulp dat noone wanted to carry. becuz it was heavy, cold and ugly. and we sat arnd doin nothing. walked arnd wisma. den after awhile went home. haha.

at home i was making a movie.. halfway thru. and my comp hang-ed.. walao.. so pissed dat i immediately went to sleep on e cold cold floor..


fad go open hse nv invite me! hmphs! hahaha... ooooooo.... =D














btw, i'll be free today.. anybody wanna ask me out???? hahahah! -shameless-

..prom

omg! prom was waaaaaaaay cooooooool. to think dat i had no mood to go a few days b4 dat.. haha.. wells, some singer -cai li lian??- came to sing chinese song and a christmas song.. hello? its not even december yet.. i guess she's so enthu abt e festival. oh, she sang chen han wei's guan huai fang shi.. qt nice larh.. i love dat song..heezz!

and aeii, she talked alot of crap..

oh! ms leong looked kinda nice -ehem!- in black.. and some glittery stuffos arnd e neck.. all i noe is she looked weird during last yr's prom.. hahahha!

food was goooooooooood. tho i din reli eat alot.. i heard berlin wall took plates after plates of food.. so dat wun rugi.. haha! smart asses... and yes... dey ate up everything.. hahaha..! orhh.. shu yu's bdae yesterday too.. HAPPY BURFDAY GURL!

lame games were played.. walao.. cant dey think of better things? hiazz.. ok larh.. actually not dat bad.. cuz berlin wall won e first game! hehe... 4P's coooool...

and e hall was turned into a discotheque.. hahah! it was as if we went clubbing.. cool songs.. cool moooves... heehehe.. and we danced alll night loooong.. ok.. exaggerating... for abt an hour or so larh..

and i left wit e rest to town.. wanted to follow e plt.. but dey gg az's hse to sleep.. so i followed hafie and pk to esp.. walked arnd.. and it rained after a while at e bay.. after which we had problems gg home.. i tell u arh.. transportation in sp shud be improved further.. haizz.. more cabs! and cheaper fares after midnight pls.. thanx!

so i ended up staying over at pk's place.. ahhaha! cool.. she's so funny.. wit her i-ate-tarts-at-3am-nv-drink-water-wake-up-very-early voice... haha! sexxxy! no wonder i found e 'SEX BOMB' plush toy on e bed.. haha...

and i woke up at 8.. i heard her breathing so loudly.. turned off e aircon cuz i was freezing already. and stayed half awake till 10.. and decided to leave..

on bus 25, i passed by srjc.. it took exactly 30 mins from dere to bdk int.. so yeahh...

and yes! i did my pae registration.. stupid me shud haf studied harder.. wit 15 pts, i had trouble choosing my futute skool..

well, here are e choices.. ehhe.. weird tho..
1. sr sci
2. sr arts
3. cj sci
4. cj arts
5. mj arts
6. tp sci
7. tp arts
8. ny arts

hiazz.. hope sr's good.. at least good for first 3 months.. =)
































boooo! =(

..

brand new day [by Gerhana Skacinta]
dis band rocks. =)

You don`t know
How much I love you
A brand new day
And I shall kiss you
And please tell me baby
That you love me too
Cause your smile make me crazy
I don`t know what to do

All I need is a love
That can last for long
So put your little arms around me baby
And just say I love you

I`ll never disappoint you
I`ll never break your heart in two
I can`t never ever sleep
If you`re feeling sad
I`ll never make you cry



awwww.. wad a sweet song. its a raggae btw.












and yey. im feelin much better. thanx fad darl! =)
and ya.. e L-word confuses me and makes me a complicated person.

=(

i'm afraid i'll drown in my own tears.












hah! dyed hair. dis tym it was 'flashy beige brown'. looks better.

..

spent a good morning and afternoon all by myself at pasir ris park. =) reading a book and chewing gummies. listening to e sounds of nature. i lyk.




I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstacy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road alone

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come




haizz.

...

