Friday, December 19, 2008
a few things.
1. I only eat diced tomatoes. When they come in slices/wedges, sometimes I make the effort to dice them before I can eat any of it.
2. I can't move off steadily when I'm on the bike with both my feet down. Ironically, I feel unbalanced like that. My right foot MUST be on the foot rest first.
3. My most hated house chore is having to wash the dishes! Anything, but washing pots/pans/plates/etc even when they are not oily.
4. I wore Crocs for HariRaya and pretty much anywhere else that requires lots of walking and I love them cause they don't give me blisters and aches like heels do.
5. The things I read are: Romance novels, cooking books with lots of pictures, Guiness world record books, travelling guides..
6. I epilate my legs. But have stopped recently since it gives me in-grown hairs. Sucks much.
7. I always feel sleepy when I hang around in Zar's room. Eh, what potion u use ah!?
8. I have a soft spot for cute/tiny/furry things like baby shoes, mini soft toys, etc. (Not animals other than cats)
9. I ALWAYSSSSS!! regret after cutting hair, no matter how much I really wanted to do it or even if it turns out nice, I REGRET!
10. When I've found something nice to eat, I'll stick to it for some time. For example, soto madura in sch, kwayteowkuah at beach rd. Not very adventurous when it comes to choosing food.
RIGHTTT, there I've got ten!
Go do it, please.. I tag everyone on my linkslist! Plus YAN, who just farted!
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
aff suzuki cup
I've got lots of catching up to do! Family, friends, projects, movies, SLEEP!
Attachment's schedule is out! And it's no fun!
Weeks 14-17: CGH
Weeks 18-19: Exams
Weeks 20-23: Vacation leave + Cambodia for 2 weeks(YEAH! we're gg!)
Weeks 24-26: CGH again
Then, straight after that it's Year3 Sem1!
I keep looking through my work shifts and staring at some important dates and wishing that I change it.
Can't wait for Friday's BBQ! =]
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
of mad people.
And it instantly reminded me of a song we created together in a taxi ride. Don't ask why...
"Ketupat, ketupat,
happy little ketupat,
throw rice here,
throw rice there,
anorexic ketupat.."
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On another note, Zar and I did not celebrate our anni this year. We somehow didn't feel the need to do so this time around. Partly cause we're broke (he had to pay for repairing his broken bike and I went mad over cameras, ehem). But I think I heard him mention that it will be a delayed celebration (right, hun?).
So, yesterday, he said "happy anniversary baby, where's my cake?". And this afternoon he wished me "happy birthday!" Gila already.
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Okay, seriously done now.
mini negatives.
That's supposed to be a picture of a cat with a lampshade collar! So cute right! Oh, its just abt 1.5 X 2 inches big and it uses 110 films which develops into tiny negatives, which I have yet to print. =\
And I got my first HOLGA okay! In bright yellow tho! Awesomest. This one uses 35mm films (the normal ones we see in supermarkets, provision shops) comes with coloured flash!! and fisheye lenss!! Actually, it not with me right now yet, but I've bought it! =] Can't wait to play with it yea!
Thursday, December 04, 2008
nougat is good.
3) I took a new passport photograph which I've yet to use.
5) New addition to the family.
She's my cousin's daughter and she seems comfortable sitting like that in a katespade.
6) And just smth you may need! *pout-pose*
Okay bye!
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Worldskills!
But that's not all. I've found friends whom I can laugh, cry, work and share my problems with comfortably. And the most awesome coaches who are always there for us who provide us with everything that we need: FOOD, plain paper, more food, tissue paper. But greatest things too: hugs and lots of love!
Amelia and I were overloaded sponges yesterday. A little squeeze and we couldn't stop the tears.
No trophy to bring back but the wonderful memories we shared, I'll never forget.
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SUPPORTED US! =]
Sunday, October 05, 2008
weeehuuu
5 days late, but heck.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
dang.
I've found my "refresh" button. 21 days away from the real deal.
Current motivation song: Siti by Force Vomit
"Siti looks out the window
The sun shines on her face
But the weatherman says
Its going to rain today
Will her night just fade away?
Don't give up
Oh Siti don't give up.."
