Thursday, November 30, 2006

=D

Heyho!

Been up to nothing (really, really) lately. Just too much of slacking around baking cookies, playing monopoly, surfing, gg to the beach, watching movies... hahahah...

Anyway, we finally sent Cookie for spaying.. she came back all dopey and sleepy-looking. The vet even made her to put on the 'lampshade' to prevent her from licking (which may eventually open) her wound. It took her so long to climb the stairs and the thing always hit the chair and table legs. I think it got her really upset and irritated. =( Now her tummy is all shaved off but the wound is only about 1cm long (or short rather). Hope she feels better tmr! =)

ANDDDDD, I'm gonna have to return the tablet next Monday.. =( So sadddd... some more don't have comp at home.. my sis's old lappy is, well, old... and not really working.. So ya.. these are my last few entries.. Boohoohooo! Gg back to sch with Net... Eh, I nv pangseh you okAyy!!

Afterwhich I have to go for bike prac... which reminds me... I have yet to announce that I failed it again! Hahahaha, the second time around... BUT! I was so proud of myself for a number of things...

1. I can ride and change gears confidently now. Picked up that skill real fast! Damn proud of it.. hehe.. =D

2. I fell TWICE only!!! And both are not really my fault..
The first time it happened, I banged into the rear tyre of this mama. He rode so near me at the bend and I was riding on the inner side. And he was abit too slow and I didn't have time to change direction or slow down. Then I fell on my right hip first, then shoulder and rolled abit one the road, then 3 instructors came to my rescue.
The second time was because of this makcik. I think she was 40-50 years old and apparently had riding licence 15 years ago.. Haha! She abruptly crossed my path, while riding, and her rear tyre got stuck to my front tyre.. So both fell..

BUT! (which brings us to the next reason..)

3. I BLOODY PICKED UP MY BIKE MYSELF!!! PROUD OR NOT? THAT FREAKING HEAVY SHIT I WAS TELLING YA'LL ABOUT!!

4. I got to ride in the small circuit in gear 4 baby! (Can only ride up to gear 3 in small circuit. I think.) I didn't know at first.. when I stopped the instrutor said "Eh, you were in gear 4 you know?"

Okay.. that's it.. I will be back next week for the third time! Hahah, hope can pass this time around siaaaa! =D

Sunday, November 26, 2006

my home


go to www.drawhouse.com.

okay, this is what bored people do. i drew my house. i have a red 2-storey house. with a garage beside it which shelters my deep-pink volkswagen. with a big tree on the other side which has a swing hanging from it. with a colourful garden in front of the garage, so that the plants can take in the excess carbon dioxide from my vw. then i have a small pool beside the colourful garden so i can go shwimmelling and float around with the round-red float when i feel tired after gardening day (sunday). then, there's the walkway to my house door. which is supposed to be gravel-ish with larger pebbles at the side and old-school oil lamps at the other end. and then me and my husband =) and cookie will stay in that house. oh, the house! my house will be all red on the outside with white roof and white window panes and white door. and my white door will have red flowers painted on it. red and white because im patriotic and i happen to love the colours of the national flag.
i do crappy tests and i'm hooked to the all-american rejects. i'm gonna visit shaqiff today and after that go out with my darling.
oh, cookie went for her first vaccination. so kesian know she. salt water wells in my eyes, when the vet was about to poke the needle into her back. yeee-awch! den the whole day yesterday she had fever. she kept walking around like zombie and sleeping and sleeping. poor little thing. im afraid she's pregnant already. we dont wanna be breeding kittens halfway and leaving them at the void decks with no proper home and with days of no food and water. that'd be really sad. but we gonna send her for sterilisation next week. the vet was describing the procedure and i wished cookie didnt understand what she was talking about because it wasnt nice to hear. =( i was wondering.. if she's pregnant now, and we send her for sterilisation to remove her ovaries and uterus, does it mean she's gg thru an abortion? if it does, i'll feel guilty... for i'd never wish for any female to go thru that. whether or not it's considered an abortion, she'll feel the pain and i don't think i can bear looking at her walking around in pain.. =( till next friday comes, please pray for her well-being..
anyway, tmr is THE day! still have the scars of yesterdays and i hope i wont add anymore to the collection. kata orang, berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian. okay, for those who don't understand, it basically means no pain no gain. haha, kenaper la melayu kita ni panjang-lebar eh? oh, im asking why are malays so long-winded. haha, my dad thinks its funny that i kept falling last week during the prac. he suddenly turned superstitious and said "takpe, buang suay. jadi nanti tak jatuh2.." it means in direct translation, "its alright, throw away bad luck, den next time won't fall.." next time when? when i get my own bike? if it is, den i believe! hahas. i cannot tell you all what time my prac is at tmr because i dont want any visitors (yet), (especially fad). Okay? hahhas!
and oh, tmr is makan2 at wani's crib. awak, how to go ur place frm ubi ave? =D