=|


"Never look back," we said

How was I to know I'd miss you so?

Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind

Where do I go?

And you didn't hear

All my joy through my tears

All my hopes through my fears

Did you know, I still miss you somehow

...

wad a great disappointment.





























u,
doing dat thing u do,
breaking my heart into a million pieces,
lyk u always do...


thanks for making me feel excited for a moment.










from e bottom of my broken heart,
i thank u.

..

hiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

herks! today's not so bad afterall! heeheee!

after e paper.. we -me, sher and hafie- went out and walked arnd town.. watched e incredibles.. heeex! it was so adorable.. worth it larhh! muz go watchhhh! =P

den walked down to far east.. and met up wit filzah and co.. hiakz..! den we walked arnd peninsular and stuff.. ate at sakura.. e crispy noodle was ok.. yar..

made our way to esplanade.. and sat at e roof terrace.. haha.. and made a fool out of ourselves.. basically juz hang arnd dere and crapped.. truth or dare.. well.. i was dared to tell a stranger he was handsome.. interesting! he din haf any reaction.. boring! stupid guy.. wait.. haf u ever tried sliding down e steep slopes beneath e highway near e esp??? hahah! it was superrrr fuuunnnnn! haha.. CHEEP THRILL! oh come on.. we were juz havin fun.. eheh!

and i bot e RED fox bag... hafie and sher bot e red one too!! hahah.. den now alot of pple got e fox bag! heeee! so fuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnn!

okies.. gotta rest my feet.. tmr whole day jalan raya! so ya..

ciaoooooo!






ever felt e feeling of total FREEDOM???????
ahhhhh... its euphoric.. huuuurrrr.....

















LOVE IS IN E AIR..........
LOVE IS ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL AROUNDDDDDDDDDDD! =pPp

..

-angry-

haiz.. now i noe wad to talk abt!

DOT!

i think we gotta get rid of him soon.. a series of events happened...

1. he peed on my study table.
2. my sis' books absorbed e pee.
3. my telekung and sejadah also.
4. my skool uniform. -!!!!-
5. e pee kinda spilled down my table onto e side cupboard.
6. my billa wallet also kena. -!!!-
7. he shit on my mum's bed -!!!-

my god..
i think he nyanyok already... so pissed man..

boo!

bored bored bored.. supposed to be studying.. ya.. am i getting weird stares from u pple hu haf completed ur olevels..???? kanasai.. y tmr!!!!! ok.. its supposed to be a question.. ok.. y tmr?????????

and erms... cant wait for tues, wed, thurs..!!!

tues: go out jalan rayer wit darling pltmates..
wed: go out wit darling fren..
thurs: go out wit darling frens...

wahahhahahaha.. wad a wonderful world... =)

















someday wen im awfully low
wen e world is cold
i will feel a glow
juz thinkin of u
and e way u look tonight
u're lovely
wit ur smile so warm
and ur cheek so soft
dere is nthg for me
but to love u
and e way u look tonight
wit each word
ur tenderness grows
tearing my fears apart
and dat laff
dat wrinkles ur nose
it touches my foolish heart
lovely never ever change
keep dat breathless charm
wun u pls arrange it
cuz i love u
juz e way u look tonight

ouch..

my feet are begging.. begging me to stop wearing shoes dat make dem hurt and form blisters...


went shopping for 3 days in a row..


tsk tsk..

=)

erms...

lyf's good nowadays.. =P
frens.. shopping..money.. clothes.. shoes... and family..

fun fun fun.. cept dat shopping makes me real tired.. dots.. but window-shopping is more tiring.. cuz u dun get to buy anything.. cuz u're broke.. cuz u spent so much e previous time u went shopping.. =S

and ey.. one more paper next mon.. exciting eh?

blisters!!

