finally.

haizz.. i noe i haven been updating for a long long time. its juz dat i dun come online dat often anymore and sometimes even if i do, i dun haf much things to say.

newae, we're done wit ncc.

Are those your eyes?
Is that your smile?
I been looking at you for ever,
Yet I never saw you before.
Are these your hands?
Holding mine?
Now I wonder how I could have been so blind.
And for the first time,
I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time,
I'm seeing who you are.
I can't believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is,
Love is...
For the first time...
Can this be real?
Can this be true?
Am I the person I was this morning?
And are you the same you?
Its all so strange.
How can it be?
All along this love was right in front of me!
And for the first time,
I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time,
I am seeing who you are.
I can't believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is...
Love is...
For the first time.
Such a long time ago,
I had given up on finding this emotion,
Ever again.
But you're here with me now,
Yes I found you somehow,
And I've never been so sure.
For the first time,
I am looking in your eyes,
For the first time,
I'm seeing who you are,
Can't believe how much I see,
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is...
Love is...
For the first time.
For the first time.

-kenny loggins, for the first time-

while others talk abt how dey gonna miss their cadets and all, i shall dedicate dis entry for my beloved pltmates..

well, its been abt 3 and half years dat we've been together. we went thru thick and thin together. e many many times we got into trouble. sec 1, e illegal gathering. sec 2, horrible day. sec 3, suspension. sec 4, major probs wit teachers. not forgetting e usual conflicts here and dere. and misunderstandings dat not only made us more matured, but understand each other better.

i can still rmb clearly how spastic it was for us to force each other to eat together during recess in sec 1. and we actually scolded fellow pltmates who did not turn up. nevertheless, it did help us bond in a way or another. as time passes by, eating together (having french fries for breakfast, indian fare-food for recess and free food from vegetarian stall after skool) becomes daily routine. it comes so naturally dat once we enter e canteen, we'll ask each other, "where's e rest??" it doesnt matter who 'e rest' are. as long as its only another person frm e plt. it goes e same for meeting at a classroom after skool. whether we're gg home or not, we'll juz meet up and ask if each other are gg home, or juz to say hello or bye.

slowly, things start to change. we were no longer needed to plan parades. or even turn up for pts and parades. it was den dat i realise e end was abt to come. only in e matter of time. even till e last most impt event, we had troubles wit e teachers. our POP, however, was totally unique. wit slow march for our bersurai and e new batch of specialists marching in, it definitely made me feel dat it was all worth it. honestly, i feel proud of e part cs. most of us feel safe leaving their cadets in e part cs' hands. i believe dat dey will do a good job.

all in all, i wud definitely love to thank my pltmates hu haf encouraged me on thru difficulties. for brightening up my days. if not for u guys, i wun be hu i am today. i appreciate e things u all haf done for me too. thanx for being my source of happiness and comfort. for being dere for me wenever i needed someone to turn to. for being e way u all are. thanx for being part me. thanx for everything.

sorry if ive been making things difficult for some of u.

for all dese, and everything u guys are, i love ya all.. _delta'04

forever in my mind. delta 'o4.