Friday, November 24, 2006

red

I WANT TO GO SHWIMMELLING! =D

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

piknik.

hullows! i piknik-ed with the boyfriend today! haha. it was super impromptu and budget but fun! $2 nasi lemak and otahs from changivillage, 70cents drinks and kaya-butter buns! then we made our way to the beach and settled down on a random grassy patch. after eating, we spent the whole time there READING! hhahaha, i found a new love. reading roald dahl's stories!


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haha! read theory book pun jadi lah!


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anyway, didnt go to the hosp to see Shaqif today.. my whole body is aching.. his feet are so tiny and cute and soft and smooth... =D

newbie!

GOOOOD NEWSSS TO READERS! MY SIS-IN-LAW JUST GAVE BIRTH TO A HEALTHY BABY BOY ON THE 20TH NOVEMBER, MONDAY! HE WEIGHED 3.3KG.


PRESENTING TO YOU....

"Hello! My name is Muhammad Shaqif Audy Bin Shaffiq! I love my Mummy, Daddy, uncles and aunties, especially Aunty By!"


I think that's what he and future newphews and nieces are gonna call me. Alamak... I went to vist SIL and him on Monday night and I fell in love with him the minute I laid my eyes on him. He looks so perfect and he smells so nice. Ouhhhhhhhhh!


Was out with Zar love earlier today. We went Vivo to have lunner, then window-shopped. Entered GAP and went straight into the Infant section. All the little tiny weeny clothes looked sooooo cuutteee! And I decided there and then to get smth for the lil one. Haha, spent a little and got him this cute GAP BABY long-sleeved emo-like suit! It was soooo cute.. *AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW* and the nice cashier helped to put the suit in a gift box! Yeay yeay!


After that, we took train from HarbourFront and I dropped at Little India cause I cannot wait to go KK and see him againnnn! =] Here are more pics!



Monday, November 20, 2006

affected?

Zar asked if I was affected by the practical lesson just now. I replied I don't know. Really... =\

Anyway, I'm good at finding good quotes.. So here's one for myself...

"Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm.."
-Sir Winston Churchill

It's only the first time and I am not less enthusiastic... Okay, maybe abit less only.. But I'll built up more courage and I have a week to do that! =]

vrooommm!

Alrightey! Just came back from my prac lesson. So how was it, you ask? One word. Traumatising! I swear siaa! Orientation was okay. Learnt how to put the bike on and off it's main stand. Walaooo, it was freaking heavy larh. But, soon, I discovered the correct method to do it. =]

Then came the real lesson part. We had to mount the bike, start the engine and practise to pull clutch fully, open throttle abit, release clutch abit to feel the 'biting point'. That's when you feel that your bike is starting to move. Then open throttle abit more while maintaining half-clutch and nearing the target, pull clutch fully and close throttle at the same time. Then, pull brake lever.

Sounds easy? F**KING NO LA! Like that only, I fell with the bike like 10 times, most of the time on the left side. The instructor had to keep helping me lift up the bike to upright position. Haha! So after the rest managed to move off to the other parts of the lesson, I was left with another guy, Matthew, doing the same thing over and over again. He was abit better than me because he didn't even fall once!

