School has not been OK.
Unlike in Cedar when everything was almost so perfect. When we could just run out to anyone to kiss or hug. Or say silly things and sing out-of-tune songs. Or stand on the tables and dance and lie on the floor -anywhere, just anywhere- and sleep. When we could spend hours in/outside the toilet. When you know that you can count on your friends if anything happens and they can count of you. The dependency rate is so high that without each other, you can feel that half of you is gone.
Maybe I am considered lucky that I have people who are close to me now. The feeling is different though.
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