LOL.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
tired.
Oldie stuff, but still the best. Been playing BOYZIIMEN from youtube. Someone has my cd. Don't know who. =\
Favourite song of the week: Water Runs Dry by BOYZIIMEN.
We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's don't wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby
Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away
And listen to it, you shall.
WSS. Full time training has started now. Daily, 9-6. Rabak sia. It's been 3 days only and we're already mentally drained. My partner claimed our (mine and hers) engines are just starting to warm up abit. I sincerely hope that's only true.
We went for a walkwalk session this evening. Really refreshing to get out of that stinky room and to be able to breathe in the humid, warm air outside and feel the heat from the sun on my skin.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
of differences and similarities
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
itchy.
oh, sungguh kacak raut wajahnya..
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. best nyerrrrrr!!!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
idiot. imbecile. moron. stupid.
Anyway, my mom got pissed. And I actually don't blame her. Cause I was being an idiot. She cooked dinner, set the table and we ate. I finished first, saw that the sink was flooded with a few unwashed and oily stuff and I washed (only) my plate. So my (fake) intention was to wait for the water to drain and then wash the other stuff. But really, I just wanted to escape the washing. People know just how much I hate to wash plates. You can ask me to do laundy, mop floor, etc. but I'd rather not do the dishes, as much as I love to play with water. And then, I heard THE scream and the long speech after that. And I felt bad. BUT I STILL HATE TO WASH THE DISHES!!
Sorry mak.
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TEAM MONS™ Live It Ride IT says (8:16 PM):
i love doing the dishes but i dont like to be asked
betty. superbanana shamonella. says (8:17 PM):
LOL
TEAM MONS™ Live It Ride IT says (8:17 PM):
asked or told
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ps: you're great stuff. we shud exchange families.
Monday, August 25, 2008
sleepy-ish.
ps: sorry this is not the best picture. hahahs. just loved the clouds in the background.
Monday, August 18, 2008
necrosis.
I think I need anti-depressants now. Any of it, TCAs, SSRIs or MAOIs.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
exams.
Anyways, today I went for dental and got red and black donuts. WOOOOH! My dentist put on the units thing and strapped my teeth from one end to the other so tightly and my gums are extra sensitive today. So hard to...... erm, do anything that requires the mouth, like eating and drinking.
Zar and I didn't have any plans for the day yet, so I suggested we both go HSA to donate blood. Filled up forms, medical check-up done. Went to the blood testing area to see if our hb levels were acceptable. I have low iron.. So I wasn't really surprised that mine was at 12.3. (Acceptable level is 12.5) So SOMEONE laughed at me because I got rejected. And when his turn came, guess what? TEN POINT NINE!! Damn gay can?
So we went back to see the doctor.
Me: *Surrenders back the rejected form*
Dr: Ahhh, okay come in and sit. *looks at Zar* Yours okay right?
Me: NO! Worst la, 10.9.
Dr: HAHAHHA! THIS IS INTERESTING!
After that, we walked down the hall of shame and literally LOL-ed.
Lesson learnt: PLEASE EAT A MEAL BEFORE YOU GO DONATE BLOOD.
Decided to explore a bit of Chinatown after that and got bored really quick. But there was this coolio shop selling adventure equipment like a SOLAR SHOWER BAG (the bag heats up water inside it so you can have a warm shower up in the mountains)!!
Okay, the end.
PS: Abeeeeeee, I thought it was sweet when you did that thing with my letter. =]
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
stupid day
Someone is ignoring me. And I'm annoyed.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
my cat
Last night, I dreamt of him for the 3rd time. The first time, I watched him run for the window and jump out. The second time, I dreamt that he came back, with alot of kittens.
And last night, I was holding him, patting his coat, I could really feel his fur in my hands. And then, my mum looked at me and said "B, istighfar banyak-banyak.." And when I looked at my hands again, I was actually touching nothing...
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Monday, August 04, 2008
LULIAN.
