my cat

Just so you know, my DOT is gone. Not dead, I hope. He left home and never came back. And that was 2 weeks ago.

Last night, I dreamt of him for the 3rd time. The first time, I watched him run for the window and jump out. The second time, I dreamt that he came back, with alot of kittens.

And last night, I was holding him, patting his coat, I could really feel his fur in my hands. And then, my mum looked at me and said "B, istighfar banyak-banyak.." And when I looked at my hands again, I was actually touching nothing...

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