Finally, I managed to be allowed to push the bike to the small circuit to apply the techniques and do abit of cornering. There alone, my engine stalled approx. 14 times and again, I kept falling with the bike, about another 10 times? What's worst, there was once when I accidently release the clutch fully and the bike accelerated really fast, flew and hit the kerb. Then, I was thrown off the machine twice. For one of them, I broke the fall on my palms and my head hit the road. Thanx to the pair of gloves, elbow&knee guards and the helmet that I was wearing. Had I not worn those stuff, I prolly would have had brain heamorrhage there and then.

Okay, exaggerating abit about the heamorrhage part. But really, it seemed really easy to control the different parts of the bike using your fingers (to control clutch lever and front break lever on the handle) and toes (to control gear shift pedal and rear brake switch). It's nothing much like riding on a bicycle. Firstly, the bicycle is freaking light, it's easier to control the speed of the bicycle and the break isn't as complex. I don't know..

And don't trust people who say it's okay if you don't have long legs. I mean, you can still do it, with or without much difficulty, but having long legs is a real advantage because you can easily drop your feet on the ground when in stationary position without the other leg hanging on the other side. Get what I mean? And of course, when both your feet can (comfortably) touch the ground, you feel less scared and are actually more confident. I think that was my weakest link. I thought I was too scared to accelerate and thus causing engine to stall many times. And because I was scared too, I always, pull the break lever immediately and harshly, causing the bike to jerk violently and me to lose my balance. Hence, the falls.

Towards the end of the lesson, I managed to have more control over the bike and I stopped falling with it. I learnt that the throttle grip is VERY sensitive and I don't need to open throttle so much to make the bike move. By then, I was already tensed up and the instructor went up to me and said, "Don't look so stressed, smile abit la.." There was a time when I think he thought I needed a break. He put on his helmet, mount the bike and asked to be his pillion rider. We rode around the small circuit twice and at the same time showed me how to control that thing.

11.45am: He ordered me and Matthew (remember him?) to park the bike and go back to the information counter. I sat down feeling a sense of defeat. If I cannot even get through prac1, then how was I to proceed and get a bike licence? The rest who were there with me during the orientation, including Adam, this angmoh guy I made friends with, came back soon after. Adam and Matthew asked if I was okay. I know that they prolly really cared, but a small part of me felt insulted and I felt inferior.

The verdict was that I did not pass my prac lesson1. The instructor turned to me, returned my student booklet and said I needed to improve abit more. Tell you all a secret hor, Matthew failed too. HAHA! Okay, so bad. After that I went to the office to book another prac lesson for next week.

So there, my first experience in riding! I cannot say it went smoothly because it wasn't, both technically and literally. But, I'm gonna try it again next Monday with more confidence and hope to clear lesson 1! =]

I don't know if I'm feeling sad right now. Maybe last night and this morning I told myself that I was scared too many times. Sigh, mind over matter babe! I forgot...

Right now, I'm left with a bruised left palm and little red spots on the left one. Okay lar, I'm gonna finish my administrative work already. Maybe I shud stick to office work. I don't really know...

PS: Pardon the technical terms.... I don't really know how to explain otherwise... =\

Sunday, November 19, 2006

spreeeeeeee!

Fri, Sat and Sun were the bestest days! =]

Rmb when I said I was going out to get smth in the previous post? Hahah, I was out to get my helmet! My very own and the first one too!

Then, yesterday, I had my theory lessons 1 and 2. It was so scary I tell you. I mean I was there all alone and there were no girls my age to make friends with and mats and apeks were around. So, as usual, I gabra like mad. Haha, funny! After that, Zar and I went outttttt...! It seemed like it's been a loooong time since we went out and like walked around slowly and I didn't need to keep looking at my watch. It felt so nice to be walking down Orchard Rd last night. And I went window-shopping and shopping! Got a babe-top (haha) from Topshop. But the pullover at Dorothy Perkins was GONE! So sad seyy...

I had my 3rd and last theory lessons earlier this morning... It was less scary this time around. Just act cool and walk into the classroom. Haha! Saw my pri sch friend and talked to her abit. Navin was there too. By 11+ I was done! Finished all 4 lessons and I immediately chiong-ed down to book my Riding Theory Test (RTT). Wahlau... the earliest I can take is 26th December. I was so lucky not to take my time to walk down. If not, I would have to take the test in 2007. =]

After which, made my way to his place to see Cookie! (Anyway, she went airborne from the balcony again, and was away from home for a week. She just came back last Thurs.) Watched tv and had lunch there (ayamrendangrocks)!

