Saturday, August 19, 2006

not giving up...

i've laid cried myself to sleep tonight... feel so tired.. my tummy aches...

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why don't people understand?

it's not about whether they call you or send you an sms on a daily basis or even how often they do that. it's about showing how much they'd want to know how you're doing, how your day went, what you were up to and such, through the simplest and most skimpy way of communication that will only cost them 5cents or even free for others.

it's not about why you always demand for them to always contact you. it's about you wanting that littlest bit of attention.

it's not about how come you always get upset about a little issue. it's about them being a little insensitive.

it's not about you tho. it's about me. all about me.

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i think i'm becoming emotionally numb. somehow i know that you know i'm aching inside. but i'm not sure i know that you know just what to do about it. i'm not sure you'd want to do anything about it. i'm not even sure you'd care enough to do anything.

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the irony. it's quite an emotional entry. in no doubt you're even concerned.

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today's gonna be a good day. i'll pray for a good day today and everyday.

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cuz i'm hopeful, yes i am, hopeful for today,
take this music and use it
let it take you away,
and be hopeful, hopeful and He'll make a way
i know it ain't easy but that's okay,
cause we're hopeful.
-twista feat faith evans

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3 comments:

Anonymous said...

:)
I know what u mean...:(
May I ask for permission to quote/copy some of the stuff you said in this post?

Maybe it's the different upbringing...?

shammie said...

hey, sure..

but who are you? can i link u up? =]

Anonymous said...

Shona...... no... :)