Did you guys see me on tv?? On SURIA actually. We (Sharan, Marie & I) rehearsed for so many days prior to the real shooting day and even on the day itself! The interview went well though! I took a few takes cause during the 1st take, I turned my head and pointed to the mannequin at the back and the cameraman, sounding kinda pissed off, said something like,"No need to turn around! It's already in the background!" The 2nd time, I errr-ahhh-errr too many times we had to re-shoot. And, I got it almost right.. the 3rd time.. and here it is!
So how? I looked DAMN JUBES RIGHT? (Sharan's favourite word; used to describe anything and everything)
What the whole newsy thing is about was to actually promote NYP's simulated-based learning (SBL) for us, student nurses. And we're the first school to be using the child and infant mannequins!
And these mannequins are waaay too cool, cause they can talk (voices coming from lectures or the technicians), cry WITH TEARS!, simulate drooling and have brain juices discharges oooozing out of their ears! They also have all the pulse points, which are pulsating VERY obviously. And and and! We could actually put our stethoscopes over its chest to hear lung sounds, breath sounds and even the heartbeat! what about bowel sounds? OF COURSE! That too! So if you wanna be working with these mannequins, pls do join us in Nursing!
Basically, what I said during the interview was about how these mannequins help me perform my skills more realistically just like how I'd do it on a real-life patient in the hospitals. If you paused (for whatever reasons, maybe to scrutinise my face or try to see what colour my braces are for this month) during my part, you can actually see that they had a typo with regard to the course im taking now! "Kejuruteraan" instead of "Kejururawatan"!!! ANGRY +++! (Engineering instead of Nursing) I think it's pretty obvious we are nurses.. Maybe they quickly run through my part and didnt notice the mistake.. Still!! NABS!
Wahh, such a long entry. I forgot to mention that the four of us bananas passed our BCLS practical and theory! And we are qualified life-savers, I think? Don't go collapsing on me just to test my skills k? CHEY, action!
Can i just end off by adding 2 more features of the mannequin? Okay, the pupils can react to light (constrict/dilate) and the tongue can swell up too!
Okay bye!
Friday, July 11, 2008
a story to tell..
Some time ago, I parked my bike at a non-parking-lot cause there simply wasn't anymore space for my bike at the level 3 carpark and the bike park was too far away from my school. At the end of a long day in school, when I went to my bike to ride back home, there was a note which said something like "You have parked at a non-designated area" with my bike number and time and date and all. And seriously, that pink-coloured piece of paper (about half A4 size), seemed really harmless. And I guess it was. Cause the second time that I parked "illegally", I got another of those pink note. So same style, take, read, giggle, crush paper, throw.
Okay, so.. it was another fine day when I reached school and found that the parking lots at the level 3 were full. So bo pian la.. just park for awhile. Anyway, at most get the pink paper. Then, it's harmless right? WRONG! Because I got this instead.
And then my bike looked like that...
And I was thinking "WTF? Not illegal parking wadddd..Then why got ticket????" But when I looked closer, I noticed that it was actually a note, and it was TAPED to my bike. So my second thought was like someone probably did something to my bike and wanted to say sorry and leave a number so I can contact him to claim money for repair or smth. (It happened to my dad.) But it's nothing like that at all.. YOU JUST GOTTA READ THIS.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
zzzzzt!
Monday, June 30, 2008
soo-shee
Its funny how people are writing supposedly sarcastic remarks to get back at you. It's not working!
Anyway, acquaintances come easily but we always forget that not everyone is your friend.
I haven't started much for Bio and LabSkills. As usual, last minute studying works for me. Most of the time la. LOL!
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
whee!
1. THAT msn message.
2. Last minute question-answer session amongst outselves.
3. The test. OMG. The test! Everyone was wishing for at least an extra 5 minutes.
4. The cancelled training!
5. The so-called birthday party. Zar's mummy turns 4* today!
6. Yan gave me this (free) anti-drug abuse keychain thing which is really pretty!
7. My newly found fan. LOL.
Yeaahh.. thats about it..
Oh how can i forget! TODAY IS PAY DAY!
Friday, June 20, 2008
and now i'm back here baby...
Feeling rather i-don't-know-what right now. Some things can be really complicated. Essential but exhausting at the same time. I'm not sure what's going on. Being the partially-asocial kid that I am, it just makes things harder. Pardon my ambiguity.