Then, suddenly, SOMEONE suggested we go swimming. BUT, of course, I didn't have my swimming costume with me lahh! So.. I made myself to believe that my swimming costume was old and dah-nak-dekat-koyak-rabak. After that we immediately packed our stuff and made our way to Hg Central so yours truly can purchase a new swimming costume. It's pink! HAHA! It was the closest to red.. so ya...

So there! I got 3 new things in 3 days.. Now, almost broke already. Need to control spending because I wanna clear my practical lessons and get the licence asap.

I'm gonna have my first prac tmr... abit scared la... wish me luck! =D

Saturday, November 18, 2006

cleared up!

Back here again! Woke up early this morning and immediately started to put away all the old books and notes. Hahaa! And then I stacked them up on the floor and separated them according to the different subjects.

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So there! Lemme introduce my notes to you. From the left: GP, Econs, Maths and last but not least, Geography! I didn't know Mr Chow gave us that much stuff for GP. Must be all the model essays! And I cannot believe that I have more Econs materials than Maths! Sheesh, maybe it's because most of the Maths assignments were done using the tablet. Then, as expected, Geog pile won! All the mankillers and prelim papers.

And then, I climbed onto the table to chuck all the notes in the top cupboard. And tadaaa!

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Oh, good bye John Sloman and Econs TYS! *waves gbye*

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I hope I will never have to take them down and flip through the pages again! =\

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So happy to see my table so neat and clean again! =D By the way, the books in the cupboard are mainly lecture notes, mankillers, textbooks and model essays. I put my assignments, test&exam papers, written notes in a box to be recycled! =]

Have you people cleared your stuff yet? It feels good man!

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Anyway, I am so hungry right now. It's 3.39pm and I haven't eaten anything, except bits and pieces of the french loaf, since I woke up! Nothing to eat also. Ader Maggi ah, tapi malas. But it's okay cause I'm going out laterrrrrrr!! To buy smth! ;) I have theory lessons tmr and on Sunday. And then my first prac on Monday morning. Nervous!!

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Can't wait to go for the job interview next week! I'm gonna work at my mom's office at Singtel. Haha, customer service babe! But abit scared also. I've never worked anywhere before! Not even after the 'O's. Eh, why ah? Cause stupid Haagen Dazs called me 1 week before school reopened!

Then, my cousin asked if I could help her calculate her business invoices and bills. It's a monthly job and she said she'd pay me 50$ just for that! Hahahahah! =D

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I wanna earn lots of money and give my mum some and go on a snorkelling trip next year! Anybody wanna come along? The more, the merrier!

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Oh, I almost forgot. To Delta04: PLT GATHERING PLEASE!
I'll book a pit and we'll go bbq on next Saturday? 25th November 2006. So please so not make other plans and be free on that day! Please msg me once you read this.... =]

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Okay, will update again soon! Have a gooooooooooood day!

Muaaahmuaaahh!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

clap back

MOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I'm back! For good!

Today is the last day of A Levels! Eh, like so fast like that hor? I still can remember the day I stepped into the hall to take the GP paper! =D And right nowwwwww, it's all over! *screamss* Pity those Lit kids who only finish next friday. But it's okay guys, it's gonna end really soooon. Hang on! =]

Hmmmm, now that it's really over, I haven't got anything real to do. And please, I AM NOT COMPLAINING! Hahah, it's just that, well, I've think about the things that I want to do after the 'A's all the time. Especially when I feel that it sucks to sit alone and do work. Eh, why I talk like a mugger? NO, I didn't mug alot. Here's it: WISH I HAD STUDIED HARDER BECAUSE.

"Hegel was right when he said that we learn from history that man can never learn anything from history." Indeed! We had the 'O's 2 years back and when results came, all of us, or at least me, vowed to study much harder for the 'A's. Sigh. Only the results can tell.

I'll be back here later to update! =]

Muaahmuaah!