okie.. yesterday was -hollers- FUN! went shopping wit sher at far east.. and erm, i cudden reli shop.. cuz i had a beeeeeg prob.. took e wrong atm.. hence no money to spend.. other den e few bucks in my purse.. and aei, darling sher paid for me e beautiful earings first.. =)

bumped into hafi and co and took off to geylang to buker.. we sat at e stairs of e overhead bridge to eat ramly burgers, dendengs and tako pachis... hahha..

next stop was esp to celebrate filzah's bdae.. u can nv imagine e pain i was gg thru last night.. walking all arnd far east, all arnd geylang, and from city hall to esp... and back home.. goddddd! it was excrutiating! e stupid jelly shoes gave me multiple blisters.. those which contain liquid.. i dun dare burst dem.. and my left foot.. a small part near my small toe.. abit swollen.. wth! btw, e cake was yummeh! fantabulous i say! =)

fantabulous!


aeii! good day.. good day..

had geog in e mornin.. it was OK..nyeahh..minus one mark cuz of e slip-off slope and river cliff confusion thang.. shit.. and eh.. kinda slept after dat.. and woke up to talk crap with fad.. lyk reli crap..

den went out to break fast wit my darls.. cept for az and huda.. hmphss.. sad.. = but newaes, we had fun... =) hehe... far east was so infested wit weird lookin pple.. majority of which are mats and mins.. so yeah.. u get wad i mean.. ha! we ate so much.. lyk dere was wanton and char kway! hahah.. nice nice..! =)

okie.. gtg.. tired..






'dere can be miracle.. wen u believe..' =)



waiting for a miracle to happen.. hahah.. anything.. =Pp

errrr-

chem was lyk ... u noe. lyk ... ya.. very ... not easy not difficult.. difficult to say its easy and difficult to say its difficult. undescribable. wells. it was ...? ha! so no more chem and phy till 22nd nov. and erm. after dat i wun be doin science anymore for e rest of my lyk. now, is dat gooood or baaaad? and erm. some other people still haf phy/chem/bio papers. ha! i've washed my hands off ss, chem, phy, emaths for now.. well..... =D

and darlin bro bought for me ice jelly cocktail on his way home cuz i've been cravin for it for dayss.. lyk i msged him to ask if he buke-ing home.. den he replied 'i juz reached home wit the ice jelly cocktail.. ahaha.. and e next thing i heard was e door being opened.. ahah... =)

and ermm.. gotta study geog nooww...

and had some talking wit a darling.. hope she's fine.. yeah.. i feel so bad thinking of e otherwise abt her.. she's juz caught in a bad bad situation. juz lyk me sometimes.. well.. hugs for ya gf.. =)

im torn. so torn. torn apart. dunno wat's right and wrong.. blearghss.. hate dis..

and erm.. im confused too..




smth to look forward to tmr! buke-ing out wit my other darlings! and yeahh.. wantons! here i come.. ok.. sounds piggisshh.. okie..

gotta study geog now. ciao!



errr.. my cat's crazy.. he has an account in catster..
so if u pple are lyk bored.. pls visit www.catster.com
its juz lyk friendster.. 'cept dat its for cats and deir feline friends.. hehe! cute stuff..

ok.. im supposed to go off now..



















arhh.. i cantt... talkin to wid.. arhh.. heart-to-heart.. =))))))))))))))))))


sweet ivan.. hahah!

lesszy-stresszy!

right! less stress nowadays.. mebbe cuz everything has been goin on rather smoothly.. erm.. reli scared for english papers tho.. malay was abit ok.. but ya.. not too sur either.. amp2 was pretty ok.. emp1 and emp2 are fine.. eh.. phy component was very do-able.. ss.. ok larh.. see.. everything all lyk ok ryt..

ehh.. highlights of e week! HEEHEE! =D

er.. tmr got chem.. abit scared.. and after dat is last paper for e week, geog mcq.. before deepavali and hari raya.. cant waitt!!!! =)i'll be wering green on e first day! yay!

and er.. i wan to shoes/sneakers! thanx wid! she's gonna get dem for me wen she goes for her hols.. thanx arh! =)



and er... yar.. so many things i wanna do after os! =)