I'll stay like this and see what the future brings.
Friday, April 04, 2008
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
BYE i'm gg to sheep
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
2004
Friday, February 08, 2008
cookedies china chinese cat
there wasn't a decent goodbye, or any at all. let alone the usual embrace. was it a hassle? was it too much to ask for?
then my new top got stained. its noone's fault again. but i'm fucking pissed.
but i thank God i'm feeling like this only at this hour cause soon i'm gonna sleep all the mess away.
but i'm still so pissed i feel like crying. i don't wanna twenty anymore.
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
TWENTY
Thursday, January 31, 2008
1am ok?
2. Search for The Mean Kitty Song.
3. Watch it and read the following convo between shappa and me...
shappa ♥ Cupid shuffleee! says:
AHHH i'm in love with sparta man!!! hahaha
odi et amo says:
ahhahahahaha
odi et amo says:
engagedddd
odi et amo says:
prolly married
shappa ♥ Cupid shuffleee! says:
the cat shaaam. hahahaha
odi et amo says:
i seee
odi et amo says:
hahahahaha
odi et amo says:
i tot u meant sparta-man
odi et amo says:
hahah the guyyy
odi et amo says:
muhahahahahahah
shappa ♥ Cupid shuffleee! says:
ohh hahhaa skali youre in loveee with him hahaha k lame -_-
odi et amo says:
hahahahahahah
odi et amo says:
yess damn lame
And then, I feel so kental..
Monday, January 28, 2008
barbecued pisang
Sunday, January 27, 2008
bluek
Finally got my allowance yesterday! Weeeheee! After being broke for so long.. I went shopping! I never learn k. Got another pair of shoes! My first Everlast pair, not the typical pumps-ish kind. It's ABIT apek and loafers-ish. Why shoes? BECAUSE I'M ADDICTED TO SHOES! Hahaha, no larh. Because heels always give me problems (BLISTERS, tired legs, heels-stuck-in-drain, crammed toes and much more). And I got 2 FOXRACING tops! =] To Zar: I still want my phone k?
OH! We had the volunteer thing this morning and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. The company was great and I'm pretty glad I opened up a little more to people whom I thought I'd never communicate (verbal and non-verbal) with in this lifetime. =]
Oh, good night..
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
health matters!
For those who did excellent, CONGRATS! And for the rest of the class (the group that never gives up), I know you guys can do it yeah!
It was made known to me that some people have high expectations of me and it scares me to hell cause I'm afraid that just the opposite might happen. I mean, I'm capable of flopping too, well, anyone is la. But you know.. And sometimes, I feel like I'm being watched more than others. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Well.. Zar would say "It's in the blood..." Hah!
Speaking of Zar, he's been down with health problems. It has recently been revealed that his blood seems to contain more than enough cholesterol. It's the thing that has been giving him the tiny bumps on his joints. And it may cause heart problems if you don't manage it. Plus, you don't have to be fat or overweight to have high cholesterol. So please people, take care of your health and eat more celery and green apples cause they're really good to reduce cholesterol! =]
And I'm secretly excited to learn how to perform CPR next week!
Sunday, January 20, 2008
=]
i have photographs and memories of the times
you were on my mind and i was alone
i have poetry and drawings of my life
you were on my side and i didn't know
just what is love...
by jason reeves
Stressful week ahead, i can predict that. Health assessment practical test, psycho test, presentation. After that, 3 more weeks to finals. Sucks ok?
Monday, January 14, 2008
enough of ROM
I think the impulse shopping region should be bigger than that of the headache generator! RIGHT?
Okay, just one more!
PS: I didn't create any of these... Should be those who have brains like the one in the first pic.. hah!Sunday, January 13, 2008
sunday
New year resolutions:
1) Endure torture that the braces bring
2) Lose fats
3) Earn more money
4) Be a better person, whatever that means ok?
School's been GEREKKK! We had long breaks in between lessons. Walk around the school, eat, swim, eat, sleep. And when all else fail, we feed the fishes. Illegal ok? So, new hobby found! So we scream when the kois get too close and make the sucking sound. Ahhh, fun stuff!